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2005 9 May :: 10.39pm
:: Music: Terrible lie, NIN
Someone
why are you doing this to me?
am i not living up to what i'm supposed to be?
why am i seething with this animosity?
hey God, i think you owe me a great big apology
terrible lie
terrible lie
terrible lie
terrible lie
i really don't know what you mean
seems like salvation comes only in our dreams
i feel my hatred grow all the more extreme
hey God, can this world really be as sad as it fucking seems
terrible lie
terrible lie
terrible lie
terrible lie
don't tear it away from me
i need you to hold on to
don't tear it away from me
i need someone to hold on to
don't tear it away from me
i need you to hold on to
please don't tear it away from me
i need someone to hold on to
don't tear it away from me
i need you to hold on to
don't tear it away from me
i need someone to hold
on to me
hold on to me
don't tear it
please don't tear it
please don't take it
don't take it
don't
there's nothing left for me to hide
i lost my ignorance, security and pride
i'm all alone in this fucking world you must despise
hey God, i believed your promises, your promises and lies
terrible lie
terrible lie
terrible lie
terrible lie
(terrible lie)
you made me throw it all away
my morals left to decay (terrible lie)
how many you betray
you've taken everything (terrible lie)
my head is filled with disease
my skin is begging you please (terrible lie)
i'm on my hands and knees
i want so much to believe
i want so much to believe
you fucking promised me
you promised
you promised me
yes you did
you promised me
you fucking promised me
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aaron
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2005 7 May :: 9.07pm
:: Music: Wish, NIN
Charred epiphany
"Stop whining and feeling sorry for yourself!!!" He smacked me. I began to cry...not because I was scared...not because it hurt...because I had another epiphany...This life...my life...Is no more than a scar on the face of the earth. Why not erase it?
"Then I come to find, everything's OK. I've seen this all before, and that was yesterday..."
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2005 2 May :: 6.37pm
. . . blockland screenshots
lol thanks to leaf for introducing thisgame to me
Read more..
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[ independenttruckergrl ]
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2005 28 April :: 2.18pm
:: Music: Jet-Look What You've Done
I'm sorry for making you hate me.
I didn't mean to do any of that.
I really don't mean to hurt people on purpose.
Especially you.
I forgave you,
but can you forgive me?
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2005 17 April :: 3.22pm
postin' season
. . . MY BAKERY IS OPEN!!
THAT' RIGHT!!
COME TO GRIFFIN'S BAKERY AND CAFE! (or suffer dire consequences)
WE HAVE BAGELS!! (OMG BAGELS!!)
AND BAGEL SANDWITCHES (I THINK I SPELLED SADNWITCH WRONG!)
BUT MOST OF ALL. . .
WE HAVE COFFEE!
ESPRESSO!
SOUP!
BREAD! (WHOUDA THUNKIT!?!?!)
COME NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!
POST COMENTSS ON THIS ENTRY!!
and oh yeah. . . there's a special espresso drink named after my dad. Basically 4 shots and some sugar and cream. yeah. like Pretty much just a 12 cup of espresso with sugar and cream.
BUY IT NOW!!!!!!
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2005 30 March :: 11.02pm
I know it seems selfish to want him back here... But, I can't help it. I really wish he'd come back, but it would be so much worse for him.
Nothing can ever go right. And I'm sorry that I'm so selfish.
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2005 19 March :: 9.34am
:: Mood: working
:: Music: The perfect drug, NIN
Taking a break from my topical study... It sucks. But I only need one more paragraph.
Bought an Icon e yesterday...I'm going to take my brother out with the school club. He's going to use my old tippman '98 custom. He's really stoked. If he likes paintballing, I'll let him buy my gun. Anyway...this should be fun. I got to get back to work now...ttyl.
