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2003 5 August :: 11.18am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: none
ust woke up... thinkin the usual thoughts
i love marcone. i have been with him for 5 months, yesterday. i wish i could spend all of my time with him, because i never want my being near him to be interrupted. i wish he wasnt sick so that he wouldnt be half dead. i love marcone...and im obsessing over him right now.
*chOO-ChoO TRaInS 'n' biG RocKS*
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2003 4 August :: 2.39am
:: Mood: groggy
its so much fun, my mom and i have been going paint-crazy. we're painting out whole house (the inside, not the outside) first we just went one day to get paint and we painted all the hallways (and there are a lot of them) this orangey yellowy color. it makes me feel like im walking through a hallway of butter (actually it looks more like orange sherbert or a peach smoothie, but thats not what it feels like). next we're painting hte dining room this really light seafoam greeny/bluey color and the laundry room's gonna be bright lime green hahaha. my brother's bathroom will be dark red and the living room- we havent decided yet.
the rest of the day i float around my pool on this big orange flower floaty thing listening to the far-off thunder rumble until my mom comes out and tells me to get out (she thinks ill get struck by lightning or soemthing when the storms really far away i dont kno shes weird) and tomorrow im making some amazing brownies i got the recipe for (hence yesterday's wierd incomprehensible entry)well im goin to sleep. gnite.
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2003 3 August :: 1.14am
:: Mood: complacent
:: Music: at last- ella fitzgerald
watermelon bubblegum
no complete thoughts... just brownies and thunder on a sunny day.
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2003 3 August :: 1.23am
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: TSL- saddest girl story
AHOY MATEY! GARR!
i spent the day with liz today. we were gonna go to the rapids, but it looked like it was gonna storm, so we went to the mall and the movies and saw american wedding. it was an OK movie... not amazing.. not horrid, i dont regret seeing it, especially since it wasnt my money, lol. ryan is home! he came back today from CT.. woop woop! i was informed today that there is a drive-in in south florida... i was like...WOAH wussup! marcone said hed take me tomorrow. itll be like in grease. except less greasy... sort of. lol, jk. i cant wait to see him though... tomorrow or whenever... i love just being near him and being able to hear the sound of his voice and smell his scent and feel his hand in mine. <3...im such a lil girl. hehe! oh well... i found a band that i really like today... badly drawn boy. i want their cd. but i dont have 18$ to buy a cd with just a-lyin' around! but none of their stuff is on kazaa so i may, for once, have to support the economy, lol. in case whoever (if anyone) reads my journal hasnt realized ive been putting things in stars and happy letters before my name at the end... they are things that make me smile 8D!!!! hehehe! k... im done writing for now. anticipating the next time i can see my love<3. eeee!
*SQUisHiEs 'n' tHe BOy!!!*
-<3always- jAckiE
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2003 1 August :: 11.07pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: brad paisley- me neither
well today was fun! i spent my macy's gift certificates that ive had for about 2 years or so today... bought some miiiiiighty cute stuff! hehe... then tonight i saw marcone<3!! yay! that was good fun!!!! he's my salty daddy. haahahaha... well, i got my schedule today... and its SOOOOOO gay! cuz instead of psychology 1/ holocaust which were 2 semester classes i actually WANTED BADLY... i got drivers ed. how terrible is that??? i was apalled! i am already driving! i dont need drivers ed!! GARR! so i will try to get a schedule change to get into at least one of the classes i want... because there is NO WAY IN HELL i am taking drivers ed. i am very upset about that. but yeah... so back to marcone...we went to denny's and ate, then walked over to shadowwood and we wer gonna see a movie, but none of them started around 830... or any time NEAR 830... so we walkedc around in bed bath and beyond and over to mission bay... we were gonna go to toys r us, but it was closed, and there was a fountain! we decided that when we are married since he lacks any ambition, he will concentrate on his "art" (D&D).. and since i will be wealthy i will support him... and eventually he will become a chippendale. it will be a nice life. i am going to buy him a pillow. ok.
