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godessalthena (profile) wrote,
on 1-3-2009 at 9:59am
things are bad.
and i want to fix them.
but i don't understand.
and i'm terrified.
...
i don't want to say it's my fault.
and i don't want to place blame.
because it's everyone's fault and no one's fault at the same time.
i want to fix this.
and i want to succeed at something.
things were so great in the beginning...
and now it's such a mess i don't know what to think.

the worst part is i don't know what's causing it.
and i want to know.
and i want to fix it.
and kill it, so i can be happy.
and he can be happy.

i'm done killing myself.
and i'm done murdering the people i love.

i want to fix this.
i will fix this.
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rorin

01-04-09 12:42pm

Let me help! What's going on???

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godessalthena

Re:, 01-04-09 2:51pm

Relationship issues.. my inability to communicate and be happy..

there isn't much anyone can do haha except i can try and fix myself.

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