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christini (profile) wrote,
on 4-5-2003 at 10:35pm
Current mood: crying :(
Music: something corporate - konstantine
this weekend was awesome till now...last night rach n sam came over...today i went to the beach with rach..it was so much fun..then i came home and, ok well this week me and emy didnt really talk to much, like i had a fuckload of homework to do, so i didnt have time to do anything, and i guess , i dont know what happend, but i felt like maybe i wasnt being all that great to him and i felt really bad cuz i love him so much, so last night i sent him an email apologizing, and he hasnt written back..and today i was on for like, an hour, and he was too, and he didnt say anything to me, and before he had up an away message that was like "im at the movies with whoever ur mind wants to think im with" or something, and i know he was trying to make me jealous, and guess what, it worked.. so i was really upset...and ive been moping around the house eversince..cuz even with my away message up saying i was sad..hes been on for a while and he hasnt said anything, or called me, and shes on, so i know hes talking to her, and, i dont know, i felt so bad for just not talking to him, andhes just making me feel like shit :( ive been crying all fucking night and even my brothers friend who called for him was like umm are u ok? but no, he cant even call his own fucking girlfriend to see if shes ok. cuz that would just be the wrong thing to do.
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flirtygrl202

04-06-03 7:32am

christini- if it means anything im sorry that you are upset and think u are a great person!!

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christini

Re:, 04-06-03 9:31am

hes not an ass lizzy:( thats the thing.. i just wish he would open his eyes and see what he does to me sometimes......thanks u guys..ur the best ..specially amy! i want my cheese stick joke to make me feel better!!~

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Lizzy

04-06-03 8:44am

grrrr i hate wen that chico makes u upset :( let's go kick his not-talking ass!!! hehe

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