:MY SCHEDULE:
1) eng hon2 gifted
2) chorus IV
3) drafting 1
4) bio honors
5) drivers ed
~_~_~_~_~_~_B LUNCH_~_~_~_~_~_~_
6) algebra 2
7) ap world history
*SoUP 'n' thE ALpHaBEt!!*
-<3always- Jackie
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2003 1 August :: 12.42am
the 2 worst things in the world:
1) a routine
2) emotional attatchment
if you are the one who did this to me... the FUCK YOU. i hope you know who you are.
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2003 31 July :: 11.30pm
:: Mood: pleased
:: Music: AC/DC- if you want blood/ dirty deeds done dirt cheap
how much i OWN!
I EFFING ROCK ALL OF YOU SO HARD! i am the QUEEN... no no, the KING (because kings hold more power) of ultimate frisbee! w00t! devin and i were on atlantic ave. tonight just walking around doing nothing, which is what we always do, just in different places... so we go to Veterans Park, and we are just playing on the playground when i see my brothers friend fabio and his friends playing FRISBEEEEEEE! they invited us to play and i have decided that i EFFING OWNED THEM ALL!!! (regardless of reality) haha! it was so fun! my brother and preston and rich have been making the video for the anarchy lunchbox song that they made... andarchy lunchbox is their joke band that they made... they are a hardcore gutter brit-punk band... it is very funny. they have neames and everything (johnny regular, richie sludge, robbie banks). i cant WAIT to see the video! Marcone graduated today.. cuz he had to go to summerschool so he graduated late...YAY FOR HIM!!!!! :P!!!! I'm gonna miss him so much when he leaves... im not going to know what to do with myself...:(...i cant wait until the next time i can se him!!! he's a graduate! lol... and i am giving him a box of jackie crayons for a present!! haha...yay for marcone and his graduation! lol... he is sick... thats no good... sick=bad=sad=not good! i would really like to go to the rapids tomorrow! that would be neat! weeee! maybe i will go with liz and other people too if i can find anyone else who wants to go... ok! bye bye for now!
*sMiLEs n LEmONadE!!!*
-<3always- *jAckiE*
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2003 30 July :: 12.31pm
oh yeah... and i never wrote it... but warped tour was amazing... and then some! lol... you know who you are, juice head! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3!!!!! ;) heh heh heh.
-<3always- jAckiE
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2003 30 July :: 12.27pm
:: Mood: sleepy
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD MORNING! hello world! lol. its 12:24, i just woke up, i have hbr today, and i would very much like to go to the rapids this weekend. that would be fun. and considering that it is the 30th, i will have money by friday! yaaaaaaaaay! if you wanna go with me tell me! hehehehehehehehehehe! i dont know why im all happy and stuff... but i am! k! done for now! oh yeah.. i wanna play checkers! if you do too then come over. BAAAAAAAH!
<3 jAckiE
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2003 27 July :: 9.34pm
:: Mood: content
sorry i havent written in a while...
"The criminal and the soldier at least have the virtue of being against something or for something in a world where many people have learned to accept a kind of grey nothingness, to strike an unreal series of poses in order to be considered normal...it's difficult to say who is engaged in the greater conspiracy -the criminal, the soldier, or us."
-Stanley Kubrick
sorry i havent written in a long while- but im back from my 3 weeks of camp and it was loads of fun! ^_^ anways, not much else to say....
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2003 26 July :: 1.56am
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: none
im tired. i have a headache. i dont know if marcone is driving me tomorrow or WHAT because i dont get to speak to him. and WHY dont people EVER leave comments on anything, goddammit!!! you all suck! FNEH!!!!
<3 jAckiE
ps... my entry from july 20th, the long one that i wrote in the wee hours of the morning, is now my favorite entry. if you havent read it, i suggest you do so now, and leave a comment on something in ANY entry at all... because i like ot know im appreciated!
