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alwaysfalling (profile) wrote, on 5-21-2003 at 10:07pm | |
Current mood: so tired Music: The Beatles - Yesterday Subject: i guess this song explains how i feel |
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Damn, I'm like emotional/angry right now. How does that work out? I have no fucking clue! I swear one of these days I'm just gonna disappear, go into my own world. I so wish that could happen. Gosh, these Beatles songs are short. (Random) Now it's Let It Be. The Beatles can help me in these times of trouble for me. Okay now I'm gonna get to the heart of this journal. Lately I've just been so stressed that the stress doesn't even seem to be there anymore. Is that bad? I think so. Lets see what has made me stressed, the fact that one of my best friends is in shit for shit that really never even happened, grades (always and forever as long as IB exists), cheerleading, and confirmation, oh and there is one more... i'm stressed about the summer! Some one come rescue me! Damn though, I'm so scared, but for what? Sometimes I just feel so alone in this big world, especially lately. I want some summer lovin this year! That would be the best thing possible. Maybe on our cruise I'll meet someone and we can have a lil fling. I just need something. Oh and another question, why do I even write in this thing... no one read or cares... I guess I do it for me though. I like letting out my emotions on these fucking retarded computers. Well it's like 10:05 and it has been a while since I've been to bed early so I'm gonna go to bed. Maybe I'll have a dream that's good. Like being on a cruise and meeting the guy of my dreams and he falls for me! That would be great! Well that's only in my dreams when I'm daydreaming, so it's never possible. ONLY 8 MORE DAYS! I thank God for that. Peace out dudes and dudettes... lots of luv... like always |
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aare001 | DANIELLE!!!, 05-24-03 11:45am i read it... and look, i'm commenting too! so how about those nets? yeah well maybe some ppl i know are interested in summer loving ;-). well thats it.. i'm done. |
alwaysfalling | LUAN!!!, 05-24-03 1:04pm Those nets are looking pretty good. Jason Kidd might get what he wants. People interesting in summer lovin? Do tell...lol, well i'm done peace |