:: 2005 23 June :: 11.41 pm

how come nothing happened?

1 ::..So what? | ::Yessa..::

:: 2005 17 June :: 4.56 pm

JESSICA HAZEN

I would like your presence as an over-night guest in my home (and bedroom teehee) tonight. Please, give me a jingle (call me) and let me know if you would be so kind to ablige.

Thanks BItch.
:0)

1 ::..So what? | ::Yessa..::

:: 2005 17 June :: 3.16 pm

i love you. so fricken much, you are the absolute best.

ever! love you!

hahaha everyone else!! Ha Ha Ha!!

::Yessa..::

:: 2005 15 June :: 3.34 pm

BLEGHGHGHHARRRRARRRRRR

i love roman.

5 ::..So what?..:: | ::Yessa..::

:: 2005 13 June :: 10.29 pm

I've definetely realized lately that when it comes to keeping my OWN secrets, i'm horrible at it. I can keep everyone else's secrets easily but when I have secret i just HAVE to tell someone. I can't just keep it on my mind only.
I also realized that I don't really want to quit Arby's. I really really like almost all of the people who work there. And I like a lot of the people at Lazer Skate. HOorah.
Anyway.

Justine, i'm sorry for stealing your idea, but it seemed like a good way to occupy myself, for i have no life.

Okay wait, before you start, like I said in the first paragraph- i'm not good at keeping anything secret about myself so wow! this may be harder than i thought.
Here we go:

Things You May Not Know About JESS okay and since i can't come up with like anything.. these are just random facts that you probably already do know!!
1. I play piano. and i love it sooo much.
2. I love little kids and my biggest thing I look forward to is being a mother and having a great family. and by great i do mean, wonderful and close to perfect and nothing like mine now.
3. I've never done drugs or got drunk or even drank alcohol really
4. I really do love God and I love going to church. Especially going with Roman, and I really believe that makes a relationship like a million times stronger.
5. Rap music makes me horny! oochie wally wally oochie bang bang baby!!!
6. I love when Roman calls me baby and how he says 'pajamas'
7. I'm a psycho in a way......no details.
8. When I was in like 3rd grade I thought of all the people I would kill if I had a gun. ceeeeerrrrrazzzyyyyy
9. My feelings get hurt really easily and i'm quick to cry. (ha, who am i kidding, you have to known that)
10. When I'm mad or sad I sing really loud in my car and drive an average of 80 mph and take breaks from singing to scream as loud and as long as i possibly can. Trust me, it really helps realieve stress.
11. Me and Gunnie were like best friends when i was a freshman.
12. Me and Andy Sischo were also best friends and he liked me when i was a freshman and then he turned into a jerkface
13. i love to sleep
14. when i'm nervous i get extremely sick to my stomach and can't eat anything and wanna puke my brains out
15. i hate my butt, thighs and my skin
16. i think feet are the ugliest things ever, except baby feet
17. i got in huge trouble for shoplifting, i'm sure you've heard so i dont really give a fuck. it was fun for a while but stupid.
18. i love love love Elvis music. And i'm going to have an elvis song at my wedding or reception or whatever
19. I wanted to kill myself when Kevin Cuppett broke up with me. (oh my.)
20. and i thought i was completely in love with him. (but kevin, if you read this, i do love you in the friend way you know!!)
21. I ssssssssssssssssssssssssjghjhjh
22. i've taken more medication in my life than probably 8 seventy year old people in a nursing home put together.
23. i used to think i was so ugly i would cry and cry and beg not to have to go to school
24. i wear size 7 1/2 shoes
25. logan crandall is one of my best friends
26. i liked roman way back when i was in 7th grade and i really had a thing for him when i was a freshman and before i went out with him when iwas a sophomore
27. babies make me so extremely happy just everything about them, i love them! and i have my entire life, since i was little.
28. i broke my wrist in 7th grade
29. i dont mean to look angry all the time, it just kinda happens.
30. but honestly, i am angry a lot. oops
31. i own way too many clothes that i've only worn like once
32. i love going for bike rides
33. i get really lonely and hate being by myself for a long time
34. i want to name my daughters audra and kenna
35. i love to dance crazy and especially do the tango with roman. !
36. fuck and pussy are my favorite words. not to be vulgar, but really they are!
37. josh plude kissed me and it was gross
38. i almost swerved into a semi once but changed my mind at the last second.
39. i have mental problems......yeah like you didn't know. come on
40.


i don't why i'm telling you people this!!! oh well i honestly dont really give a shit.

i think i'll add more later. no one cares anyway. HA whatever. fuck you all and goodnight!

