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2004 11 October :: 11.10 pm
Why'd I even try <<;; I are not sexyful! XDD
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2004 11 October :: 10.30 pm
:: Mood: Depresses/annoyed -- Happyyyy
Some stuff.. that is good.
Hiyo.. It's me again. This is pretty much a time filler so I can get my clothes out of the laundry with out being bored and falling asleep. I guess I could take a shower, that would be good.. But I really REALLY don't feel like it.
I know that sounds really gross and stuff, not to mention I wanted to stay in the same clothes again, and it would of been the third day tomorrow, but I'm not going to. Well, I kinda am, I'm wearing the same thing, but I'm washing it. 'Cause washing things are good. Something or some one has been stealing my arm warmers, and it makes me sad.
Because I like them.
And no one calls me, even if I post my number as an away message.
That makes me sad, too.
God, I can whine a lot.
I guess it doesn't help that I'm on my period.
I can't believe you're still reading, because this is pretty irrelevent, I'm sure. o.o;
Just teen angst, and some PMS, mixed with stress and a dash of sweat and laundry.
That's scary.. A very scary thought right there. Let's see what I talked to Jade about.
Jade: I love you
Em: My heart hurts again and I don't know why
Em: Jade, why do I always get so depressed over nothing!?
Em: Nothing at all! And I'm just so sad! ><
Jade: ~licks~ I know how you feel, that doesn't happen to me anymore though...
Em: You could say it's PMS right now, but it happens when I'm not ovulating, too..
Em: Anymore..?
Jade: I don't get depressed
Em: No..?
Em: What's your secret? Tell me, buddha!
Jade: I don't let myself, because I'm really really happy go-lucky now, and I don't want to fail myself by being depressed, because it's like I'm just giving up, I can make myself stay happy, even when I don't want to be, and I don't have you guys, I force myself to be happy.
Jade: Because depression... It hurts, a lot, and I just find it easier to be happy.
Jade: Or be indifferent, if I can't be happy.
Jade: I never thought it would be easy, you know? I never thought I was able to make myself happy, I never thought I could fight it without you guys... But here lately, it just kinda happened...
Em: ^^
Em: Good for yoooou!
(Wow.. I'm a bitch o.o;;)
Em: I wish such enlightenment would raise my spirits
Em: But it holes me more >>
Jade: ~licks and huggles~ It won't be like this forever, that I promise. If I can do it, so can you.
Em: I'm a helpless drama queen with a buncha friends o.o;
(And I love them all, mind you, this is just some more whining to the only person who'd put up with it.)
Jade: Nothing's more pleasing... than a tummy full of chocolate and ice cream.
Jade: o.o
Jade: Try that remedy
Em: I already did ramen and Dr. Pepper
Jade: Try chocolate, cause it really helps.
Jade: Sailors promise!
(Note: Jade isn't a sailor >>)
Em: I don't have any
(Prepare yourself.. for the DOWNHILL RIDE OF TEEN ANGST AND PMS!!!)
Em: Screw it
Em: I have no future
Em: And I'm a Boca brat
Em: Spoiled
(Spoiled, tubby, short, tan, mock-rebellious, I couldn't break a major rule if I wanted to, I have mental problems, I think I'm acquiring acute respiratory issues due to stress, AND! I only just started high school!)
Em: The whole deal
Em: I just haven't dressed the part yet
Jade: ~smacks her butt~ Well shame on you then...
(What is it with people and my behind? I guess it's just so fucking huge that they have to touch it. o.o;; Wow..)
Em: TOUCH MY ASS AGAIN AND I SWEAR I'LL RIP YOUR FUCKING EYES OUT! >
(Mroww! Hisss! >>)
Jade: Mm-hm...
Em: Grr! o.o;
Jade: You apparently thought you did something wrong, so I was just 'punishing' you.
(I really didn't understand that part, but whatever.)
Em: YOUR PUNISHMENT JUST MADE MEH ANGEREEDDD! o.o;
Em: Then I started thinking about that stupid show, Unfabulous or some shit
(Ugh, I hate that show, it is S0000 poser ><)
Em: With that singing girl who started high school
Em: I thought about sending her a hate letter
Em: 'Cause she can't sing
Em: And she's a bitch to her friends
(Sound familiar?! o.o;; No, don't look at them, I was talking about me.)
Em: So why not? <<;;
Em: GOD DAMN! XD
Jade: I'm sure she gets enough...
Em: Tell her who ever gave her producer the idea was on crack
Em: 'Cause it was stupid to begin with
Em: And we don't need any more TV-Stars-turned-Pop-artists
Em: DAMN THE MEDIAAA!
(Curse the system! Screw the Man!)
Jade: Yup
Em: >>;;;
Em: Le blah
Jade: .. Excuse me for a moment... I'm going to go make myself some choco-milk... Cause I need something cold and chocolate...
Jade: I'm getting... ice cream tomorrow...
