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godessalthena (profile) wrote,
on 6-3-2014 at 7:48pm
I adore all these sweet, perfectly romantic moments. Where I accomplish life goals, and remember the innocence of my first real love.

I am so delighted. Not even stress from others can bring me down for long! I even doodled a little... I drew a monster. No fucking shit.

It's nice to be complimented, doted on, to easily spread joy and happiness on another's face as easily as breathing. It just brings me such an excitement.

I'm trying not to let negativity and doubt take over my headspace. I am so suseptible to those thoughts, I have to be very aware of myself. It's hard to go blind down this exciting path when I have to keep my eyes open to make sure I don't trip on the way down.

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anonymoose

06-04-14 5:42am

I hate thinking about my first real love and past relationships. It makes me feel like shit.

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koalalady

Re: , 06-04-14 11:42am

Sometimes I wonder if I've ever loved anybody at all.
I feel like a ghost.

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goodbye

Re: Re: , 06-05-14 5:02pm

That is one of the saddest things I've ever read. And truest. I feel like this sometimes, when I find myself glimpsing the past and being in the present. Sometimes things don't feel like they used to. It's as if all feeling in your body has changed and your brain doesn't work quite right...

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godessalthena

Re: Re: Re: , 06-06-14 9:38am

I love remembering my first loves and failed relationship, mostly because I focus on the good memories and what I loved about the person.

Do you both really feel like you aren't sure you've ever loved someone? I know I've loved quite a few people in my short life...

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goodbye

06-05-14 5:00pm

You doodled! Big deal! I'm so happy he makes you happy. I love you so much <3

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