You've Already Labeled Me

I am: A little bit of loneliness, A little bit of disregard. A handful of complaints, But I can't help the fact... That everyone can see these scars. I am: What I want you to want, What I want you to feel. But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you... To just believe this is real. So I: Let go, watching you. Turn your back like you always do. Face away and pretend that I'm not, But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I got. I can't feel... The way I did before. Don't turn your back on me, I won't be ignored. Time won't take, This damage anymore. Don't turn your back on me... I won't be ignored. I am: A little bit insecure, A little unconfident. 'Cause you don't understand- I do what I can. But sometimes I don't make sense. I am: What you never want to say, But I've never had a doubt. It's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you... For once just to hear me out. So I: Let go, watching you. Turn your back like you always do. Face away and pretend that I'm not, But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I got. I can't feel... The way I did before. Don't turn your back on me, I won't be ignored. Time won't take, This damage anymore. Don't turn your back on me... I won't be ignored. NOW! Hear me out NOW! You're gonna listen to me, like it or not. Right NOW! Hear me out NOW! You're going to listen to me, like it or not. Right now... I can't feel, The way I did before.. Don't turn your back on me... I won't be IGNORED I can't feel... The way I did before. Don't turn your back on me, I won't be ignored. Time won't take, This damage anymore. Don't turn your back on me... I won't be ignored.   home | profile | guestbook Bow down before the one you serve You're gonna get what you deserve recent entries | past entries cowsgomoo!!! :: 2005 22 January :: 8.57pm hey everyone, im back. miss me? i didnt think so. but anyways...its good to be back. really, it is. but anyways......i've been busy. done alot of stuff, both stupid and......well, mostly stupid. um.. yeah, i dont have much to say....... im gone, -me 1 Stole It | Rip it Away kangabunny :: 2004 21 November :: 5.45am :: Mood: awake :: Music: Bizarre Love Triangle//Depeche Mode know what makes them happy? the things that make you sad This is a dream Indescribable beats. I doubt this will ever be read :P. I won't bother to see how ridiculous my last post here was, yet. Nothing will stop me. I love. I can understand you, all of you. I simply like finding happiness, solace, and creation... it's better. It really is, sometimes. A lot. We can smile together, I promise. The rifts are still there, yes, but some of them curve and laugh at you... Passion. The end. 6 Stole It | Rip it Away cowsgomoo!!! :: 2004 24 October :: 12.00am i love coming home...........but i hate being here. does that make sense to anyone? because thats how i feel. i'll try to explain : when i walk in my house i get the feeling that im wanted/needed by someone. and its not just my cat and dog and usually little brother that run up to me and hug me or want me to pet them (being the animals, not Jon). its just the general aura i get from stepping in the house..........I LOVE IT. but, staying here always messes that feeling up. but yeah, enough random thoughts for the night. yesterday was fun. emily and i hung out all day after school. we went to see "hero" at the star. it was pretty good, not what i thought it would be, but not bad. after that we went to the haunt. but, instead of listening to my good judgement, i listened to emily's directions and we ended up in allegan. yeah......dont ask how, or why, but yeah........ it was fun though. she felt really bad about it, but i just laughed it off. i figured if i didnt i'd be pissed. but yeah, i didnt really care. so, we went to the haunt after the "detour" to allegan. um.... the haunt was okay, not what i expected it to be, but it was still pretty cool. um..... yeah that was about it for yesterday. went to bill's party today, it was alright till people were being dumb with guitars........ rueben, michelle, waller, jenny, dylan, and i went to arby's to play trivial pursuit when we left. fun stuff. its not something i'd usually do, but i figured "what the hell" and went. it was pretty cool oh, and at the party erin lost like 20 bucks. she thinks someone stole it.......so i hope she finds it or finds who did it. she was getting pissed, so i hope everything works out for her but other than that didnt do anything today. yeah, i have to work tomarrow, which sucks. but oh well, i need the money. i can open my availibility up again because soccer and marching band is done. so thats good. um...... yeah, thats about all i have to say now......... uh...... yeah, im gone. -me 4 Stole It | Rip it Away cowsgomoo!!! :: 2004 18 October :: 10.41pm :: Mood: PISSED :: Music: tom petty okay, i've heard rumors about me, that really pisses me off. let me set this straight. RUMOR: jenny steers and i made out at a movie theater. WHAT ACTUALLY HAPPENED: we did hold hands........no kissing of any kind was involved and no touching of anywhere inappropriate was to done. so, unless i can make out with someone while JUST holding hands then NO we did NOT make out. thanks for hearing me out........and next time stupid people start rumors, dont bother to listen, cause you know its just lies and other shit. -me 4 Stole It | Rip it Away cowsgomoo!!! :: 2004 17 October :: 10.47pm :: Mood: energetic okay, so, i feel so much better about myself right now!!! okay, no one really knows, nor needs to know, but me and a certain girl are NOT going out. for the few of you who do know, please dont bother to put down any names, cause there's no need to but now i dont have to worry about anything, i can continue life like i do and maybe hook up with a friend from rockford that i havent seen in ages and not feel bad about it. well, whatever, im done. most people probably think im a whore, but whatever. if you want to know about it, just im me and i'll explain. chao, -me 5 Stole It | Rip it Away Woohu.com | Random Journal