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tuwang (profile) wrote,
on 6-5-2002 at 11:21pm
Subject: Heart broken, still.
Who the hell am I kidding, I"m fucking heart broken. Taryn, I'll do anything to get back what we had. You can 't even imagine how much pain I feel. I'll do whatever it takes, I'm not going to lose you to some kid you met a week ago. I'm just jealous, that's why I fought with you. I was so afraid of losing you that I had to yell, and just get it out. I'm sorry, so sorry. I'm nearly in tears and I can't sleep. I know this isn't going to help, and that it doesn't work this way, but please, for all that's good, give me one more chance, and I will never complain again, I wasn't taking you for who you are, and that's my fault. Just the thought, ahhh. I know what your gonna say, that it's too late, it's not the same, but God, I haven't truly appreciated you until I lost you, and it hurts worse than anything I've felt before. *sigh*
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unwanted

Well, 06-06-02 6:59am

You didn't need to lie to yourself in the first place. It probably hurt more last night to pretend like you weren't hurt, then to actually be hurt. I didn't just meet Jimmy a week ago and I didn't leave you for Jimmy. Just don't put all the blame on yourself, please. What we had was daily arguments and constant fighting, I'm not so sure I want to/can go back to that. I just don't know. I'm really sorry.

Well and to that last thing you said... I never knew it but I guess that quote is true. "You never know what you had until you've lost it." Now that has some deeper meaning. If it makes you feel any better, I hurt too... but I'd hurt more not doing what I felt was right for me.

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Anonymous

Re: Well, 06-06-02 1:29pm

gurl you still really need a life, if your done with him why are you still talking like your in love with him, he's in pain an prolly don't wanna hear your sh*t.

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unwanted

lets see, 06-06-02 2:23pm

Okay, I don't know who you are, obviously but anyway. Quite frankly I think it's a little bit rude for you to shove your face into something that doesn't have anything to do with you. I don't really think that it's any of your business. You don't just fall out of love right on que. Who said I didn't love him, because I do... so don't tell me how I feel.

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jennapie

Re: lets see, 06-06-02 5:08pm

you go!! Nobody should tell you how to feel. I think that if you believe that you made the right decision then that probably was the right decision.

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unwanted

:), 06-06-02 5:24pm

Thanks! :)

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wafflehouse

06-06-02 7:13pm

Ah...those were the days...

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