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| noahfects (profile) wrote, on 4-7-2003 at 5:35pm | |
| Current mood: I Feel like crying. Music: Angel falls _ayla_Techno Subject: Heres what happened.:( |
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| Could you imagine being lied to by the one person you¡K.love? And on top of it, he doesn¡¦t tell you to your fucking face, your friend has to tell you! Its not so much being lied to its having a mean and cruel joke being played on you. A joke that will haunt you forever! Something that will never leave your side. You will just want to roll up and die. Picture this.. April fools. You¡¦re happy and you can¡¦t wait until you play some jokes here and there on your friends, everything¡¦s going great. Then you remember the night before. When you spilled your heart and soul out to your one and true ¡§love¡¨ the one you don¡¦t stop thinking about and dreaming and hoping about. That¡¦ one. So your just finishing your last class when ¡§ding ding ding¡¨ The bell rings. And you¡¦re off to interact. Everything is going smoothly so far. Even though your friends are a little shaky, you¡¦ll live. As your walking with your friend, you realize you do not have a class to go in to for interact. In other words. You are screwed. So you see a classroom where EVERYONE is in, so you try to get in but you can¡¦t. Finally you do. As you walk in you see everyone and then your head stops turning and you see him. The one you were looking for and thinking about all day. You have fun and talk to all your friends. Then you go and sit somewhere alone. Nice and quit. Then your one and only love walks up and says they need to ask you something. The only thing that pops in your head is ¡§can this be the day¡¨ hmm. So you guys talk and your hanging out with each other friend around, when he drops the best line you¡¦ve ever heard anyone ask you ¡§will you go out with me¡¨ your heart races. You turn red, a wide ass smile creeps up your face, and you cannot think about anything but OMG! OMG! OMG!!!! Finally, he asked me. ƒº So you look at him and say, ¡§I hope this isn¡¦t a joke because I would feel stupid if I said yes and it was a joke. So he asks you again. And you just smile. Then as he turns around you say ok fine. Your not sure if he heard you or not, but you said it. So in your mind your like ¡§wow im going out with the guy iv been dreaming about. Dreams and wishes really do come true¡¨ And the rest of interact fly¡¦s by. You talk with each other and sit on his lap, by the time you know it ¡§good afternoon odyssey middle will all group 1 teachers please escort your students to their dismissal area¡¨ comes on, and you are just sitting there. The two of you laughing and having a good time. So you stand up, say by to each other and head off home. As your walking down the halls, everyone knows what happened. Your smile tells it all. Then next two days go by great. To your knowledge, you and him are going out. Like is aid to your knowledge. Then the next two days you are talking to your friend and you were saying, ¡§I hope he was serious when he asked me¡¨ and your friends like ¡§im sure he was¡¨ but then you hear ¡§ding ding ding¡¨ again. And you run out of the class to meet your loved one. As you walk out you see him and walk by. Your friend suddenly comes up to you and says ¡§it was a joke¡¨ and the words go through one ear and out the other. You can¡¦t believe it¡K.a joke. But why. Are the only words racing in your mind. Your smile turns around and you are furious. Your just feel like killing him. So you walk and you go into a classroom but after a while, you can¡¦t take it. So you walk out and go to another one. When you go in your friend tells you to meet your ¡§loved¡¨ one in the hall. You see him and your friend so you just walk back to class. He approaches you and simply says ¡§smile its ok don¡¦t be mad¡¨ and you just try and get away. He still says still be ok... Finally, he looks at you and puts his hands on your shoulders and says, ¡§You knew I was joking¡¨ and you get so mad you push him so hard that he almost falls to the floor. You¡¦re furious. S you walk back in the class everyone knows something happened. You just want to cry. So you¡¦re on your way out and everyone knows by now. Some way or another word gets around. So you go home and start to cry. Your family sees you this way and they just want to kill this kid. You just continue to cry and go to school the next day, as if nothing happened. When you see him you just want to punch him in the face, He pretends as if you are the bad person and hugs another girl right in front of you. Even thought he knows he doesn¡¦t like to. You just want to hit him even harder. Then he says bye to you a couple times and you smile and walk away. When you look at him, you just want to throw up. There is nothing there. Then you talk to him and he says sorry. But you know he doesn¡¦t mean it. So the next day you see him and he ignores you. So your thinking what the fuck are you trying to ignore me or does it come natural. And you get mad! But you don¡¦t know who to react. So all you continue to think about is.. ¡§well since him and I will never go out, then ill go and meet ralisas friend Nathan and maybe ill go out with him if we like each other¡¨. I mean I always thought the natural thing to do was go out with someone id you like them and they like you back, but this year, with Micah, has proven me wrong. Very wrong. But no matter what happens and no matter what I do, I will always love him and I will never be able to get over him¡K.Never. Later <3 :( |
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| Anonymous | 04-07-03 9:25pm ahhh sabby i feel so bad for u
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noahfects | Re:, 04-07-03 10:11pm Lol thanks tiff! i <3 you to. Thing is he says he likes me!?!? whats up with that?
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monkeygirl82689 | dont worry, 04-07-03 9:55pm Hey well im really sry he did that, that was really wrong and he should never play w/ppls feelings like that cuz he knows how much u like him and he goes and does that but dont worry cuz youll find somebody better ; ) o and the boy was chaz that was so wrong well hey ig2b ttyl muah!!!!!
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noahfects | Re: dont worry, 04-07-03 10:10pm Hahah chaz?
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monkeygirl82689 | hey, 04-07-03 10:14pm haha just pop i wasnt thinking right dont worry never again !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
noahfects | Re: hey, 04-07-03 10:18pm Haha your the devil...THE DEVIL!lol, why does he like you? i mean he freaking likes everybody he saw me on my way home in the car. i was doiung a carpool thing so he probably thought it was my mom in her junky car...lol im glad it wasnt. :)
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monkeygirl82689 | lol, 04-07-03 10:25pm How am i the DEVIL ? i dunno wut im doin on thursday y do u wanna do something ? wut would u like 2 do lil one lol ?and dont ask me y he likes me cuz i have no idea |
noahfects | Re: lol, 04-08-03 4:44pm I nknow why he likes you ;) lol j/k on the wink lol. Umm yea either thursday or friday? Your no thte devil,... your a player... A PLAYER! lol :) |
| notaword | Re: Re: lol, 04-08-03 8:38pm ladies. okay true story true story I my friends was once a player. |
noahfects | Re: Re: Re: lol, 04-09-03 4:47pm HahA Yea ok you a player,,m thatl be the day... |
losttt | 04-10-03 10:20pm im a jeymper. douchebag. id say dont fret over dumb shit. and jesus you write long. try paraphrasing. |
noahfects | Re:, 04-12-03 11:49pm Sean your hot in that picture...thanks.. |