3 ::..So what?..:: | ::Yessa..::

:: 2005 13 June :: 4.14 pm
:: Music: just to see you smile

3 ::..So what?..:: | ::Yessa..::

:: 2005 13 June :: 4.13 pm

oh my fucking god i just wrote the longest thing ever and lost it.

fucking shoot me.

::Yessa..::

:: 2005 11 June :: 9.30 am

Just to see you smile. I'd do anything.
Look.

Read more..

3 ::..So what?..:: | ::Yessa..::

:: 2005 10 June :: 6.27 pm
:: Music: mariah carey- we belong together

4 ::..So what?..:: | ::Yessa..::

:: 2005 10 June :: 7.55 am

i'm really sad

2 ::..So what?..:: | ::Yessa..::

:: 2005 5 June :: 9.51 am

please just dont bring up anything at all

1 ::..So what? | ::Yessa..::

:: 2005 2 June :: 6.29 pm

Hardest Class:	geometry... bleh
Easiest Class:	band or .. history
Most Fun Class:	band or yearbook or english or anything but geometry
Best Teacher:	mrs deyoung or mr neier actually is a good teacher he's just odd
Worst Teacher:	robuck
Best Grade:	i duno band
Worst Grade:	english cuz of that effing scarlet letter packet
Boring / fun lunch:	stupid i hated it!
Detentions:	millions
Best Game:	um that one where everyone was all riled up and yelling lol i duno
Worst Game:	football game having to march cymbals
Most Fun Dance:	prom
Newest Friend:	allison
Oldest Friend:	jess
Favorite Memory:	skipping school or anatomy class with jess and jess
Embarrassing Memory:	crying in school
Worst Memory:	fighting and stuff
Best School Meal:	n/a
Worst School Meal:	all
Best Decision:	stay with roman through it all
Biggest Regret:	not being able to turn in that packet cuz of skipping
Biggest Concern:	roman and i's relationship probably
Smallest Concern:	school ha..................right
Friend you wish you still had:	sometimes will i think
Friend that you are glad you don't have:	um no one
Spring Break / Winter Break:	i dont even remember what ... oh probably winter
Best boyfriend / girlfriend:	um lets see...roman
Worst boyfriend / girlfriend:	n/a
Biggest Fight:	me and jess h`
What was it about:	ummmmmmmmm god i dont even remember!! lol ummmmmm ahh no i really dont!
Coolest Trend:	scarves i love them
Dumbest Trend:	question marks lol
Good / bad year:	the school part sucked majorly but the life part had its good times
Rate it 1-10 (10 best):	duno

The Year in Review brought to you by BZOINK!

::Yessa..::

:: 2005 2 June :: 6.14 pm

i love roman.

let's just say that.

and guess what!! i got a fricken 80 on my geometry exam. that is so good ooh i thought i was gonna fail it well actually it ended up being easier than i thought it would but stilll.

i got kind of bad grades in my opinion but...... whatever. oh well. whatever. the year is DONE DONE DONE FRICKEN DONE.

yeah
k

::Yessa..::

:: 2005 1 June :: 11.44 pm

if i tell you i love you, i swear i really do mean it.

that applies to anyone i really do.

2 ::..So what?..:: | ::Yessa..::

:: 2005 1 June :: 11.29 pm

01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie reminds me of you.
03. If I could give you one thing, it would be...
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. I will tell you one thing I like about you.
09. Put this in your journal


i changed it a little cuz i thought some were dumb.

