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| christini (profile) wrote, on 4-19-2003 at 9:33pm | |
| Current mood: sad/pissed Music: Lifehouse- Everything Subject: i cant fucking believe this.. |
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| i was just sitting around thinking about emy and how much i missed him, and he came on, and i was so happy, and he told me all this stuff how his parents are being so fucking gay, like he scared me so much, theyre fucking not letting him do anything cuz of "school" but wtf he has fucking straight a's what the hell more do they want.. he was so upset, and that plus the fact that i probly wont get to talk to him much anymore.. much less see him.. all that crammed together made me fucking burst into tears, adn i cant stop crying , its not fucking fair, lots of couples get to see eachother every fucking day and they take it for granted so much and now im probly gonna get to see him even less, its not fucking fair, why cant he live 5 minutes away.. if he did id be ther every fucking day, i wouldnt wanna spend my time anywhere else, and even living like 30 min away or w/e, i could still be out there every weekend.. but his fucking parents have to be so freaking gay, its not fair, just cause they fucked up their own lives and arent happy doesnt mean they have to ruin his :( .. i really hope they'll get over the "lets ruin our sons live" phase.. and realize what theyre doing to him.. rrrr i hate this.. i miss him so much :( i cant fucking stop crying... i need him here :( | |
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Lizzy | 04-19-03 11:15pm once again, sry that ur feeling sad :( I know its really hard for u with ur relationship, u have just an up-down ride but try not to let everything affect u, you know? u just keep driving urself crazy, not that u don't have good reason too. anyway sry i'm a model for one of ur "couples that take it for granted" but i know u werent trying to be mean, just sad. anyway feel better sweetie, mucho amor :) |
christini | Re:, 04-20-03 2:32pm hey lizzy.. i sorry. i wasnt pointing fingers i just wish it was easier sometimes.. but i wasnt mad at him lol.. he was being so great, im mad at his parents.. grr damn romanians. |