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| kiwi (profile) wrote, on 5-24-2003 at 5:17pm | |
| Current mood: stressed Music: Tracy Chapman Subject: challenge |
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| Did i talk about his? do i really care if i have? hehe ok so well i'm not in challenge class. Mg thinks i should be, i think i should be (like anybody cares what i think). And a while back my mom called mm and asked about me getting tested. and he told her i didn't get tested the first time because theyonly tested people with a 97% or better in LA on the terra novas. I HAD GOTTEN A 96!!!! And he acts like that was the only test i had taken! I also took the SATs and got a 610! the about 82% of COLLEGE bound SENIORS!!!!! And i'm in 7th grade!!!!! And i got a 99% on the IQ test!!!!! GAAA!!!! But no they won't test me unless i get a 97% on the terra novas this year! And i had already taken them. Humph i hope i get a 97 or above on terra novas. I'm sure i ahve before i think i got a 98 in 5th grade so why am i not in challenge? I don't know. humph. gosh and this makes me lose like TOTAL faith in my school. i mean really, first the field trips, then DI, then the field trips, and now this!!!!!! GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. And i mean it's not even like the terra novas is an important test! There are two more important test that say i'm smart but they only listen to the terra novas. And i do well in class. MG knows i'm smart and i'm what i really think is the dumbest class, and he even called my class immature. I'd heard before he hated my class, and i knew it then too even though he hadn't said anything. I wonder if anybody in my class knew he hated the class before yesterday when he told us. You know it seems unfair to have two smart kids in one of the dumbest classes because we don't really learn much new stuff. MG tries but it seems hard for him because if the other kids don't get it we can't go on. You know sometimes i feel like in class when we get in groups i'm clumped with the dumb people because i'm different, i don't really like the popular people, i like some of them but all of them in a group... no. So i get clumped with the dumber people and i don't know. Maybe they aren't dumb, but sometimes they sure act like it. I really shouldn't call them the dumb people because the pops are also dumb. But since i'm different i don't really fit in in too many places. I'm not the the other smart people, alot of whom have recently become popular. i don't know. I don't really feel i fit in with my friends sometimes. Because they laugh at some really dumb things, curse alot and are always complaining about getting bad grades. While there at the table is me, reading, being quiet, not cursing, not finding things funny, gliding with good grades. The friend who i REALLY connected with was k. But she moved. Now i feel like there isn't much funny stuff because now most of the comedy comes from p. And i really don't like him. It's not like how i dislike a, but it's jsut i really can't tolerate him. And it really makes no sense why he sits with us. I think the only reason he doesn is because he's dating kk. I got this really cool notepaper that says 'more stuff to put off' hehe i'm using it now. Writing a story for a teacher. What to write about. Him? or something else? ohoh i could write were we all get tranported back to ancient greece. hehe. That would be funny. And would include him in a toga!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok well i got to work maybe i'll rant later too. |
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fadingintoblue | 05-24-03 11:53pm i'm so happy my corrupting influence has spread! (refering to you listening to my tracy chapman cd. which, btw, i really want back. i looove that cd!) i already talked to you about most of the stuff in your entry, but good luck with your friends. maybe they'll all develop more you-compatible personalities over the weekend? (or maybe not, but one can always hope). |