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2003 21 July :: 1.39am
:: Music: Zebrahead and whatnot
ANOTHER survey!
1) name: Jacqueline Lubin Tombari, Jackie, "The Jackie", Jack-jack, Jax, Jack-sack, Jackarooni, J-dizzle, Hackie (my better half), Jack-heyyy-hooo-heyyy-hooo!, jackoff/ejaculation... think words including jack
2) Screen Name: JooBunnie6
3) Birthday: Febullary 13, 1988
4) Location: Spice World...
5) Zodiac: Aquarius... it is the dawning of my age.
What your favorite/best...
6) Color: purple, and pink, and black, and white, and yellow, and blue, and green, and nearly every color/shade that exists
7) Food: pizza, or PEACH COBBLER... YEAH!
8) Drink: Snapple (pink lemonade, lemon iced tea, peach iced tea, peach juice, or apple juice.)
Are you....
9) Loving? Most of the time
10) A good friend? i hope...
11) Shy? usually im not, but in certain situations i can be... its my sign of discomfort
12) A good lover? they called me a minx in WW2
13) Open minded? yes
14) Always online? twenny-fo/seben
Do You?
15) Smoke? only once-ish
16) Take risks? i want to! oh i want to so badly!
17) Do drugs? naaaaaaaaaaaaah
18) Write? some poetry and some prose.. a little bitta everything, i like to MIX IT UP!
19) Paint? its not one of my strong points, but i love it
20) Sing? when i can!
21) Go to school? its illegal for me not to...
Questions....
22) What is your most embarrassing moment? either too many to say, or too many brain cells lost to recall
23) Have you done things you regret? of course! the majority of things i do i regret 10 minutes later!
24) What would you change about yourself if you could? i wish my dad wouldve taught me italian, so i could speak italian. and mostly physical stuff
25) What color socks are you wearing? its 1:47 in the morning... why the nut do you think id be wearing socks?!
26) Would you be happy if you died right now? no. not at all. im still incapable of expressing my feelings, so not just yet
37) What do you think of this number 9? i think its a damn dirty republican. GARR!!
28) If a genie granted you three wishes they would be? 1) the ability to express myself 2) to find my true love and live happily ever after 3) his freedom in exchange for 2 more wishes.....all genies need freedom! didnt you see aladdin?!
Have you....
29) Bunjee jumped? i want to...but it seems very full of jumping.
30) Sky dived? Lauren and me... 18th bday... its going down.
31) Drank: yassir... hey... remember that time...? cuz i dont! i was too fucking shitfaced!
32) Made a fool of yourself? oh my goooooodness yes i have!
33) Murdered someone? not quite yet... but im plotting... all of the time im plotting..
34) Had a baby? only kitty-tits... and shes imaginary. so no
35) Made someone cry? ya. plus me, whom i make cry all the time.
36) Got into a fight? yea
37) Went to jail? no...
38) Been in a hurricane? sure, they dont call it the sunshine state for nothing!
39) Seen a tornado? oooh! i saw one on tv one time! it looked all windy and fun! but in a menacing, life-threatening way...
40) Hit your parents? pushed yes... hit no...
41) Broke the law? in multiple ways...
42) Broke a bone? my collarbone when i was like 2, and my nose has been broken twice...thank you sarah!
43) Been in the hospital? yes.
44) Slept outside? only on camp overnights, and that one time my family went camping... we attempted the wilderness thing and failed horribly... it was a disaster and we all had to pee.
45) Got a ticket? no. but i HAVE hit a concrete pole.
46) Jumped out of a moving car? i almost did once... i still kind of want to... but no
47) Had unproctective sex? not of the unprotected kind!
48) Danced in the rain? yes... i wish i could do it more often!
49) Been struck by lighting? no
50) Been run over? no... but marcone has..
51) Killed an animal? bugs and stuff...i love the cute 'n' fuzzies too much though... even the rabid ones
52) Ran away from home? i was about to... but then i didnt have a bag.
53) gotten tired of this survey yet? no. not at all. i have no life. this is SHEER EXCITEMENT FOR ME!
Either/or
55) Coke/ Pepsi: Coke, Vanilla Coke.
56) Hot/Cold: somewhere in between... but more on the cold side
57) Black/white: black
58) Happy/sad: in between... cuz that how i feel most of the time
59) Up/down: down...into caves and stuff.. you never know what you'll find!
