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:: 2006 20 November :: 11.09pm

Apparently Danny got in a really bad car accident.

If when I come back from France I've gained a lot of weight, will you still love me?

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:: 2006 20 November :: 6.32pm
:: Mood: contemplative

I lay down exhausted,
But sleep will not come.

I get up,
Wash my face,
Put on new night clothes.
But sleep,
Sleep will not come.

I cease my thoughts,
Lie blank, staring.
But sleep,
Sleep will not come.

I recite these lines,
An unorthodox prayer.
My eye lids grow heavy,
I try to remember these lines
For the morning.
Creativity comes,
In this void of time.
When all I wish is
To remember until morning.
And sleep,
Sleep comes,
At a most inappropriate time.

:: 2006 20 November :: 3.18pm

ANT 175 Archeaology of the Americas
EDU 107 Intro to Education
ENG 175 Intro to literary analysis
ENG 232 American Lit Real-present
PSC 105 Intro to amer. govern.
MUS 186U UNIVERSITY BAND!!

All of my classes are in the same building, except for uband of course, and they're all on MWF.

Heh. 16 credit hours, baby.

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:: 2006 20 November :: 9.06am

I'm safely back in Michigan. After 14+ hours of travel each way. Can you believe I didn't see the light for 12 hours?! At least. I mean the sun went down in Georgia around 6 and didn't come up in Michigan till like 7:30. But see those times are irrelevant now. I mean I learned my perception of time isn't crazy. It's actually pretty natural. But since I'm in school and work and all that bullshit I have to go with that senseless "linear time" model. Alas, alas, one day it will be behind me.

On the business side of things the weekend was waaaaaaaaay more than I EVER could've expeceted. I mean I just didn't know about these people. Where have they been hiding? I mean we all hear the myths of the saints, the food-not-bombers, the wandering hippies and the puppetistas. But to meet them in the flesh is another thing entirely. They had the world to offer me and I had nothing to offer them but my energy and my gratitude. We're really close to beating this though, if anyone cares you should write to your reps. Fuck being "anarchistly politically correct". If legislation gets the job done, it gets the job done. When I am of sound mind I'll give some specifics if anyone's interested. (even if you're not)

I'm sorry if none of this made sense. You don't understand, I was reborn.

:: 2006 19 November :: 11.07pm

Laundry.
Tired.
Grumpy.

No energy for a real entry, although I have so much bottled up inside that I need to write about that one will be coming soon. I hate how when I wait to write, everything just doesn't come out right. When the passion for the moment has been replaced by reason and thought, I've lost any spark of creativity I might have possessed. Everything just comes out wrong after I mull it over.

Michelle

:: 2006 18 November :: 4.57pm
:: Mood: contemplative

I'm so excited that my car is fixed. I just went and got it from the parking lot in no man's land, and went and put gas in her (and got a cherry coke). I drove her all around and it made me happy.

And, I have half way good shifts for Thanksgiving weekend. 3p-11:30p on Thurs, Fri, and Sat. Of course, I'm sure I'll be staying into the wee hours on Thursday night/ Friday morning. Friday is what we in retail call "Black Friday". It's the most busy shopping day of the entire year, and it all started with the four a.m. sales. Last year they had lines of thirty people at all the open registers at four a.m.

The holiday season is starting!

Michelle

:: 2006 18 November :: 2.11pm
:: Mood: cranky

It's like when you eat all of the marshmallows out of the alphabets box and all you're left with is the dry, tasteless, cardboard-like letters.

I figured out all the classes I need to take to graduate from college. From my calculations, I have to take 17 credit hours every semester to get out of here in four years.

Sometimes I feel like the world is just trying to screw me over on purpose.

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:: 2006 17 November :: 2.03am

Things that are awesome:

Doing a last minute presentation preparation on Nintendo and procrastinating by watching videos of people playing the Wii for the first time. Tee hee. The old Japanese couple is so cute! It's really funny to see how they react to the controller. I want to see my dad play the Wii. That would be hilarious.

:: 2006 16 November :: 4.55pm

Headache.

Stomach Ache.

Tontie.

I love the tinkling sound of frozen water droplets bombarding the dead brown leaves that hang lifeless on the tree.

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:: 2006 16 November :: 3.38pm
:: Mood: calm

It's my birthday.
Happy 18th birthday to me!!

♥

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:: 2006 15 November :: 10.58pm

Things that are awesome about Ashland, Oregon:

They have a Tree Commission.

Said commission votes on a Tree of the Year.

They had a Car Free Day that encouraged people to seek other forms of transportation apart from cars.

Southern Oregon University has family housing and they define a couple as "two (2) individuals of the opposite or same gender who live together in an intimate, long-term relationship of indefinite duration with an exclusive mutual commitment in which partners share the necessities of life and agree to be financially responsible for each other's welfare, including living expenses."

I want to live there. It is such a cute town.

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:: 2006 15 November :: 5.55pm

Poised, Ready, Forgetful.

Forgive me, for I have been cranky.

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:: 2006 14 November :: 10.18pm

If we didn't get along, you would tell me, right?

If I got on your nerves, you would tell me, right?

If we snipped at each other, you would tell me, right?

If I grumbled and was annoying and we argued and were horrible friends, you would tell me, right?

Right?

Because apparently you haven't. And I was. And I'm sorry.

:: 2006 14 November :: 8.30pm

A very emotional night.

Add that to the fact that I'm pms and irritable and I have a ton of homework to do and an exam tomorrow...

and that makes me a mess.

The girl that sits next to me in U-Band is such a bitch. So I talked to the director after rehearsal and asked if I could move. The director told me that she would move the other girl and that she knew the girl was a control freak and said mean things to me.

Stupid me. If it wasn't for all these hormone things, I wouldn't have started tearing up. But I did.

Goodness, sometimes I'm such a huge baby.

Michelle