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valoth (profile) wrote,
on 1-27-2009 at 1:32pm
Subject: Stuffs
CQC cancelled this weekend, bummed.

DQ'd from Marines till further review, super bummed.

Making computer reformating painless thanks to nlite&drivermax, good deal.

L4D keeping me up late into the night to make folks ragequit when you beat them good, awesome.

Finally getting to know your exgirlfriend isnt dead in a ditch, fantastic.

Knowing you still are wanting to be clingy as fuck to her, sinking stomach feeling.


Sigh.

So anyway. Im almost completely debt free again. Cars at like $400 and finally managed to get my credit card in check. So Im happy.

I plan to leave DTA not matter what happens with Marines. Yes or no I cannot stand working here.

But I know if I leave there I may end up trying to do something that would be really dumb because it would end horrid.

WTB Life Coach.
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pjlmaster

01-27-09 2:19pm

"Knowing you still are wanting to be clingy as fuck to her, sinking stomach feeling."

as ive said before, it'll pass in time, aka as soon as you find someone else special


and dont leave DTA before you've got yourself a job somewhere else, unfortunately MC is on a pay freeze, so they sure as hell wont be looking to hire anyone soon, but if i hear anything, ill let you know and now youll have my word, mandies, rich's and my mom's

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duckie

01-27-09 2:33pm

definitely do NOT quit until you have yourself another job in place. with the experience you have, it should definitely give you a better chance.

i knew that this whole thing with rachel would bring up everything that you've been trying or succeeding in suppressing. it broke my heart to even tell you because i didn't know what it would do :[

it does pass, eventually. it just takes time.. unfortunately, a 'special someone' doesn't always do the trick. i tried that, and it didn't make the feelings go away, i just had to deal with still wanting him back but fighting the urge to do it because of the new boy. it just takes time, hun, and it sucks. it sucks a LOT.

sorry about the marines :\ what are they reviewing?

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valoth

Re:, 01-27-09 7:52pm

Asthma while being over age 13 apparently. I have papers saying its not a problem now. Its just a matter of "ok is he going to have problems? Could he get problems? should we allow the chance."

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duckie

Re: Re:, 01-27-09 8:54pm

Dumb.

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