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godessalthena (profile) wrote,
on 1-19-2009 at 11:45am
so...
i need to ask my parents for help.
or else my bills and credit card payment will be around a month late.
and that is all of my bills. like.. power, cable and phone.
but!

I cannot ask them for help.
do you know why?
because ever single time i ask them for anything it turns into a huge lecture about how it's my fault that i'm in this situation and that i'm a petulant child and i shouldn't have done it in the first place.
which really isn't a good lecture.
or one that i listen to anymore.

so i'd rather ruin my credit and what not than acutally ask for help..
how sad :(

i cannot wait to move back to seattle and settle there and live my life..
i just want to make it to 24 so I can get loans and start my life.
i really just need to make it the next four and a quarter years.
then i can really do it on my own.

so i guess at this point it's time for me to sit back and enjoy my life until i'm able to get it started.
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rorin

01-19-09 7:17pm

Shouldn't have done what? Didn't they want you to move back and get help with your back? How is that your fault??

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godessalthena

Re:, 01-20-09 1:14pm

Done anything. I know it isn't my fault, period. There is no part of this that is my fault. That's why I hate the lecture. I didn't do anything wrong.
They should have let me stayed in Everett. They should have let me find a doctor there. They should be paying for my life since they claim I'm dependent on them in their taxes.

But no. If they really did what they claim on their taxes, they would owe me around 21k. Which would be really nice to have right now. And would really help me make it through this shitty time they put me in.

If you can't tell, I'm super angry with my parents.
and most likely, once I leave, I'm never really going to talk to them again.
I can't deal with their crap anymore. And I don't want it in my life if it doesn't need to be.

:(

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angel_bob

01-19-09 11:30pm

Only a month late? Lucky you. We've been behind on all our bills.

Then you'll just have to pay off loans, silly.

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hwnchick

01-20-09 5:27am

i am in the exact same situation and feel the exact same way

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