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| godessalthena (profile) wrote, on 12-1-2012 at 12:33pm | |
| Current mood: disappointed |
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| Someday, I'll start caring. It should be today, but honestly.. Life is too sad to care right now. But is it really? I mean.. I'm no more sad than I was a few months ago. A few years ago. I'm always sad. It's just gotten to the point where I need to do something.. Or die. It just.. is depressing.. that I've let myself get like this. |
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kinkyrose1212 | 12-07-12 9:08am I don't know you, but I certainly don't think you should die. I'm not one of those happy-go-lucky types and I'm not going to say that I know what's better for you than you do. When you're in such a state of despair, death seems like a relief, and it probably would be. I've fatasized about death since I was 11 ( I'm 24 now ) and sometimes I still think about killing myself. But then I think about how that would be letting the villain in life ( usually life itself ) win and that I would be admitting defeat. And God damn it, I will NOT be defeated! I will not lie down for anyone! So try not to lose hope. Reach inside to you inner reserves of strength and KNOW that you can do what you need to do. You deserve to have the things in life you want. |