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JediBumblebee (profile) wrote,
on 5-13-2002 at 10:52pm
Current mood: blank
Music: Dashboard Confessional- Saints and Sailors
Subject: Don't be a liar....don't say that everything's working when everything's broken...
Yeah...exactly what I said, isn't it?


You know who you all are...I can think of at least 4 or 5 or you who I can bet are reading.

If you are getting sick of me, I can only tell you one thing- I haven't changed a thing. This is me, this is how I've really always been.

It's not my fault if you never knew it. I'm sorry that I might not be who you thought I was.

I am not going to lie to myself.
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danibean

05-14-02 11:58am

good for you! i love you, my big sister :)

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charlie

05-14-02 7:49pm

but you just told me you're a totally different person comapred to only six months ago

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jedibumblebee

Re:, 05-14-02 9:42pm

sometimes you really do need to realize when to shut the hell up.

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Anonymous

05-29-02 11:29pm

that was 6 months ago...things happen...peoples opinions change. and i can see that you've done a damned good job of changing her opinion of you. again, i say it's time for you to GET OVER IT. you need to find some other obsession. christ, you're almost 20, if I remember correctly, and you're still hung up on a girl that apparently doesn't want you. does anyone else find that as pathetic as me??

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charlie

Re:, 05-30-02 5:20pm

you sure do like making fun of me anonymously...thanks, your spinelessness is most entertaining...i only assume that you want stefanie and don't like seeing me talking to her and actually caring about a person so you like to ridicule me in an effort to make me less in her eyes but at the same time if you used your name she would see what an ass you are and probably lose all chances you had...and i'm not almost twenty...shit, i'm not even nineteen and a half, it's a thing we call arithmetic

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Anonymous

not aimed at me but i'm gonna talk anyway, 05-15-02 11:47pm

you know, it's rather easy to fool another into believing that you're something you're not if you fool yourself. sometimes you fool yourself into thinking you care too much about what others want of you. you spend far too much time pretending there's nothing there and making people happy and not nearly enough looking at what is and what makes you happy....just a thought.

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jedibumblebee

Re: not aimed at me but i'm gonna talk anyway, 05-16-02 9:05am

who are you directing that at??
i think thats sortof what I was trying to say...

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