60) Outside/inside: the doorway
61) dancing/singing: when you sing you just kinda start to dance... so both... by means of singing
62) reading/watching: watching the national reading olympiad... because im difficult
63) roses/daisies: daisies and tulips and carnations
64) energetic/calm: energetic with some calm mixed in there for good measure
65) loud/quiet: me
66) smart/stupid: smart
67) rude/friendly: friendly
68) socks on/socks off: off
69) boxers/briefs: boxers.. especially when i get to wear them!!! hehehehehe!
70) dark/light: light, but not bright
71) sunny/cloudy: depends on where im heading
72) day/night: night
73) summer/winter: fall
74) fire/ice: ice
75) tiger/bunny: Tigunny! RAWR! *hop hop*
76) player/hater: foosball anyone?
77) flowers/grass: wild flowers
78) dressed/undressed: dressed...in hats with grapes
79) innie/outie: i love ALL bellybuttons!
80) fast/slow: WOAH THERE! if this is a sexual question im gonna hafta plead the fifth there mister!
81) peace/war: peace.
Would you...
82) die for love? i dont know anymore.
83) die for a friend? depends on which friend.
84) donate organs? yes.
85) give blood? yes.
86) hide a convict? only if it was someone i loved
87) kill someone if they hurt a family member? depends on what you mean by "hurt"...
88) commit suicide? not now
89) kiss your best friend's bf? on the cheek as a greeting maybe... but nuffink more!
90) cheat on your bf? not on this one...hes a keeper!
91) run away from home? depends on what you mean by home
92) move to a foreign country? italy.
93) dye your hair on a bet? its been around the color wheel a few too many times for me to CARE anymore
93) shave your head on a bet? depends on what we were betting over
Whens the last time you....
94) cried? day before yesterday i think
95) showered? this morning
96) slept? last night for a bit
97) had sex? may 10.
98) drank? few days ago... i was all upset and upset and stupid.
99) got mad? right now.
100) played on a playground? before camp :(
101) fell in love? 4 months ago.... but things dont feel the same.maybe its just the lust part of new love leaving a little. but still... i wanna fall for him all over again... and never ever for anybody else..
102) danced in the rain? a while ago
103) listened to sad songs? like... a minute ago
104) blew bubbles? in the shower today! WEEE!
105) believed in the Easter bunny? never did
106) wrote a song? not too long ago
107) wrote poetry? not too long ago
108) had REAL fun? too long ago.
109) actually got scared? at camp... joe's cabin 28 haunting story.
110) got sick? well, it was majorly sick at the beginning of the shcool year
111) needed a hug? im on the verge of tears...cuz of that love question... i need a hug right now...
112) talked on the phone? ummm...hours ago?
Do you like ....
113) roller coasters: yes!
114) spiders: no!
115) snakes: no
116) heights: yep... kind of
117) tattoos: in moderation...
118) piercings: in moderation
119) airplanes: in moderation... i dont believe in jamming airplanes through ones earlobe on a whim...
120) diving boards: *~#on my own Dive Team#~*
121) long surveys: YES'M!!!!
122) are you glad this is done? no! i love surveys!!!!!
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2003 20 July :: 12.35pm
i strongly advise visiting these 2 links.
http://web.mit.edu/patil/www/media/video/yatta.asf
http://www.gaypimp.com/mvideo.html
no, the second one ISNT gay porn... do you honestly think that i would have that on here?!
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2003 20 July :: 1.24am
:: Music: THIS IS NOW MY FAVORITE ENTRY. LEAVE COMMENTS. (no music)
Just some thoughts
So, im laying in bed for a half hour, and since i cant sleep, my mind has just been drifting from thought to thought for a while. here are a few to keep you (the reader) entertained!!
1) The expression "Don't let the bed bugs bite". It makes no sense at all if you give it some in depth thought. If you are asleep, and there are bugs in your bed biting you, there is really nothing you can consciously do to stop them from biting because you are asleep. And the silliest thing about this is, that the expression is targeted at the time when you are asleep, not the time when you are laying in bed doing nothing. I know this because it is traditionally preceeded by "Goodnight, sleep tight." Therefore it is impossible to not let the bed bugs bite unless you are not asleep at all, in which case you did not heed the advice in the first half of the expression, making your quest for bed bugs completely pointless, because if you are awake...what are you doing in bed, silly?
2) I wonder if it is weird for women who change their names when married to have to hear people calling them by a last name that isnt the same as what they have been called for what is, im assuming, the majority of their lives. For instance, I'm completely used to hearing it, but when people call asking for "Mrs. Tombari" (being my mother), i wonder if she ever just takes a moment to consider that she is still Miss Lubin, and that for most of her life she was Miss Lubin, or if it takes a second or two for it to register in her head that SHE is Mrs. Tombari and the call is for her, even though it has been twenty-some-odd years. I should like to hyphenate my name when i am married. That way i won't forget the name i had growing up, and I'll still have my married name, and i won't get all of too confused when people call me asking for "Mrs. Such-and-such".
