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| christini (profile) wrote, on 3-29-2003 at 1:05pm | |
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| im feeling a little better.. emy got over his little make christine feel bad thing.. soo.. on a lighter note.. why dont i tell you all about the oh-so-exciting night sam provided me with last night lol.. on the bus we (me sam and rach) were talking about what we were gonna do at night.. and it was between a show at pis (lol) and movies.. so i got home... and rach didnt wanna go to the show.. or the movies.. so we were gonna have a blockbuster-sleepover night.. but sam wanted to go to a party with celene or go to a movie to see chris, so we were like uhh , and then we decided on movies, so sam told me one tiem, and that wasnt the time, so we found a different one, but we didn thave rides, then we finally found rides n the movie n stuff so i got in the shower and got ready and went to sams.. and then rach got there, and we were running late, like we were at her house at 7 30 and the movie started at 7 35 , so we decided to see the 8 35, but celene and chris were already at the movies, and we couldnt get a hold of them, then sams parents drove us, but they took us to shadowwood, and we were like, dude, were going to muvico, and sams mom went all pms on us like u never told me that im not driving u all the way out there blahblahblah.. so they drove us back to the house.. and left her sisters with us, and went out for dinner, so we got in touch with chris and they were all like wtf where are u and so we finally got my mom to come and get us from sams and take us to muvico.. but sams sisters were being such little brats they were like no u cant leave us alone someones gonna come and knock at the door and they were being such brats but we finally got out.. and we got there late but w/e, so the movie (bringing down the ho(use) lol rach, that was funny as fuck, i think i was being really obnoxious cuz i was really hyper cuz i got my food and was no longer on an empty stomach lol rachie u knowwww u wanted some of those fries..mmm.. so yeah the movie was soo funny.. and sammy and chris were so cute.. me and rach kept looking at em lol, hand holding and cuddling... awwww :0) hehe i love u babe, im so happy for u, and after the movie.. chris went byebye and we were walking around the parking lot (me rach sammy celene and her little amiga) and me and sam kept making fun of all these people and imitating em it was great lol we were soo hyper.. she started dancing in the parking lot lol and we were gonng go and piss off a couple making out lol.. ahh it was grea.t. and then we were just standing around,, on the corner, and i looked around.. and miguel was standing right there!! iwas like ahhh miguel i didnt evern recognize him!! it was cool , i havent seen him since , that football game.. wow. so yeah anyways. then me and sammy kept being dorks and stuff lol and celenes mom came at like 11 something.. and we all crammed into the car.. i was sitting on top of rach n sam cuz there wasnt room lol u know u guys enjoyed that (wink wink) and we saw these people in a car that kept staring at us and it was so funny lol, .. celenes friend didnt seem to like us, more me lol, but thats ok, cuz i have my sammy and rachie and i dont care honestly lol.. annyways.. so then we went to sammys and rachies mom came to get us.. and dropped me off.. and that was it.. wow sammy, u owe us BIG TIME. rach had her burger n fries but u had me on a fucking empty stomach !! !lol.. stilll love u babe.. u know id do anything for u.. as i proved last night.. ur worth it tho :) but theres like, an issue i guess, rachels feeling lonely cuz she doesnt have a bf, and a bunch of us do, and were constantly trying to get her to open up to us and talk to us, but i think she thinks that since we have bfs we dont understand how she feels, and she kind of blocks us out.. and she claims that jessie undertands how she feels and made her feel better and thats great and all, but we understand too, and i think she just doesnt see that cuz she wont talk to us about it.. like before we had bfs, we were lonely too, and we knew EXACTLY how she felt to see happy couples walking aruond in the hallways and stuff and realize that we had no one, but then even now that me and sam do have bfs, we still know how she feels, cuz they dont go to our school , we dont see them every day, and we see those happy couples and wish that our bfs were there with us, but there not, and it hurts us too.. and maybe its not that bad cuz theyre there.. but just cuz we cant magically find her a man thats perfect for her doesnt mean we dont care and dont sympathise for her.. lately i feel like she kind of blocks us out of her emotional life and centers her life around jessie, and i feel like we always come second to her, i dont know if thats the way it is or just the vibe im getting.. but i think sam feels the same way too.. so, i dont know |
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rachel | 03-29-03 4:19pm well first of all, see the email i sent u cause it covers alot.. and i know you guys care.. im not trying to act like you dont. i never asked you to find me anyone.. this is why im keeping to myself because really what can you guys do? i dont want you guys to have to deal with this. but believe me i know you care and i appreciate it. i think the issue is more than just me wanting a boyfriend.. trust me i wouldnt make such a big deal of it because ive always wanted someone.. but im still very unsure about what i even want. i dont center my life around jess... shes just the one i happened to open up to. it is nothing personal against you and sam. you know i care about you.. you're not second to me. im just trying to spend as much time with her as i can because shes moving out of state very soon.. and i want to make the best of the time we have left. im really sorry if you got a bad vibe from me.. i never meant for any of this to happen. |
cabinetofcuriosities | 03-29-03 6:57pm a. name's celine lol. b. poor rach!!!!!! |
christini | Re:, 03-29-03 9:55pm i KNEW it didnt look right.. sorry lol.. i was like hmm are u sure thats it..gues not.. rachie im sorry for making a big deal out of that lol, it really should be ur decision as to who u go to... i love u baby! |
rachel | Re: Re:, 03-31-03 8:51pm muchas gracias |
samiam6500q | 03-29-03 10:21pm LOL!!!! you crack me up christini! I LOVE YOU! lol |
christini | Re:, 03-30-03 9:19am why do i crack you up...whatd i say this time lol..... i dont remember this being a funny entry... besides u goin all loco in the parking lot lol i love u baby! |