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| kinkyrose1212 (profile) wrote, on 7-9-2013 at 8:51pm | |
| Current mood: Emo as fuck Music: Sabrepulse |
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| I am a horrible fucking person. I'm going to go play in traffic and hopefully end up rotting in hell where I am starting to feel I belong. If that doesn't work, maybe I'll just go with the old tried and true method of cutting the shit out of myself. I am disgusted with myself and full of self-loathing. I am an absolute piece of shit. Why the fuck did I come out to Washington DC? I have done nothing but fuck up since I've been here. That's not actually true, but shit is getting fucked up. I just want to resign and go home, but then I will really be a failure. And staying here and dealing with the God-awful distressing consequences of my disgusting, selfish, and completely fucking stupid actions is my penance, I suppose. If I hadn't done anything that bad, I wouldn't be feeling like I should kill myself because of it. Fuck...my...life....for it is all my fault. | |
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| Anonymous | 07-16-13 8:51am Don't feel bad, I did something last night that will probably change the trajectory of my life |
kinkyrose1212 | Re: , 07-21-13 4:18pm Good lord. I am just seeing this comment now. What was it that you did? |
kinkyrose1212 | Re: , 07-21-13 4:18pm Oh, and also e-mail me at Pandora948@netscape.net so we can talk. |