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Aaron

:: 2005 7 October :: 3.37pm
:: Mood: PSYCHO!!!! cocaine, cocain, crazy!

"Seriousness is the only refuge of the shallow." Oscar Wilde, 1854-1900...May your soul rest in peace..."es".

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Aaron

:: 2005 7 October :: 3.35pm
:: Music: The chicken dance...IN TECHNO FORM!!!

Wow...this is getting habitual (hah, if you say habitual and take of "ha" and "ual" you say BITCH!!!!!!! MAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!
You are beyond help
You are beyond help. Congratulations,
congratulations, congratulations, and welcome
to the mind of the we. Just remember, your
logic is flawless. (No matter what those idiots
at therapy say.)


How much mental help do you need?(With anime pics)(For screwed up minds only)
brought to you by Quizilla

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Aaron

:: 2005 7 October :: 3.17pm
:: Mood: the same as last time I did this...
:: Music: something old...really old

for old times sake...
Katana
Your personality is best represented by the
traditional Japanese Katana. You are brave
beyond words and rarely (if ever) act for your
own personal gain. Your honor is very
important to you, and you strive to better
yourself and help others. You try not to let
emotions get in the way of making a sound
decision, and are usually quite successful.


What sort of Weapon best Represents your Personality? (anime pics!)
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dude, haven't done that in a while...

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Aaron

:: 2005 7 October :: 11.35am

counting...counting...counting......................................
Got it! 727! wow...that's a big number...especially considering what I'm thinking of.

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Aaron

:: 2005 4 October :: 10.43pm

color
no, i'm not color blind, and no I'm not gay either...I just had to match my journal to the cool rose I found, okay? jesus, give the kid on Hydrocodone a break already!

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wasabi

:: 2005 25 September :: 8.29pm

call the cars, fuck the stars

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Im-Sorry
[ xsilentxsuicidex ]

:: 2005 23 September :: 11.56pm

Falling apart...
I'm sorry for whatever I did to lose you...

...Everything has changed so fast. I miss you. Oh god, I miss you. You've got me so lost here, and I don't know what to do.

Everything was going so perfectly... And then, it all crashed to the ground. Suddenly, you weren't all you promised you would be. You were nothing at all. You vanished out of my life completely, and I never found closure.

You were so close to being mine. So close... Right as I had you in my grip, you slipped away, and I was left alone and confused.

It gets harder and harder every day to see you... Even looking at pictures rips me apart. It's not healthy feeling this way. It can't be.

There's so much I want to say. It's always screaming inside, trying to come out... But the silence overcomes it.

I miss you so much.
I wish we would start talking again.

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aaron

:: 2005 21 September :: 9.48pm

This is Eric, Paul's best conspirererer partner. We are currently right now, on the phone, and we had a little conversation with kaylee van gelder, the prissiest little gullible little annoying preppy "fun-hating" little "person" ever.

We give proof for this, see below. This is a conversation, thawt I had with Kaylee, with Paul prompting me on the phone.

