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	godessalthena (profile) wrote, on 9-29-2012 at 5:28pm
Current mood: pessimistic
This hollow feeling won't go away. I feel it deep inside my heart, and it's terrible. I feel so depressed and hopeless.. I'd say numb but I think that sounds fucking stupid. I am in a transitional state and I'm just scared. What if I make the wrong decision? What if I never make it up to baseline? What if what if what if... I hate being grown up. All I want to do right now is dye my hair black, put on my armor for sleep hoodie and listen to angels and airwaves until I pass out. Then wake up and have to deal with stupid high school drama, because that was so much easier than this. I just want to retreat into somewhere else and pretend none of the last 6 years ever happened. I'm just trying to find something to hold onto before my ego is permanently washed away.
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anonymoose

09-29-12 9:58pm

Tut tut tut.
You haven't changed Amelia. It's been so long too.

Whatever happened to you being happy all the time? And losing all that weight? And feeling good about yourself 'cause of that guy? Or being happy with Zuzu was it?

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godessalthena

Re: , 09-29-12 10:36pm

I'm happy most of the time, this journal is mostly for when I feel bad. Like cant be sunshine and rainbows all the time, but I'm much happier than I've ever been. Who are you to presume you know anything about me?

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anonymoose

Re: Re: , 09-29-12 10:42pm

a stalker.

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godessalthena

Re: Re: Re: , 09-29-12 10:59pm

I assumed as much..? You're from Liverpool so I'm guessing James?

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anonymoose

Re: Re: Re: Re: , 09-29-12 11:05pm

I'm from Liverpool?
Say waaaaaaaaaat.

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godessalthena

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: , 09-29-12 11:07pm

That's what your ip address says

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