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godessalthena (profile) wrote, on 10-6-2009 at 3:18pm | |
Sometimes this monster named intense immediate and all encompassing sadness finds me and holds on tight. It makes me feel like my chest is made of lead and I have knots in my throat and I get this horrible urge to cry or scream. It has me right now and squeezing tight and I feel like there is no way out. It feels like I'm slowly dying and I almost just want to give in... I feel like I don't fit and I want to run and disappear so I never have to see these people again. I hate feeling like a back up.. But that's what I am and always will be. |
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goodbye | 10-07-09 10:25pm You aren't a backup to me... <33 |
godessalthena | Re: , 10-08-09 8:55am Awww <3<3 I'm glad :D ily |