______________
Eric Mak says:
I'VE DONE IT!
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
what did you do?
Eric Mak says:
NOT ONLY AM I THE LEAD SINGER OF A KICK ASS BAND, BUT I HAVE MASTERED THE ART OF HARDCORE SCREAMING!
Eric Mak says:
AUIGGHJJHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
awesome!
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
lead singer?
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
that is so awesome
Eric Mak says:
lead.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
eric
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
good job!
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
LEAD!
Eric Mak says:
lead.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
wow
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
yeah!
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
yaya
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
yay
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
lol
Eric Mak says:
I CAN SCREAM.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
what is ur bands name
Eric Mak says:
REALLY GOOD.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
I know u can scream
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
lol
Eric Mak says:
NO
Eric Mak says:
NO
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
what is ur bands name?
Eric Mak says:
I WASN'T ABLE TO
Eric Mak says:
I MEAN
Eric Mak says:
LIKE
Eric Mak says:
REALLY REALLY HARD.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
that is awesmoe
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
I will have to hear u scream one of these days
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
when ur band tours in Spokane
Eric Mak says:
oh yeah, Paul made a bomb threat to Freeman, and he's in juvey now.
Eric Mak says:
isn't that awesome????
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
NO way
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
ru seroius?
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
I am glad u called him tho
Eric Mak says:
yes.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
i remeber talking about that
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
are u serious tho?
Eric Mak says:
yeah, I talked to his mom.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
was he serious about the threat?
Eric Mak says:
today.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
woah
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
was he serous tho?
Eric Mak says:
he had a bomb.
Eric Mak says:
in his backpack.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
what!?!?!?
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
are u lying
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
plz tell me the truth
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
cuz u know i can be gullible
Eric Mak says:
I'm not lieing!
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
wow
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
that is scary
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
so he is in juvi?
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
for how long?
Eric Mak says:
I'm so proud of him, my little boy's all grown up!
Eric Mak says:
3 months.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
eric that is not something to be proud of
Eric Mak says:
oh, but I am.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
that is dangerous and he coud have harmed or killed someone
Eric Mak says:
I'nm
Eric Mak says:
the one
Eric Mak says:
that
Eric Mak says:
told him to do it.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
if he killed someone would u be proud?
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
well u should feel horrible
Eric Mak says:
Well...it was funny.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
no eric its not funny
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
he took what u said serously and it could have ended up hurting sumone
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
I personally dont think that is funny
Eric Mak says:
Dude, he totally freaked the whole school out, and caused it to pause for 3 1/2 hours.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
who cares eric...get over it! so what school stopped for like a few hours...he coud have killed someone
Eric Mak says:
You know what's really funny? The cops had to taser him down, and send a canine unit on him.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
whatever
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
I dont belive that
Eric Mak says:
Ok...right.
Eric Mak says:
Seriosuly.
Eric Mak says:
I talked
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
canine unit
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
sure
Eric Mak says:
to his mom just today.
Eric Mak says:
Ok,
Eric Mak says:
that'w what they do when the suspect is armed, and running away.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
ok well whatever...I just dont think u should be laughint that one of ur bf's made a bomthreat..and u told him to make it..
Eric Mak says:
whatever Kaylee, don't take it so seriosuly, it's not like anyone got hurt, just the school was in the potential of getting hurt. Danger is what makes everytthing fun.
Eric Mak says:
No one got hurt, so it doesn't really matter.
Eric Mak says:
The fact that he did it is hilarious.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
yes eric it does...ok they got lucky nobody got hurt..someone could have and now one of ur bff's is in JUVI! Juvi eric...he is in jail practically because he listened to you! do u even care that he is in Juvi? huh?
Eric Mak says:
I'm planning to visit him next week, he called me and told me it was totally worth it. Seriosuly, Kaylee, it's just juvie. No big deal.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
I cant belive that you are saying that eric
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
ur so inmature
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
"No big deal someone just bought a bomb to school"
Eric Mak says:
whatever Kaylee, at least he had the balls to do it!
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
so eric...if that bomb went off and killed someone...would u be saying that "at least he had the balls to do it!"
Eric Mak says:
That is a different story, Kaylee, no one got hurt, and that's all that matters. QUit being so immature.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
and u say...oh I am planning to see him next week...are u really eric?
Eric Mak says:
well...
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
or ru just saying that
Eric Mak says:
the Oct. 7th weekend, if I have time. I'm goign to be hanging with other friends while I'm in Spokane.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
ok then
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
but eric ur friends in Juvi
Eric Mak says:
it's only 3 months, that's nothing. It'll hardly go on his record.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
whatever
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
I really dont want to have this conversation anymore...its making me mad and upset
Eric Mak says:
you know, he got sentenced to also quit public school, and seek a boarding school, which Valley Christian is considered.
Eric Mak says:
so
Eric Mak says:
he might go back to VCS.
Eric Mak says:
Kaylee, you just don't understand fun.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
whatever eric...my kind of fun doesnt include possibly killing someone
Eric Mak says:
who cares? Serisouly, we're just kids, and making the most out of our childhood.
Eric Mak says:
the killing, yes
Eric Mak says:
it's dangerousm,
Eric Mak says:
so
Eric Mak says:
but
Eric Mak says:
it
Eric Mak says:
didnt' happen, so we don't need to talk about it, damnit!
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
whatever
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
I am leaving now
Eric Mak says:
ok, be a immature fun hating person and run away.
Eric Mak says:
I only say person, because it's rude to say what I had in mind.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
fine
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
bye
Eric Mak says:
bye bye...person.
Eric Mak says:
kaylee, seriosuly.
Eric Mak says:
have some fun, for once, and forget that peopel cou;d've
Eric Mak says:
been killed
Eric Mak says:
when they
Eric Mak says:
didn't.
Eric Mak says:
because
Eric Mak says:
if they didnt',
Eric Mak says:
it doesn't matter.

_________

The End.

Death to all fun-haters!

~Eric and (on the phone) Paul.