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2003 25 July :: 1.46am
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Violent Femmes- Blister in the sun/ Hanson- mmmbop
nuttin' hunny!
i had a great night tonight... it was a very good night twice. haha! aaanyway... so i went to shadowwood and ate my sushi on the ground ALONE... then i met up with liz, and i frolicked around barefoot and invented the word: fagwad. then marcone came... FINALLY! JEEZ! ALWAYS LATE! ugh... haha... and we saw johnny english, which was quite possibly the worst movie i have ever seen in my entire life. i am sure there have been worse, but they have been blocked out of my mind and this one is FRESH and filed right up front in my mental card catalogue. BLEH. then afterward, as we were standing outside the theater waiting for dr. steinberg (lol) to pick up liz, some jackass 12 year old kept calling the payphone and asking inane questions that only a 12 year old would ask! such as: are there any hot girls there? (well of course there were! me and liz... DUHHH) and: uhh.. do you wanna do it? (again, blatant idiocy). so we had some fun answering the phone some 9876546789876 times!!!!!! GARR! then liz went home, and me and marcone went to his house and had some time to ourselves... later he drove me home and we sat around reading the newspaper and looking at bathrooms in a magazine called bathroom trends. i personally love looking at design elements such as those. then we watched stripperella. its a good show. and despite its attempt at sheer testosterone-powered plots and animation, the show is actually pretty darn feministic. anyway, i liked the show. plus there was a monkey... named mister bojangles. everyone loves mister bojangles. hehehehehe! and yes, comics are intended to be FUNNY! ESPECIALLY comic books! ESPECIALLY the hulk! ok... no im not one to be knocking the hulk... hahahaha.... aaaaaaaaaaaanywho, i think im gonna go down to the horses and heroes place tomorrow... that should be fun.. possibly the beach too... i should really head to sleep. mmmm sleep... ok well, nite!
<3 jAckiE
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2003 24 July :: 6.51pm
:: Music: counting crows- mister jones and me
i like filling out surveys, but i like them even mroe when YOU fill them out about ME! so pleaaaaaase do this for me??
TELL ME!