3) My parents got married old. They have only been married for, like I said, twety-some-odd years. That may sound like the span of a normal marriage to you, but you must take into consideration the fact that my mother is 53 and my father is 46. OK, so maybe thats not EXTREMELY late for getting married, but i think they got started on having kids too late. she was 35 when she had her FIRST baby. and 38 for me!!! (maybe i am off a few years, please forgive me!) I would want to have children young. To marry on the young side too... but not because i WANT to get married... but because I'm in love, and hes in love, and the ideals of a good world are still somewhat fresh in our heads and we still have some whimsically frivolous ideas floating around in our skulls... when you arent dour because life has "dealt you a bad hand". And to have kids young for that same reason. you have not yet been jaded by life... and also that having parents who are so generationally challenged that you cannot even relate to them is just no fun! I dont want to just be "mom"... i want to be the mom who actually has conversations with her kids. Who is somewhat friends with her children... where she knows some intimate details of their lives without being intrusive.
4) I wish that there was some way that you could know who you are going to ultimately end up with in life. I'm sure a lot of girls wish this were possible, hell even some guys probably do also! It would be a sure fire way to avoid devastating heart break, but youd still be able to have fun along the way. I have wanted to know who my husband will be ever since i was little. I think that's all part of playing pretend when youre little, you can create a guy who you hope will be similar to your future mate. Oh well... again, these are just some topics I touched upon whilst drifting...Ahhhhh... the joys of thought!! Have fun tossing thses ideas around for yourselves! night kids!
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2003 18 July :: 1.20am
sister hazel- your winter
The grey ceiling on the earth
Well it's lasted for a while
Take my thoughts for what they're worth
I've been acting like a child
In your opinion, and what is that?
It's just a different point of view
What else can I do?
I said I'm sorry, yeah I'm sorry.
I said I'm sorry , but for?
If I hurt you then I hate myself
Don't want to hate myself, don't want to hurt you
Why do you choose your pain?
If you only know how much I love you, love you
I won't be your winter
I won't be anyone's excuse to cry
We can't be forgiven
I will be here
The old picture on the shelf
Well it's been there for a while
A frozen image of ourselves
We are acting like a child
Innocent and in a trance
A dance that lasted for a while
You read my eyes just like your diary,
oh remember, please remember
Well, I'm not a beggar, but what's more
If I hurt you, then I hate myself, don't wanna hurt you
Why do you choose your pain?
If you only knew how much I love you
I won't be your winter
I won't be anyone's excuse to cry
We can't be forgiven
I will be here
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2003 15 July :: 11.40pm
wow... this survey is prety cool!
Pick a band and answer only using the band's song titles:
dare i say it? you already know i am going to pick REEL BIG FISH.
1. Are you male or female? "She has a girlfriend now"
2. Describe yourself: "I'm Cool"
3. How do some people feel about you? "Trendy"
4. How do you feel about yourself? "Why do all girls think they're fat?"
5. Describe your boyfriend/girlfriend interest: "Brand New Hero"
6. Where would you rather be? "New York New York"
7. Describe what you want to be: "Big Fuckin' Star"
8. Describe how you live: "Drunk Again"
9. Describe how you love: "What are friends for?"
10. Share a few words of wisdom: "Rock 'n' Roll is BITCHIN"
hahahahaha! that was fun! now you try it, kids!
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2003 14 July :: 7.31pm
I think i have inadvertently been attempting to train myself not to feel. and everytime a situation comes around when i should be a stone, i wither and end up in tears. when fighting, i cry... i have to reason to, and yet i do. if i make up some problem in my head that doesnt exist... i cry about it and move on, or i sink inside until all i CAN do is cry. i made a problem that didnt exist today. with the one that i love. i built up an image in my head that he doesnt love me. and i am swirling inside now. i know he does, and i love him... but i tell myself he doesnt and i shatter everything inside of me because i have nothing better to do than to harm myself through my imagination and light candles. i love him. more than i can say. and the tears i cry for him are ones of unbridled, indescribable love, as strong as the day i first felt it. it is good to let myself know i am in love. i suppose i needed to be reassured. and i needed to fight with someone else to know that.
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2003 14 July :: 4.59pm
:: Music: adam ant- goodie two shoes... dont ask...
why is everything so amazing and then it all caves in on you?
this sucks. this=everything. emily is away at camp. i cant talk to her about anything that is going on because of that. everything in my life seems so tentative right now! i want something that is for sure... something that wont collapse if a light breeze of ruination begins to blow... i want something in my life that will whether the storm... and i just dont have it. i guess i dont deserve something that is for sure.