i got my head, but my head is unraveling
can't keep control, can't keep track of where it's traveling
i got my heart but my heart is no good
and you're the only one that's understood
i come along but i don't know where you're taking me
i shouldn't go but you're reaching back and shaking me
turn off the sun, pull the stars from the sky
the more i give to you, the more i die
and i want you
and i want you
and i want you
and i want you
you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
you make me hard, when i'm all soft inside
i see the truth, when i'm all stupid eyed
the arrow goes straight through my heart
without you everything just falls apart
my blood wants to say hello to you
my feelings want to get inside of you
my soul is so afraid to realize
every little word is a lack of me (argued to be "'how very little there is left of me")
and i want you
and i want you
and i want you
and i want you
you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
(whispering)
you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug, the drug, the perfect drug
take me, with you
take me, with you
take me, with you
take me, with you
(continues in background)
without you, without you everything falls apart
without you, it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
without you, without you everything falls apart
without you, it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
without you, without you everything falls apart
without you, it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
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[ dabestyougot69 ]
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2005 5 March :: 1.41pm
Whats ur opinion
and yet another heart ache
crushed upon my heart
im wanting to leave this life
im wanting to depart
from something that i used to be
i only wish to go
some place that im wanted
where no one has to kno...
the past that i once lived
all the torment and heartache
when i think about the pain i felt
i slowly start to shake
what is it that im feeling?
u can never feel the pain
that i feel everyday
its nothing that i gain
i hate the life i live
im wanting to just die
because i feel so much pain
all i want to do is cry...
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[ dabestyougot69 ]
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2005 5 March :: 12.35pm
1.Forest green
2.black
3.blood red
Your name is:Kelli
You love:to hate
You want:icecream
You wish:I was sane
You have:bandages
You need:
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2005 1 March :: 8.34pm
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I can't get my point across without hurting someone.
I'm sorry I've been so bitter and cold recently.
I'm sorry we chose such a bad time for this.
I'm sorry I miss you.
I'm sorry that I'm stupid.
I'm sorry that I do stupid things.
I'm sorry for ever hurting your feelings; For ever making you feel like less of a person.
I'm sorry that I'm ugly.
I'm sorry that you have to put up with me.
I'm sorry I'm a bad girlfriend.
I'm sorry for being a failure...
But most of all, I'm sorry for feeling sorry for myself.
This is life, this is love, this is struggle, this is war.
--The Almighty Dana
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2005 1 March :: 8.24pm
Give me three random colors
1. Black.
2. Green.
3. Purple.
Your name is: Dana.
You love: John.
You want: To better myself.
You wish: I could be near John.
You have: Insomnia.
You need: Friends and music.
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2005 25 February :: 8.40pm
Book Report
It looks like your stomach is kind of, bulging." Shortly after Bartoli noticed this strange phenomenon, his intestines, liver, and kidneys burst out of his stomach. The room was in pandemonium in a matter of seconds. Various people on the jury began screaming, the judge started yelling about the apocalypse. Ben just laughed hysterically. Madec spontaneously combusted and incinerated in the hospital. In the Court Room, the judge had pretty much gone insane from fear and was beating Les Stanton to the ground with his gavel. Two of the jury members had committed suicide, and three more had died. One died from slipping on Bartoli's fluids and falling to the ground, head first, breaking his neck on the hardwood floor. The other two ran outside and were gunned down by the Anti Jury Member Mafia. Then, a Philippine suicide bomber ran in and nook out the rest of the jury members, Les Stanton, and the judge. Ben had already run outside, screaming gibberish. He seemed to be the only survivor. Well, he was, until Strick unloaded a clip of .50 caliber bullets into Ben's back.
THE END
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2005 24 February :: 7.56pm
well. . . uhh
i started drawing in my sketchbook again. . . mmmm manga.
I'm so-so iffy ok at it. But Karen-sempai says im pretty good, and i guess that would be a better opinion than from myself. I'm going to change the ending of a book for a book report. Apparently im a good writer. . .
I wrote a strory for a socilal studies project, people said it was really good. Like, novel good. I should be a manga artist and make manga books!
That'd be a cool profession. Yeah and I'd be even better than Yu Watse! ok maybe not.
lol i had a buncth of old yu-gi-oh cards. . . lol hey man don't be prejudice its actually a pretty fun card game. Anyway, i looked through them and found like 14 of them that were 1st edition. So im going to auction them off for 10-20 bucks each ion ebay, and use the money to buy a broadband adapter for phantasy star online. I had one before, but it got jacked while i was at my cousins house.
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2005 15 February :: 6.22pm
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[ paperheart ]
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2005 28 January :: 9.27pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Hope & Faith [on tv]
Give me three random colors.
1. Pink
2. Blue
3. Green
Your name is: Rebecca [Becky]
You love: Jacob :)
You want: to spend the rest of my life with the person I love.
You wish: I could be a better friend sometimes.
You have: Jake, Family, & Myself
You need: to change
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