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Im-Sorry
[ ImUgly ]

:: 2005 14 September :: 11.03am

She utters her voice in the streets
She crys in the chief place of councourse,
In the openings of the gates:
In the city she uttered her words saying

"How long, simple ones,
Will you love love simplicity?
And the scorners delight in their scorning,
And the fools hate knowledge?
Turn you at my reproof:
I will pour out my spirit for you
I will make my words known to you.
Because I have called
And you refused;
I have stretched out my hand,
And no man regarded.
But you have set at not all my counsel,
And would none of my reproof:
I will laugh at your calamity
I will mock when your fear comes;
When your fear comes as desolation,
And your destruction comes as a whirlwind;
When distress and anguish come upon you
Then shall they call upon me,
But I will not answer;
They shall seek me,
But they shall not find me."

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-nightsloth-

:: 2005 5 September :: 8.03pm

dude!
I have this awesome link!!!!
its so funny!seriously, i felt like i was gonna piss i was laughing so hard.
http://www.funnyjunk.com/pages/awesome.htm

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im-sorry
[ loserxdork ]

:: 2005 27 August :: 7.47pm

I'm sorry to everyone...for being me...

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-nightsloth-

:: 2005 15 August :: 5.26pm

uhh i went crazy, so i just had to copy it
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
maannndy!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
mandy?
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
maaaaany
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
mmaaaannndy
Mandy says:
this is Nora
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
whos that.
Mandy says:
mandy's freeeeeend
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
FREEEEND!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
yay!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
well, tell mandy that her blue penguin spontaniously combusted in the dead of autum while wear in flower in its hat
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
well, tell mandy that her blue penguin spontaniously combusted in the dead of autum while wear in flower in its hat
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
ok!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
ok
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
ok
Mandy says:
well thanks for that
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
noo probleeemoo
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
are you the real mandy?
Mandy says:
yeah its me
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
YAAAAY
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
*hug*
Mandy says:
haha
Mandy says:
i love how you're online hugging me but you hardly talk to me and have never personally met me.
Mandy says:
hahahahaha
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
yay
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
=D
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
i know!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
lets get online married!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
/marry
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
lol
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
jk!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
WEEEEWEEEEEE
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
im a bit hype
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
why?>
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
i dunno
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
maybe its the mac and cheese
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
CURSE YOU KRAAAAFT!!!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
<3
Mandy says:
Wow
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
yeah. . .
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
o.O
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
o.o
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
O.o
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
!
!!!
!!!!!
!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
yay!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
a pyramid!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
*belches loudly*
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
CHHH ENEMY SIGHTED CHH OVER
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
CHH MANNING PHOTON TORPEDOES
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
FIRE
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
FIIIIIREEW
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
OPEN FIRE ON THAM DAMN NAGGER
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
OPEN
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
FIRE
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
AAAYAYYAYAYAYYYYYYIIEE!
Mandy says:
are you playing a video game?
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
nope
Mandy says:
Well then
Mandy says:
I'm impressed with your ability to role play an active battle...or something
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
inndeed chh over
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
wow
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
i just cant
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
stop
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
typing
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
whats up?
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
nobody knows!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
well somebody does
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
and thats!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
the!
Mandy says:
Ahhhhhhh wow you are an insane child arent you?
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
CLAW
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
YES ONLY THE CLAW KNOWS
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
well, im only insane right now
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
why?
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
nobody knows
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
well, someody does know
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
and!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
thats!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
the!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
NOT THE CLAW
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
ITS THE...
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
*bbbeeeep*
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
*out of ideas
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
*pleas stand by*
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
BEEF STEW!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
MWAHAHAHAHA
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
AA
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
well
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
im off to play games
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
inddeed
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
*burps*
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
so
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
i
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
bid
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
you
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
AAAADOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!

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wasabi

:: 2005 14 August :: 11.43pm

Are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind
'Cause it's all going off without you

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-nightsloth-

:: 2005 2 August :: 12.43am

Read more..
Your personality is best represented by the
Japanese dagger, called a Tanto. A person who
wields a Tanto knows better than anyone that
you cant judge on appearance alone. You have
the unique ability to see the full potential in
people and objects long before anyone else has
a clue. You are clever and are probably
underestimated a lot by others, but YOU know
who you are and exactly what you are capable
of.


What sort of Weapon best Represents your Personality? (anime pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla

hehe fun quiz
I went to quizilla on a whim and did that, post comments, i want to know what YOU got on it

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-nightsloth-

:: 2005 2 August :: 12.43am

Tanto Weilder
Your personality is best represented by the
Japanese dagger, called a Tanto. A person who
wields a Tanto knows better than anyone that
you cant judge on appearance alone. You have
the unique ability to see the full potential in
people and objects long before anyone else has
a clue. You are clever and are probably
underestimated a lot by others, but YOU know
who you are and exactly what you are capable
of.


What sort of Weapon best Represents your Personality? (anime pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla

hehe fun quiz
I went to quizilla on a whim and did that, post comments, i want to know what YOU got on it

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