Jade: Or... I'll like... die or something... o.o
Jade: And Dr. Pepper... And I'll be good
Em: I need.. chocolate milk
Em: That would be so hot
Em: I'd be like.. yum. xD
Yeap.. there you go. Amazing, huh? I'm sure you were enthralled and ensnared in every little bitsy peice, huh?
Well, in more currenter news, if it could get more current >>; We made our music video yesterday, and it was pretty crazy.
We did Magic by King Diamond (the coool guy). I was supposed to be King, Jade and Laur were guitarists and Chris was the drummer.
Sooooo.. We decided I was going to do a knee slide under the battle of the guitars, but instead, I walk into the guitars, turned knee-slid under the guitars, ran into the door ('cause we filmed it infront of my front door) pushed off from the door, got attacked by our ghetto drum set (a bunch of buckets on stools and a covered bowl as a base drum with King Diamond's sign)(Which REALLY looks like a penis) Chris picked up the drums off me, I grabbed the bowl/bass drum, smacked myself in the head with it (though you couldn't see this because Laur or Jade was standing infront of me) then started showing off the red penis sign on the thing.
I stood back up and started singing again, it was great. Really funny ^^;
I turned it in this morning to Mr. Weddle and got really scared 'cause he said before that he was going to show them on the morning announcements, and I didn't know if he would show it today. He didn't (thak god) and we didn't even watch it in class. I would of been okay if we watched it in class today because Hot Kid Keith wasn't there, so I wouldn't be as embarrassed as I would be if he was there.
Wow.
All this over a boy.
A very attractive, gothic, make-up wearing, color coordinated, yummy, pale boy..
Damn o.o;;;
Naomi, Michelle, and I have like.. a fucking Keith fan club. Speaking of this goth boy, let me tell you what happened one day.
------------------- FLASHBAAAAACK! ----------------
Mmkay, soo.. We're at lunch, and Keith walks by, and Michelle says hi, then Naomi's like "Hi" and I waved some, though I was like, paralyzed. And he walked away, so I was like "OOOOOH MY GAWWWWD!" and started to fake cry in Michelle's stomach, and she was patting me, and.. he comes back o.o;;
I was like.. frozen, my fucking FACE in Michelle's LAP (xD) and Naomi's like "Hiiiiii" and Michelle's like "Looking for someone?" and he's like "Yeah.." and Naomi's like "I like your pants.. and your boots.. they're really cool." And I still didn't move 'cause I was so scared.
I could just feel him looking at me, and I was so embarrassed, I mean, I have last period with this kid xD (TV PRODUCTION! XX) So yeah, he went away, and I freaked out again, and it was funny.
------------------- END FLASHBAAAAACK! ----------
Heh.. Today was silly, too. This boy walked by with REALLY hot chainy pants and Naomi's like,"I like your pants!" and he's like "Thanks.." and I was screaming after him "I LIKE YEW!! I LIIIIIIKE YOU A LOOOTTTT!!!"
<<; I scare any one who walks past our table xDD
I would scream out different words for period, and every time I did, this other kid we positively adore would walk by. It was so funny ^^;
YEY! I MADE MYSELF HAPPYYYYY! And my laundy's almost done! ^^ Good things!
The first anime meeting was today. And I felt so smart 'cause I knew a buncha stuff they asked and I'd cosplayed and gone to a con before and stuff ^^ Special ness.
My neck hurts from headbanging (another thing I did in the music video) and Josh (Wolfe, whatever) said I could take pictures of Sworn to Silence (the band he's part of) for like websites and stuff.
So I was freaking out ^^
Then Jeremy called, and that kinda made me depressed 'cause he wants to kill himself all the time. He's been in rehab recently for trying and now he's all like "I need a gun" and "Won't you kill me?" and shit like that, and I really don't need that right now, yanno?
I got enough stuff to deal with emotionally and I really don't want to know about that.
Keep it.. to yo-self o.0;
Anyways, I think I'm gonna try and wrap this up a bit..
I don't think I have any more newss... But if you see my cell number in my away message, that means you call me, you crack whores o.o; No excuses.
I love you all ^^ And great HAPPY THINGS! Like that.
Wheeee?
Bai <3
"YOUR ASS.. IS ON FIRE!"
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2004 9 October :: 4.58 pm
:: Mood: Pissy and tummy-achey
The moral: SHiT HAPPENs!
Haa.. soo.. last night was my first game. o.o;; My first band/football performance ^^;;; Well, lemme lay out the scrimmage of a band geek..
Okay, after school, Naomi and Amanda came home with me. We ate fish sticks and Amp (YeSH!) and then played DDR. So we DDRed 'til we had to leave.. which was at 5
So we get there, and we're a bit late, no big deal, so we practiced marching. This could be counted as pandemonium, pacing back and forth across a band room, rolling your feet for your life.. Ah well.
Here's where the real crazy stuff starts, the passing out of the uniforms.
