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godessalthena (profile) wrote,
on 9-30-2009 at 5:58pm
Today was extremely stressful.. I hate my job I hate he QA chick plus mist of her department.. I feel like i'm one of the biggest losers there because I'm different and I really suck at selling stuff...

But I do really love my new phone! It isn't a huge piece of crap that alwaysturns off and never does what I say! My old phone was such a piece of crap..

We hung out with Lauren last night and it was really fun and awesome!! It was worht he hge hangover..

I've been thinking a lot about the past and all the stupid things that have happened... I feel like cryig more often than not ususally.. I just feel so stupid for making the choices I have and for not bein able to change the circumstances I'm in for a good year. I just can't look at my future and see me suceeding anymore.. I'm so terrified that I'm gign to be in debt forever now..

I just want to leave Spokane. I'm so done with this city.
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goodbye

10-01-09 12:00am

I don't think it's the city.
You're going to feel bad in Seattle about your future too.
I just think you need to confront your family and see what happens. They'll accept it or they'll deny it and either way, it won't really make much difference, they'll probably treat you the same, and your life will go on without them.
Do you want to send me the emails?

<3 Love ya, sweety. And I think you need to confront your past and bury the hatchet. Otherwise, you'll never move on with your life.
Good luck<3333

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godessalthena

Re: , 10-02-09 9:16pm

Spokane holds almost every unhappy memory I have.. I think I hate this city cuz it is so full of unhappy memories and a constant reminder of how messed up my relationship with my family is.. In Seattle I have mainly good memories and I don't really have to think about my parents..

But I do need to confront them and move on with my life.. I have a bad habit of living in the past and dwelling.. And it needs to stop or I'll go crazy!

<3<3 ily!!

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