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| kinkyrose1212 (profile) wrote, on 12-7-2012 at 11:33pm | |
| Current mood: Disgusted but amused Music: Led Zeppelin |
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| So, after two weeks straight at Job Corps, I came home and actually relaxed a bit. I smoked up, which is nice, and I did some clear, blunt, and realistic thinking. When I look at my life objectively, I want to kill myself. Not literally, I just can't believe any of it. It's all been so stupid and a lot of it embarrassing. I can't help but laugh ( because otherwise I really might kill myself ), but for Christ's sake! Friends Don't Let Friends Date...fill in the blank! EWWW!!! I may really have to leave Job Corps because of this. I'm sure it will never be forgotten, but there's nothing I can do about that. Is it too late to salvage my pride? Hahaha! People suck so bad. I wish Brianna was around, honestly. She, at least, would be honest with me and keep me in line in her own way. Ah well. Guess I'm on my own from now on. That was working a lot better for me than getting involved with people. | |
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| Anonymous | 12-09-12 12:29pm Oh, I'm still here. I was just extremely pissed for awhile. Plus I'm trying to lay low, there may be some problems down the line. I got banned from chins garden in august and had lo go back to the hospital, so now I'm trying not to drink/save money . I shuld have warned you about job corps, I've heard worse things about Grafton. |
Anonymous | Re: , 12-09-12 12:38pm I still have my job though so that's good |
kinkyrose1212 | Re: Re: , 12-09-12 3:43pm Haha! Oh man, I really didn't expect you to reply to that but it's awesome! Yeah, I was pretty pissed off, too. I'm glad things are going relatively well for you, though ( besides Chin's Garden- that must have been interesting ). I'd heard bad things about Job Corps, too, but it's so much worse than I was expecting. I actually am trying, for a change, and it looks like I picked the wrong institution to put my efforts into because it is just fucking everyone around and just about everyone there is a stupid asshole. |
Anonymous | Re: Re: Re: , 12-09-12 4:46pm Yeah I'll have to tell you the whole story some time and a bunch of other ones. I'll figure something out about that guitar thing eventually. My brothers moving out so I'm trying to get a car and a second jo so i dont have to deal with my grandmother.I'm so far in debt its not even funny anymore. I'm trying to figure out going back to school and health insurance but its difficult |
kinkyrose1212 | Re: Re: Re: Re: , 12-09-12 5:22pm Just do what you have to do for yourself, no rush. I certainly hope you can get things to work for you. I'm coming to Marlboro on the 21st and going to visit the cemetery. You're welcome to come, if you want. We should have coffee or something. |
Anonymous | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: , 12-09-12 6:47pm That sounds good. Its a Friday so I shouldn't have to work until 230 unless somebody does something moronic. My number is still the same |
kinkyrose1212 | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: , 12-10-12 5:13pm Alright, sounds like a plan. I'm not sure whether I should stick with Job Corps or not. I'm in office administration now and it just seems so boring, nothing I'd ever want to actually do. I am lined up to take pharmacy tech after that, but I don't know if I can stand this piece of shit place that long. Only time will tell. But yeah, Friday ( 21st ) sounds good, I will call you when I am leaving my house. |