7 ::..So what?..:: | ::Yessa..::

:: 2005 1 June :: 11.24 pm

only ONE PERSON

yeah


HEY i'm on hotornot.com... lol not really but gunnie says it looks like me...

i think the first one on the left kinda does but not really but tell me for yourself... what do you think ? lol. just curious.

um also... i dont think anyone reads my journal... did you know i make like all my entries FRIENDS ONLY?!!? did you.

http://www.woohu.org/img/jessalike.gif


tomorrow BEACH AND hanging out with my little cousins i'm gonna take them to a movie and maybe the park or the beach.

i duno. whatever

3 ::..So what?..:: | ::Yessa..::

:: 2005 30 May :: 1.46 pm

ughgghasldkfjasl;dfjk lkj what a fucking waste of a day. like the only day i dont have to work and i'm sitting at home alone on my huge lardass doingmtoahsdgiol;asdkjgsl;dgjsadlgkjsdl;gjkasd
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dgklj fuck fuck you. fuck you all. and go fucking die.

1 ::..So what? | ::Yessa..::

:: 2005 29 May :: 10.36 pm

this is like one of my favorite pictures ever. yay i am just feeling very in love right now so you must look at it. so deal with it!
Read more..

edit: okay so it's a little huge!! fine! i'll make a cut tag. but still, you should look at it! it makes me happy.

2 ::..So what?..:: | ::Yessa..::

:: 2005 28 May :: 12.00 am

Name 20 of your friends below. do i have 20 friends?

1) jess hazen
2) jess gillette
3) romannnnn
4) dani lauer
5) BEANS
6) Jackie Robinson
7) Miranda Waldron
8) Denee Millering
9) Matt Whetzal
10) Justin Bloss
11) Allison Kortz
12) Becky Visser
13) Erika Childs
14) Jenna Gillette
15) Justine Gunneson
16) Spud
17) Logan Crandall
18) Mike K
19) Shae Brophy
20) Arianne Ridel

- Who is #8 going out with? denee's with Arik
- Is #9 a boy or a girl? whetzal's a man!
- Would #11 and #2 make a cute couple? mmm jess g, and allison, i dunno about that one.
- How about #18 and #4? mike krajewski and dani? lol maybe actually.
- What grade is #17 in? my grade
- When was the last time you talked to #12? Saw Becky last night at graduation
- What is #6's favorite band? Jackie's is queens of the stonage i believe
- Does #1 have any siblings? yes Jess has 2
- Would you ever date #3? Yay, yes i would date roman. Hey. WAIT i am!!!
- Would you ever date #7? i'd totally date miranda if i was a lesbian.
- Is #16 single? no spud is with jackie
- What's #15's last name? Justine GUNNESON
- What's #5's middle name? Sarah RUTH!
- What's #10's fantasy? lol Justin would have something prety weird... like making love to amanda in a pool of jello or soemthing lol
- Would #14 and #19 make a good couple? Jenna and Shae?! lol no i dont think so.
- What school does #20 go to? welll, Arianne did go to cedar but she lives in germany so.. i duno
- Tell me a random fact about #11? Allison, She likes pink like ME!
And #1: Jess, she likes to show off her scooby doo underwear and shout about tampons in the restroom while old ladies are trying to take care of their businesss.
And #3: Roman, He loves this girl name Jess Wilde and he has totally PERFECT ears. seriously, have a look. they are flawless.
- Have you ever had a crush on #16? Spud, like a tiny one my freshman year or something.
- Where does #9 live? Matt, GAH in this place where it took me 30 minutes to get to because i kept getting lost!! some crazy place. on a corner on a hill.
- What's #4's favorite color? dani, yellow.
- Would you makeout with #14? SOrry Jenna, not trying to hurt your feellings or anything you know, but no sorry. lol
- Are #5 & #6 best friends? no
- Does #7 like #20? Miranda and arianne, i dont know if they know eachother
- Does #8 like #19? i think.. she doesn't really know him well
- How did you meet #15? band.. lol from pit.
- Does #10 have any pets? i know he has some kitties
- Is #12 older than you? becky, no.
- Give #13 a hug. oh okay maybe i will
- Is #17 the sexiest person alive? no sorry. but i love him to death!

:0)

4 ::..So what?..:: | ::Yessa..::

:: 2005 26 May :: 4.49 pm

ughhh long ass day


we're going to work on EVERYTHING. please, everyone , give me another chance okay? i promise.

1 ::..So what? | ::Yessa..::

:: 2005 24 May :: 5.20 pm

You Know You're From a Small Town When...
The "road hog" in front of you on Main Street is a farmer's combine.

Third Street is on the edge of town.

You leave your jacket on the back of the chair in the cafe, and when you go back the next day, it's still there, on the same chair.

