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| joslyn_julia (profile) wrote, on 12-7-2009 at 4:50am | |
| Subject: a whole lotta messed up |
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| so, i saw my man today... drove across the state when i should have been doing an essay that is due in 3 hours. It was good, at first. Then less so, and now worse. I am married and i still feel like a rag doll, that just makes me feel all sorts of fucked up. I try to be happy, and yet i still feel down... I wish i could explain it all to mike, but at this point i am not convinced it will ever matter. just throw on a mental bandage once again, and hope that i forget... although that hasn't been working so well as of late... seeing as past bandaids are falling off and i can't help but be overwhelmed by the past. ugh. |
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pjlmaster | 12-08-09 4:52am whats the harm in talking to mike about it? |
joslyn_julia | Re: , 12-08-09 12:31pm i did last night, but it pretty well comes down to me needing counseling because there isn't all that much that he can do to make me feel better. |