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| jedibumblebee (profile) wrote, on 1-29-2002 at 9:57pm | |
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| to the nameless, who i can bet is reading. you still don't get it. I get "fuck you, why don't you call me, why don't you pity me in my sad sorry stupor". You get my attention and devotion. I shut up and keep my problems to myself. Before, I could tell you things. But now your life is that much worse than mine. And I have to feel sorry for every day that goes awry. I'm the bad guy. I ruined all your dreams. And I won't even call you. But who left? Who brought his problems upon himself, and who just generally got screwed over because you didn't think?? I can't bring it up, because that's just me being mean... but you made your own decision, that didn't involve me. So I made a decision. To try to help myself. To be a person on my own because I no longer can use you as my support. You left me here to fend for myself, and I am trying the hardest I can. I can sit here and cry, but you dont know. Instant messenger is a godsend. I'm the bad guy...I gave up on what you thought we could prove. But it finally occured to me why I'm not the bad guy. Who broke who's heart first? I'm still here. I'm only trying to save myself because no one else will help. |
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charlie | 02-01-02 10:36am who made the promises they had no intention to keep? |
jedibumblebee | Re:, 02-01-02 11:27am maybe the intention was there...but i was sick of trying for something hopeless. way to prove my point. |