You don't signal turns because everyone knows where you're going, anyway.

No social events can be scheduled when the school gym floor is being varnished.

You call a wrong number and they supply you with the correct one.

Everyone knows all the news before it's published; they just read the hometown paper to see whether the publisher got it right.

There's no place to go that you shouldn't.

A "Night on the Town" takes only 11 minutes.

Running from the cops consists of hiding in the cornfield.

You have to name six surrounding towns to explain to people where you're from.

You have to drive five miles out in the country to smoke a cigarette.

There is no point in high-school reunions because everyone knows what everyone else is doing anyway.

Driving cars up and down the main drag is a universal high school experience.

You can name everyone you graduated with.

You know what 4-H is.

You ever went to parties at a pasture, barn, or in the middle of a dirt road.

You said the 'f' word and your parents knew within the hour.

You schedule parties around the schedule of different police officers, since you know which ones would bust you and which ones wouldn't - same goes with the game warden.

You ever went cow-tipping or snipe hunting.

School gets canceled for state sporting events.

You could never buy cigarettes because all the store clerks knew how old you were and if you were old enough, they would still tell your folks.

When you did find someone old enough and brave enough to buy cigarettes, you still had to go out to the country and drive back roads to smoke them.

You were ever in the Homecoming parade.

You have ever gone home for Homecoming.

It was cool to date someone from the neighboring town.

You had senior skip day.

The whole school went to the same party after graduation.

You don't give directions by street names or references (turn by Nelson's house, go two blocks to the Anderson's turn left and it's four houses left of the football field).

The golf course had only 9 holes

You can't help but date a friend's ex-girlfriend.

Your car stays filthy because of the dirt roads, and you will never own a dark vehicle for this reason.

The town next to you is considered "trashy" or "snooty" but is actually just like your town.

Getting paid minimum wage is considered a great job.

You refer to anyone with a house newer than 1980 as "rich" people.

Anyone you want can be found at either the Dairy Queen or the feed store.

You see at least one friend a week driving a tractor through town.

Football coaches suggest that you haul hay for the summer to get stronger.

Directions are given using "the" stop light as a reference

Weekend excitement involves a trip to the grocery store.

You decide to walk somewhere for exercise and 5 people pull over and ask if you need a ride.

Your teachers call you by your older siblings names.

Your teachers remember when they taught your parents.

The closest McDonald's is 45 miles away.

So is the closest mall.

It is normal to see an old man riding through town on a riding lawn mower.

Everyone who played sports had to play on every type of team, or there wouldn't be enough people to have a team.

Being able to hit a road sign with a beer bottle while driving down the highway is considered a necessary skill.

A cool vehicle had big tires or a bad-ass stereo.

You can remember when your town finally got cable.

Driving to the party on a four wheeler is quite normal.

You thought the 30-year-old guy that still was at all the parties was cool.

The town population increases by one-third when the universities go on break.

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from a small town.

4 ::..So what?..:: | ::Yessa..::

:: 2005 23 May :: 6.16 pm
:: Mood: fatty mcfatterson.

eating ice cream for dinner

am i fat?

maybe i'll change it someday but probably not.

all my entries are friends only. did you all know that? i'm gonna start running. fer real.

4 ::..So what?..:: | ::Yessa..::

:: 2005 21 May :: 4.18 pm

it's such a pretty pretty day.

where's roman? we're supposed to go and play in the beautiful sun.

i got out of work. i'm ready. where is he :0(

edit: okay good he's on his way... he fell asleep. haha that explains it.


yay i'm excited it's so pretty out!

::Yessa..::

:: 2005 16 May :: 11.09 pm

everyone look at my background. isn't it cute.

