Shiggity shiggity shit
Ew.

It's already 9:30 and I haven't done my geometry homework. It's not like I want to, but I know I should.

Today's my mommy's birthday. Let us all give a cheer for my mom <3<3 I lorve my mommy.

I scratched my back on the bleachers today during the pep rally. It were sad. It was all ~bleed~ and Lindsay was like ~POKE~ and I was like "AHH! T---T" and it's a pretty mark.

I kind of hope it will scar xD

But apparentally there's "shirt gunk" in it, as my mother puts it so eloquently. I have yet to shower, and who knows, perhaps it'll get infected from being neglected.

That rhymed e---e;

My speakers are being bitchy and I'm chatting it up with Villex. Just chewing the fat. Like a good Emily does.

Perhaps.

I'm kinda tired .____. But! I found a costume I'd ADORE to construct! Card Captor Sakura xDD But the costume is adorable! ^---^ ~finds picture~

I'm fucking
giving up.

You know what I hate? How 'emo' is so negative. It's short for emotional, is it not? And people are to be HATED for showing EMOTION?

I think some one should applaud. How about some compassion? Humans should have emotion. Sure, sometimes we get a but overboard, but dammit, I'm a fucking teenager.

Whose probably PMSing.

So I'm NO LONGER going to use the word emo unless describing some sort of fashion! OR SOMETHING!

And if you call me emo, I'll chew you out.

Bitch.

<3

"Scatter my brains across the wall."

P.S. I'm giving up on Villex. He definately doesn't like me anymore. I kind of doubt he ever did .____. Atleast I told him everything, right?

Right..?

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Ha. There's a big storm coming. It makes me sad. And I think I might have appendicitis.

I hate how I get over freakin' boys. All weepy and crap. I just really want them to like me, I guess. Probably low self-esteem.

I mean, I want them to think I'm all pretty and nice and perhaps they even want to date me.. but I can't see what's right infront of me. I look past the average-seeming rarity to the extremely less-than-attainable whom ends up not being as cool as I thought...

I was talking to Stephen on the phone ( second night in a row -- whizzat?! ) and I wasn't feeling too happy 'cause I just told Villex I was "going to stop pursuing you because it's obvious you're not interested in me anymore" and then I explained my predicament.

Perhaps I thought he'd admit to some secret crush on me or something of the like, but the fates played me like a much-to-easy level of Super Mario. I fell down the gap between the lands and I'm out of lives.

I didn't even get to the secret ladders-and-lives stage..

And I definately never got a growing mushroom xD

But yeah, I was pretty much crushed. And I told Stephen I didn't feel like talking, so I was going to go. And he told me tomorrow he'd give me a big hug. And I said "Heh, alright", and he was like "Ha, I bet you'd love it if it was Villex" and I broke down into tears.

I can't blame Stephen for anything, it's not like I told him I had just ripped my heart out and offered it over to Villex, whom thusly dropped it with a shrill, squeeky "EWW!"

I learned tonight Villex isn't a fan of gore or biting.

See, I really should get over him, huh?

Ah, well.. I'm gonna go stock up on bases to make dollz with during the storm. Assuming I have power, but no internet.

~knock on wood~

"KINKY SALAD SONG! Chicka chicka bwow wow! Chicka wicka bwow, chicka wicka! Chicka wicka bwow!"

P.P.S. Weston got a lip ring and sweet JESUS is he hot.

XDDDD

<3<3<3

He makes me so..
EMO

JESUS! I'm sitting here, singing my fucking lungs out because of that kid.

I'm singing louder than I've ever sang before.

And this is the saddest/emo-ist I've been since last school year.

This bitches.

Bitches like my heart.

THERE I GO

SHOOT ME XDDDD

<3<3!

"Note to self -- I miss you terribly"

FREE AT LAST!
Free at last! God almighty, free at last!

Shit, laundry, be right back. XDDDD

Alright. Fucking a. I just got done with like.. an hour and a half of homework. That's fuckin' preposterous. That's probably what I'll be getting every day from now on >---<

JESUSSSS

I ended up taking a break in the middle to go play Gunz XD

GunZ: ( classication: gun/sword game ) GunZ is a Korean graphics-based game ( FOR FREE -- downloadable ) with it's own mixed dance-music to listen to whilst you kick ass.

Emily does NOT kick ass at any point in time.

