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| ratanatheevilkitty (profile) wrote, on 9-29-2008 at 1:32am | |
| in the driver's seat at 1:30 in the morning and flying down the highway with that sad sad song penetrating my ears and heart i realized that i am finally in the place where i have always wanted to be and am still so very out of place in my world. perception is everything. but there i was perceiving nothing and so here i am, behold. there behind the wheel with tears rolling down my cheeks and joe asking "what's wrong," and me not sure how to answer him but to ask him to please light me a cigarette. and another thing, i hate smoking but i do it anyway because it makes me unapproachable and gives me something less awkward to do with my hands. and another thing, i hate video games because i love them so much, because they give my brain a place to rest when people like ben goldstein do not think it worthy for them. |
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Godsconcern | 09-29-08 12:54pm I know what you mean about all the above things, and i know you are probably thinking, "No you dont, your just trying to relate." But I do. I am in the process of writing something. Im not sure if it is a letter, a story or a journal, or maybe all three rolled into one, but i think you will learn alot about me and maybe even yourself if I ever let anyone read it.
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godsconcern | Re:, 09-29-08 1:04pm Also, incidentally I have decided not to reenlist, and return to Fl to pursue college somewhere. |