2 ::..So what?..:: | ::Yessa..::

:: 2005 15 May :: 9.59 pm

today was fun. church with roman and his family and baby aiden aww oh my gosh i could just look at him forever he is so cute with his tiny little hands aww i love him. and i love all roman's brothers and celeste is like the cutest little girl ever and i love that merrick always is like JESSIE JESSIE aww he is so cute. i just love them all.

i was furious today. had to do with a girl. nevermind that though.

then we drove Luis to his friends house and then went for Ferris. we got there and unpacked and yada yada. we hung out there most the day and goofed around and ended up falling asleep for 2 hours wow that was nice i was SO tired. the room is actually pretty nice i thought. of course he's the only one in it so it's not that small. but booooo it makes me sad though that he will be there. BLEH oh well but i'm happy for him at the same time.

yeah and so when we set the clock radio we set it an hour behind because my watch is dumb and we thought it was 2 but i guess it really was 3 which i dont know how that's possible really because it seems like time went way too fast then. so i was supposed to be home by eight and we left at what we thought was 7:26 and then we get in the car and we're driving and i look at the clock and it said 8:46 and i was like WHAT?! roman WHATS THIS!? why does it say 8:46 and so then i called home and yeah so we were late just a little!

um yeah. school tomorrow. BLEHELAKSDFJLKj i need to finish my stupid yearbook spread.

i have eaten absolutely nothing but junk today. hahaha! yeah funny.

i'm happy about a lot though and i love roman so much. that'll never ever change.

hoorah.

::Yessa..::

:: 2005 14 May :: 9.54 pm

wow i finally got my picture on here.

yay i am in love.

i worked for quite awhile at lazer skate today and ahh this little annoying boy would NOT stop asking why and how come he couldn't get the little light saber key chain. it was 190 tickets and he was like complaining non stop he's like "WHY CANT I HAVE IT . 190 tickets is too much i'll never get that much. that is impossible. why did your boss make it so many tickets? Your boss must be crazy. That's just a little key chain it shouldn't be 190 tickets."
i was like STFU!!! GAWD!!! you're ugly and dumb and you only have 10 tickets and it's not my fault you have no skills whatsoever to win those mindless games. GOOOOSSSSHHH! he was really annoying me badly.

yeah. my kitty Elvis is deffinetely the cutest thing in the world. YAY i love him so much. he likes to watch the computer and chase the mouse and just watch the screen haha. and his eyes are always different colors . green blue or brown they always change it's cute.


tomorrow is the sad day that i help roman move up to ferris to his dorm that he will be staying in over the summer. boo i am sad but oh well. bleh

but tomorrow will be fun too. it should be a nice day i get to spend it all with roman.

love love love love love JESSICA

2 ::..So what?..:: | ::Yessa..::

:: 2005 13 May :: 4.24 pm

um so uh.... hey band kids..

i just thought of this.. are we still having the band concert sunday?

3 ::..So what?..:: | ::Yessa..::

:: 2005 6 May :: 3.23 pm

holy freaking hell.

i swear to the Lord above I will never ever ever be like my parents. I swear they are so dumb. I want absolutely nothing to do with them. Nothing. and when I'm gone I am gone.

God I can't stand them. Dont fucking act like you're interested in my life now when half the time you can't even remember my name and shit.


]]]]]]nnnn thats from my kitty

i fucking hate this.

ugh people are fucking dumb and also people need to learn how to drive in fucking parking lots so they don't almost hit me with their big ass white truck that is way too much for them to handle.

fucking idiot.

1 ::..So what? | ::Yessa..::

:: 2005 27 April :: 11.44 am

seniors suck. i hate you all for leaving. and not taking me with you.

1 ::..So what? | ::Yessa..::

:: 2005 25 April :: 3.34 pm

please fill this out for my entertainment and put it in your journal.

01. who are you, what's our relationship:
02. how and where did we meet:
03. what's my middle name:
04. how long have you known me:
05. tell me one good thing about myself:
06. when you first saw me what was your impression:
07. my age:
08. birthday:
09. my favorite band at the moment:
10. color of eyes:
11. do i have any siblings:
12. have you ever had a crush on me:
13. what's one of my favorite things to do:
14. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
15. describe me in 3 words:
16. name 5 things i love:
17. do you think i'm good looking:
18. how would you describe me to someone:
19. would you ever date me:
20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say to me but never did:
21: what do you like most about me:
22: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
23: have we ever gotten in a fight:
24: do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
26. What do you think my weakness is?
27. Do you think I'll get married?
28. What makes me happy?
29. What makes me sad?
30. What reminds you of me?
31. If you could give me anything what would it be?
32. When's the last time you saw me?
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
35. Are you going to put this on your xanga and see what I say about you?
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
39. Would you make a move on me?
40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?

2 ::..So what?..:: | ::Yessa..::