1. AM I CUTE?:
2. AM I HOT?:
3. AM I SWEET?:
4. AM I CRAZY?:
5. AM I LOVEABLE?:
6. AM I FUNNY?:
7. AM I ANNOYING?:
8. AM I PSYCHO?:
9. AM I DARING?:
10. AM I A GOOD PERSON?:
11. AM I SEXY?:
*****...WOULD YOU...*****
12. HUG ME?:
13. MISS ME IF I WAS GONE?:
14. LISTEN TO MY PROBLEMS?:
15. HUG ME IF I CRIED?:
16. BE A GOOD FRIEND?:
17. EVER GO OUT WITH ME?:
18. IF YOU ALREADY HAVE WOULD U DO IT AGAIN?:
19. KISS ME ((REALLY))?:
20. IF YOU ALREADY HAVE WOULD U DO IT AGAIN?:
21. MARRY ME IF U COULD?:
*****IF YOU COULD*****(these are different)
22. GIVE ME A NEW NAME, WHAT WOULD IT BE AND WHY?:
23. HOOK ME UP WITH SOMEONE (REAL), WHO WOULD IT BE AND WHY?:
24. DO ONE THING WITH ME WHAT WOULD IT BE AND WHY?:
25. DROP ME ONE PIECE OF ADVICE, WHAT WOULD IT BE?:
*****JUST A FEW QUESTIONS*****
26. WHAT DO YOU LOVE ABOUT ME?:
27. WHAT DO YOU HATE ABOUT ME?(SERIOUSLY):
28. WHAT IS MY BEST QUALITY?:
29. IF YOU COULD CHANGE ONE THING ABOUT ME WHAT WOULD IT BE?:
30. WHAT IS YOUR HONEST OPINION OF ME?:
**A FEW QUESTIONS**
1. WHEN AND HOW DID WE MEET?:
2. DID YOU EVER HEAR SHIT ABOUT ME BEFORE WE MET (IF SO, WHAT?)
3. HAVE YOU EVER SEEN ME CRY?:
4. DESCRIBE ME IN FOUR ADJECTIVES:
5. IF WE COULD SPEND A DAY TOGETHER WHAT WOULD WE DO?:
6. HAVE WE EVER GOTTEN IN A FIGHT?:
7. IF YOU COULD GIVE ME A PRESENT WHAT WOULD IT BE?:
8. WOULD YOU HUG ME?:
9. WHAT DO YOU REALLY THINK OF ME?:
10. HAVE WE EVER KISSED?:
11. HAS THERE EVER BEEN ANYTHING YOU WANTED TO TELL ME, BUT WERE SCARED TO?:
12. NAME ONE THING YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT ME:
13. WHAT SONG/BAND MAKES YOU THINK OF ME?:
14. NAME ONE THING YOU ENVY ABOUT ME:
1. WHAT SONG (IF ANY) REMINDS YOU OF ME?
2. DO I REMIND YOU OF ANY CHARACTERS ON TV?
3. DOES ANYTHING ELSE MAKE YOU THINK OF ME?
4. IF YOU COULD RENAME ME... WHAT WOULD MY NAME BE?
5. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A DREAM ABOUT ME?
6. IF YOU JUST MET ME, HOW OLD WOULD YOU GUESS I AM?
7. AM I HUGGABLE?
8. IF YOU COULD GIVE ME ANYTHING... WHAT WOULD IT BE?
9. IF YOU COULD PROMISE ME ANYTHING... WHAT WOULD IT BE?
10. IF YOU COULD DESCRIBE ME IN ONE WORD... WHAT WOULD THAT WORD BE?
11. WHEN WE FIRST MET, WHAT WERE YOUR THOUGHTS?
12. IF YOU HAD TO DESCRIBE TO SOMEONE WHO I AM AND WHAT I AM LIKE, WHAT WOULD YOU TELL THEM?
13. WHAT ARE MY FAULTS?
14. MY STRENGTHS?
15. DO YOU WISH WE WERE CLOSER?
16. STATE HERE YOUR COMPLETELY HONEST OPINION OF ME.
17. WHAT DISNEY CHANNEL SHOW REMINDS YOU OF ME?
18. DO YOU THINK WE'RE TOO CLOSE?
19. WOULD YOU DITCH ME?
20. WHAT PLANT/ANIMAL REMINDS YOU OF ME?
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2003 24 July :: 6.28pm
:: Music: panjabi mc- scratch like me
new stuff!
i hope you all like my complete journal over-haul. well, that is if anyone teads this... :-/... oh well, anyway, i started cuz i decided i needed a new picture, then i was like... but that picture is too happy for the font color and i started changing things and voila.. i got this. i think im gonna change the picture soon, i have this funny one that says whore bag. its good stuff. hmmm ok... well im going to the movies with liz and her friend from summer school justin. i dont know him, but oh well. i went to baja fresh today for the first time. its really good. its cold in there though... AND NO! YOU CANT HAVE THE DAMN BALLOON! haha... hmm... nothing much to tell... ill tellyou all how johnny english is after i see it at shadowwood at 735 (hint hint). k. bye bye!
<3 jAckiE
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2003 23 July :: 1.17am
:: Music: tom petty- she was an american girl
so what IS my deal?
ok, so i was reading Devin's woohu... and it got me thinking... because there was stuff about volunteering written in it. i started thinking "hmmm, i am volunteering, but it isnt something that i really want to be doing..." so i went on www.volunteermatch.org where you can find community service opportunities in your area, and i found an organization called F.R.I.E.N.D.S. for EIA (equine infectious anemia) in fort lauderdale. i was really interested so i went to the site and you sponsor a horse, they provide horse, stall, and pasture, and it is by ability of the rider... and i am so completely into this now! its around 150- 200$ a month to sponsor the horse... and i think you get community service hours for it, but regardless... i am REALLY REALLY into this idea!! EEEEEP!
AAAAAnyway... i had a great night. Marcone came over and we did nothing, but i dunno, it seemed funner than usual... it was funner than usual and im not sure why... oh well. heh heh... i loooooooooove him! hehe. im all giddy and stuff now. i ate a lot. blah. cookies and pudding and mcdonalds and such in no specific order. oh well... nothing too interesting going on. Paul and i went to the library today and serviced our community. yep. and what a service we provided. haha... well, we each got 2 hours today, so thats niiice. k... well im off to the races! TOODLESSS!
<3 Jackie
PS--> i REALLY miss em and sarah... life isnt as bouncy without them! doody. oh well! :D
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