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godessalthena (profile) wrote,
on 3-1-2009 at 11:55am
......
i hate having friends.

(i sound like a broken record don't i?)

i think it's time to clean them out..

because i don't need bullshit cluttering what fucked up life i have right now.

but i won't make any rash desicions.
i'm just going to stop talking for a while.
and just.. live my life how i want...

i'm getting a tattoo soon! like.. sometime this week! i'm so fucking excited! i feel so happy with the way things are turning in the long run!

i mean.. I'm finally making paychecks and saving for the move that will save my life and my relationship.
i can finally buy my own groceries.
i can finally take sus on a nice date.
i can finally pay my bills on time.
i can finally stop worrying about how shitty my credit is going to get.

all of that stress is gone.
all the stress that has been making me a shitty friend has been lifted.
but for some reason, people couldn't wait to push me over the edge.
funny how that works..

and you know what..? they've changed a lot. now that my head is clear, there is OBVIOUSLY a personality change that has occured over the last year..
but we'll see how that pans out too.

well.. off to read depressing things to cheer me up :)
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oceanchild

03-01-09 3:16pm

I always thought that, if I got a tattoo, it would be of a barcode. Then I thought that it would be cool to get a little happy-Mac icon. I think that I am perhaps a bit of a dork. =P

What are you getting yours of?

I'm glad things are looking better for you. <3

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godessalthena

Re:, 03-04-09 8:37pm

the word "try" inside a heart.
i'll put a picture up eventually!

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