She gets excited if she kills some one.. She is usually the one getting killed.

Or killing herself by trying to run on the wall across the bottomless pit and ending up jumping instead.

Anyways, this game is pretty awesome, and as you can see ( since I haven't been on AIM in a while ) it's enthralling and enraveling. Sure, I'm only level 3 ( my brothers are level 10 and higher and they've ben playing less than I have .____. ) but it's still quite amusing.

GunZ -- download it, son

If you DO download it and come across a red-headed girl character name Sancia.. do not panic, that's just me.

Don't kill me, I'm pretty.

Alright?

Anyways, I have French with our favorite friend Twitch. Yesterday ( Saturday ) I went to Obon ( Bon Festival ) with Jade, Jenn, and my family. It was pretty amusing -- there were surprisingly some cosplayers xDD And a BAJILLION home-made kimonos. I dunno if I could wear a kimono over there since it's all long-skirted and long-sleeved. It was REALLY hot, so I don't know how those bishoujo did it.

I couldn't help getting continually reminded of the episode of Sailor Moon when Serena and minna went to Obon xDD And Rei did the drumming. And the drums got possessed with a damon. I remember it so well e---e And Usagi was getting all upset 'cause she couldn't pop the little goldfish with the rice-paper net into her bowl, and Makoto was helping Chibi-Usa do it and Michiru and Haruka show up and are all like "Stupid meatball head ~giggles resound from kimono Michiru~"

xDDD

Okay, enough geekdom from me, kids.

Have a LOVELY DAY! ^---^

<3

"Potato... potato.."

The Mystery of Laceration Poverty?
Well here I am.

It's Monday and school starts on Wednesday.. o----o;;

I still have to get my schedule.

I have two more chapters of Catcher in the Rye. I think I know why it's called Catcher in the Rye, though. Holden is talking to his little sister, Phoebe, and he says that the thing he really wants to do in his life is like.. guard children playing in a big rye field on top of a cliff from going over the cliff.

I can see it perfectly.. which is kinda weird.

I mean, do you get it? He gets kicked out of all these schools because everyone's too snobby or mean for him. Or too 'pervey' or 'sexy' ( sexually oriented, not sexually appealing. ) He has.. so many standards, and not one school meets them.

Instead of learning everything, he just wants to protect little kids from falling off a cliff.

It's weird.

AFO was great, by the way.

I almost got to make out with that really hot gay kid from JACon, remember? The one that was REALLY hot, but he was gay, and I was all like "NOOOO!"

I know his name now.. It's Ryan.

And hey, atleast he touched me e----e;;

I swear, his boyfriend was liek.. stoned during the rave. He's like "OH MY GODDDD! HAHAHAHHA!" and I'm like "XDDD HIE! What's your name?" and he's like "It's.. GIOVANNI... which is Itallian for JOHN! HAHAHA!" and I'm like "If I was a boy, I'd probably be named John. HAHAHA" and he's like "OH MY GODDDD! HAHAHAHHA!"

XDDDD

I love gay boys.

My mom told me later that apparentally Giovanni was looking at Jade and I too much for Ryan's tastes, thusly Ryan was a bit upset.

But for honest, I gave Giovanni the Wood Clow card I have ( Jadie bought the Clow cards for me <3<3 ) 'cause Keroberos sensed a Clow card and Giovanni said it was in his pants -- and it was the Wood xDD Ryan pulled him away, telling me he'd find it.

Then later, Ryan was at dinner, and Giovanni's like "Hey, if you give me another Clow card, I'll let you make out with my boyfriend" and I'm like "O---------O NOOOOO! WHY ARE THEY AT THE HOTEL ROOM!?" and he's like "If you give me two, I'll make sure you have a good time XD" And I'm like "AUGHHH! ~falls over~"

And I did fall over.

And my pimp hat fell over.

But FREAKIN' A! I WAS SO.. FUCKING.. CLOSE!

~sobs~

HE WAS SO PRETTY!

~dead~

Maybe if I lose some weight by next con, Ryan won't need bribes to make out with me.. hmnnnnn..

<-------<;;

Mlehehe..

xDDD

~the evil plotting continues~

<3<3

Emily: My voice is like... really low right now. o----------------o
Emily: Nevermind, it just elevated.
Emily: I'M GOING THROUGH PUBERTY. XD
Oscar: yay
Oscar: i'll be there in a jiffy