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| Atman (profile) wrote, on 4-12-2003 at 9:11pm | |
| Current mood: Thinkin Music: Somewhere I Belong Subject: Confidence |
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| Bah, my self-confidence has hit an all time low...I don't even know why. Everyones been talking about how they have a skill or something...I don't have anything I excel at...nothing. I can't say, um, I'm great at soccer, cuz I'm not. I can't say I'm awesome at track, cuz I'm not. I can't say I'm smart, cuz I'm not. All of those things, I'm just there, not hindering anyone nor helping. What can I do though? Nothing. I'm not excelled anywhere...even if I am, its probably in something COMPLETLY useless. Today was good...I was alone with my thoughts again, and thats where all that stuff came from...and theres more, of course...I gotta degrade myself, or the day just doesn't feel complete. I made serveral positive notions today. You know those sam adams commericals? The one where a guy does something, and it shows the mascot for the beer, and he's like, "Nice move" and gives him an accepting nod...I want a dude that does that for me. When you make a good comeback, nothing says ouch like an old dude dressed from the 1700's. I kinda want clinton there though...I always thought he was cool. C'mon, he slept with Monica, and basically got a slap on the wrist, how cool is that? THEN gets accepted into some black hall of fame? He'd be cool. Give a little thumbs up or whatever after I do something cool. We'd have endless fun with lame puns about the 'oral' office...and making fun of bush. He'd make up words, we could invite dole in...have some fun with that. Make em argue over stupid stuff, like whos better, ACDC or Guns and Roses. Ah...I need to meet clinton. I think its sad he got so much attention for all of it, but he's still a cool guy. Oh well...I need to go do some more 'atman bashing' Oh, and if you feel like trying to make me feel better, go for it. You probably will fail, but it will at least let me know people care. ILYTL |
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allyson | 04-12-03 11:35pm I have very low confidence as well. My looks is what really brings me down. And I figure that seens how I am not pretty I am not good at anything either. cuz only pretty girls are good at things |
sugarjackj | Re:, 04-13-03 8:00pm umm........yea.......i think i have talent but as for looks.........heh i guess your stuck with whatcha have. But i learned to be confident with myself cause its only for your benifit, its sad to say but other people really dont care about you like you think. Thats why it has to be done for you and you alone. But there is someone out there who will like you for who you are, and nothing is more special to them than you. Just remeber that :)
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| allyson | Re: Re:, 04-13-03 8:56pm thanks for what you said. I never really thought of it that way. I should start thinking about it like that. Maybe I would feel better about myself. Thanks about the care bear.
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cowsgomoo!!! | 04-14-03 5:20pm dont worry addison. i have an extremely low self confidence too!!!! i dont excel at anything either. : ( |