So they had us wait 'til they called our names, though everyone was practically screaming, so it was kinda hard to hear. When I finally got mine, it was just.. wow. xDD
Sooo.. I got my pants, right? And I'm wearing these long shorts (oxymoron!) so my friend's like "Here, wear my sofies" so I'm like "okay" and these things, I'm not even exaggerating, were two inches of cloth off my waist xD So I'm trying to pull on my over-all pants, and these are WAAAAAAY too tight! And the girl who was changing with me was trying to zip them up.
So I'm holding my breath, and they're SO tight, I let it out real quick, and I pull a fucking muscle in my diaphragm! XDD So yeah, that was pretty bad. I traded them in for some better ones TT; Thank god. I could BREATH! But they had to pin them up 'cause they were so long. DAMN MY SHORTNESS!
Then it was Jacket time. This thing did not cover any one's ass, and I was no exception, so my huge butt was quit out there xX; The Bando shoes are crazy xDD And the HATS! OmG, I'd be part of band just to wear the hats! XDD
So yeah, we were all ready to go, we got inspected, then lined up outside. We marched into the stadium, and that was probably the peak of the exitement. Not to mention the Santaluces band was HUGE! XX
But yeah, we played the star spangled banner, then it started to rain, but that was okay at first. So we chilled, half time came, and the bands approached the field.
The Santaluces band went first, and they were magnificent. They did fucking Tai Chi while playing XDDD That was amusing. Then it was our turn, and it started to POUR! Poor Sinbad was drowning! His ship sank in a typhoon! That's what it sure as hell sounded like XDD Oh well, shit happens.
It was third quarter, and time for the traditional Band-mingling water break. We each got a bottle of water and talked with the other band. They were so polite ^^ Go them. Alexis, Naomi, and I just had to stand in one place, and a million people came up to us and shook hands. The general message was "Nice to meet you, your maching band sucked, I'm glad it rained on you" but they were nice about it, atleast. They tried to lie and we were just like "We know we sucked, you can tell us."
Mmkay, so we're back in the stand, our cheer leaders suck, little kids are stealing the Color Guard's wet flags, and the Santaluces band STEALS ALL OUR MUSIC! Our drum major will say "Louie Louie!" we'll flip our books, get ready to play, and the band acrost the field will blast the beginning notes to our planned song just as we take our breaths! ><
So yeah, that ticked us off. So while everyone was leaving, we played a few songs, and yeah. Then we left, a bit sad, but when we got into the room, the shit hit the fan o.o;;
Mr. White can be a scary guy xX;; We didn't notice we had to line, so we quickly did, shoving our hats back on, and we stood in a semi-circle around the three band directors, wet with rain and sweat, eyes set on nothing in particular, taking mental blows, for a straight half an hour. We weren't allowed to move, look around, or bend our knees, we just had to stand there.
And that.. that really hurts TT Oh well, shit happens. Hopefully we'll get better XX;
So that was my exciting evening. Bai!
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2004 3 October :: 4.42 pm
:: Mood: Okay
:: Music: TV
Okay? ^^;
Hehe ^^ Another lay out change, how seksi. Anyways, it's been a crazy-long weekend.. I've been out of school for.. 9 days ^^;;; Wowwww.. Yeap.. Sooo..
I'm real tired..
And I gotta clean some more.. Let's talk about all the stuff I have to do.
1. Laundry
-- This is important, because I'm pretty much out of clothes. Well, out of underwear. =p
2. Homework
-- I don't know what I have to do, but I guess I should look.
3. Room-cleaning
-- Yeap.. my room's a bloody mess TT;; Not to mention, we have no more plastic bags, like, grocery bags, so that complicates the cleaning.
4. Shower
-- My bathtub is full of towels and what not from the pool.. So those need to be laundered as well.
So.. there is was, narrowed down some. I'm kinda hungry but not..
You know that song by LP, 'Breaking the Habit'? What am I saying, of course ou know. But that music video is amazing.. I absolutely love it TT;
Ahh well, what can ya do.
OhH, I got a cell phone ^^;;;;;;;; Man, I'm gonna pimp this shit out.
Flashing antenna, reflective screen-sticker, different anime strap for every day of the week.. Hells yeah XDDD
Anyways, I think that's it!
Love you all ^~
"Ohmiguh! Like, nooo way!"
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2004 28 September :: 6.33 pm
:: Mood: Yey
:: Music: Talking.. crunchy cheetohs >>
The Exlanation of Lo's Stalker
OKAY! Here's the down-low on Lo's talkership.
Okay, so, there's Paul, right? And Paul thinks Laura's hot. But the dead frog knew this would happen before then, so he started watching Lo, because the dead frog can read the futurrre! Futurrrrre..
Anyways, Paul hires the dead frog of Lo's neighbourhood to watch Lo, which the frog had already been doing, but atleast now he was getting paid! ^^
THEN! The dead frog needed some wheels, so he jacked the scary white van form previous stalkers and drives it by repeatedly, thinking we wouldn't catch on.
Lastly, the dead frog, Montello Weishowcsky, hired super-spy lizard, Herbert De Dominico, to do the dead frog's dirty work while he drove the crazy white van around the block..
Theeee Ennddd ^^
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