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2003 11 July :: 11.26pm
:: Mood: restless
:: Music: faith hill- this kiss
I see the world through Jade colored glasses.
I have been so bored lately. not necessarily with sitting all day doing "nothing" like making flower hats, watching movies, reading, and talking to my friends... but with everything that surrounds me. I feel like it's time for a change of pace in some way. maybe it is just because em isnt here but i even feel like the people i am surrounding myself with are jaded. the music, the clothes, the times at which i fall asleep even... it all feels so used and done before. i want to be surprised by something. i want to not know what im doing and have somebody else tell me that im doing something fun and productive. i want to go to a thrift shop and replace all of my clothes. i want to write a song that is actually happy! i want to plant flowers... and run in the rain!!! i want to fall in love with marcone all over again! i want to go on a trip with my family and i have no idea why!!! i have all these wonderful things i want to do that im just sitting around wasting my life not doing. i want to build a swing. tomorrow, i think i will. i want to love life and everything in it again so that everything is shiny and new... i actually forgot that there was a zoo in the STATE because i hadnt been there since i was about 3 or 4! I would love to go to color me mine and paint something... or buy some play-doh and just see what wonders come from it! Or cover the street in chalk drawings, or spin around, or make a dress, or take pictures of everything i see!!! i want to do it all!!!!!
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2003 10 July :: 12.03am
48% bitch
in addition to being bitchier than most of america... i am also in love:
Love hurts, don't it? You're in pure love— the kind with sonnets and hovering cherubs— and you ache like an old man's back for your crush. The superficial things that other people care about— money, looks, body odor— don't hold much water with you. You wouldn't care if your dreamboat were the Exxon Valdez, so don't be surprised if you ever fall in love with an oily barge. Respect the twinkie, but don't ignore its needs.
Here on Fibber Island we strum rubber guitars
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2003 9 July :: 12.33pm
alexa is an amazing writer. she has so many thoughts that she has put down in her web journal that are just beyond words, and yet she has written them and so clearly. she captivates you with the words she writes and this is just in her web journal. its unbelievable. its not even the material she has written, but the way she has written it. i wish i had that kind of a flare for writing. aaaaaaanyway... flex, you are a darn good writer. im off to read now. bye bye!
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2003 5 July :: 10.55am
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: brand new- jude law and a semester abroad
just woke up... im a little tired... but feeling alright. Sarah left yesterday at about 5 in the morning, so that sucks. but i got to see her nearly everyday that she was here. Lauren left for peru the day before sarah left, i still havent emailed her yet, and em is still at camp. so i have 2 more weeks (about) until she comes back. i hope they are all having fun. i spent yesterday with marcone and some of his friends. it was fun. it is very interesting to listen to their conversations, regardless of the fact that half of the time i have no idea what or who they are talking about. marc invited me to brian and mandy's wedding tomorrow, but i dunno, weddings are one of those well planned things where you cant throw in an extra person or so last minute, and i wouldnt feel right unless brian and mandy knew first. i mean... they didnt really ask me yesterday when i was there, so i figure im not invited. it's all good though. i think ill hang out with liz or devin today. i havent seen liz in so long, and she doesnt have to get shipped off to an institute or even to hyde again after all! i think that's pretty cool. ok, well... ummm no more to write really.... ooooh! yesterday was 4 months with marcone!!! <3 i love you! ok. now im done.
<3 Jackie
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2003 27 June :: 4.58pm
:: Mood: rejuvenated
:: Music: all my mix CD's i just made yesterday! wahooo
im the dandelion queen!
lovely lovely days.. summer days...
the dandelions are in bloom and i love to go out by the lake and sit in the feild of them and make dandelion-chain crowns and necklaces and stuff. flowers are so happy its like just because theyre happy little yellow specks in the grass, you can sit out on the swing forever looking at the world. because if all the flowers are there, it cant be so bad, rite? its fun to just sit there, swinging back and forth while patrick rolls in something in the grass and think. or "ponder" haha. i think about things from red hibiscus flowers to mint chocolate chip icies to the grand canyon to my shoes. i think about love, nature, why the sky is blue, turtles, crickets, old friends, new friends, music, and "what if"s. definately one of those perfect moments... thats wut happens on a lovely summer day...
p.s. i leave for camp in 2 days (sunday) write to me!
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2003 22 June :: 2.51am
:: Mood: weeeee
:: Music: the ataris- in this diary
i love dinosaurs.
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