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| godessalthena (profile) wrote, on 2-27-2014 at 5:56am | |
| Sometimes I worry I'll never know what it is I want. Or I'll never get it. I am just going through the motions of life, doing what is expected of me. I rebel occassionally, tattoos, piercings, kink. The more people I get to know, the more it feels like the only things to really look forward to is when I don't feel like I normally do. Either through intoxication or sleep. But on the days where I get to spend time with him, I'm content to soberly watch movies while he catches up on sleep, using me as a pillow. I get to touch his soft skin and hair, I get to smell him, feel his warmth, his breathing. I'm reminded what it feels like to be alive and human. I missed physical closeness. I missed physical comfort. And for the first time in a long time I'm feeling faithful, even though I have no duty to be. I don't feel compelled to sleep with almost anyone. I only want one. On a completely unrelated note: it's almost the mother fucking weekend. Hell fucking yes. |
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goodbye | 02-27-14 1:11pm This is the best stage. Can I meet this man? |
godessalthena | Re: , 02-27-14 7:06pm I'd love for you to meet him!
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alexithymia | Re: Re: , 02-27-14 8:15pm I want to meet him too! |