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eddy

:: 2005 24 November :: 1.46am

Gawd! Why are a lot of gay men soo fricken attractive?? >< and its not even that they take better care of themselves. Its not fair!!!!! *shakes fist in anger*

Oh yeah....and for some reason i always get a ton of black guys that wanna meet me on hotornot. I find that strange....

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eddy

:: 2005 24 November :: 12.36am


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Rate Me: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10


You better give me a ten! lol. I had a 9.5 for a little while, and i was excited. Of course that was only on two votes but whatever >.> Id like to think I was hott.

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eddy

:: 2005 24 November :: 12.12am
:: Music: HIM

Man, I love Drawn Together. That show fricken rocks XD today, spanky ham fake homo married Xander for health insurance benefits that Xander gets from his questing liscence. Lol. And yes, its not married, its homo married. Im pirating again at the moment, lol. Im getting H.I.M.'s new Dark Light CD. shame shame on me.

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eddy

:: 2005 22 November :: 4.48pm
:: Mood: Dancerific
:: Music: Gorillaz - DARE

Weird Dreams
Oh yes, I just remembered my dream from last night. I was drunk for some reason, I don't remember the actual drinking part, I just know I was drunk and I was outside in the dark and I remember trying to focus really hard on walking and stuff like that. Its wierd cuz i've never been drunk in my life and have no idea what its like to be so. Yes.....quite odd.

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eddy

:: 2005 20 November :: 11.11pm

Its done....
Wow, this play has taken up so much of my time and energy, but i enjoyed it ever so much, i always do. Im gonna miss doing this every year. I guess I can still come back and help next year after i graduate, but we can only do it one year after we graduate H says. That makes me happy. I love the kids show, and Saturday's show. They're the greatest, the little kids because they get so into it and they make it a lot more fun for the actors. I like Saturday's show because they change they're lines around a lot and its always funny. : D Woo! I'm excited that there is only 2 days of school this week, I need the good old sleeping in thing. I've been really tired lately. Went to strike today (where we go and take all the set apart from the play) got there at four, H said we should have been done around 8, i didnt get home till about quarter after 10 lol. He was a little angry that so few people actually showed up. We cleared out the costume closet and threw some useless crap away. I had fun in there, putting on all the different costumes lol. There was an awesome skeleton mask that had some kick butt glove thingies with it, and i put a really old graduation gown over it and was walking around sort of scaring people. Hahah! I never even knew we had a costume closet before today. Hmmm... oh yeah, i got my mom and Darrell to go! And Jessica attacked my mom without knowing it was her lol. Then i got another monkey to do it again. They left before i got my rose though, that makes me sad.....speaking of which...i forgot my rose at Jessica's!! dammit! oh well...ill get it later. I love cast parties! The down time between shows is the best part i think. IHOP wasn't very good this year either, but at least there were no fire trucks and ambulances this time. Yep.....I really really really wanna see Wicked. I'm listening to it now, hehe. I'm gonna try to get my mom to take me to see it when we go to Chicago again in January...if its still playing then. Hmmm....well i think that's it for now.....I said quite a bit, that doest happen very often. Heh...oh yeah....Tom isn't gay!

Oh yeah! I saw Charlie and the Chocolate Factory finally on Friday between shows! It was on a giant screen in the auditorium, so i didnt quite get to see it in imax, but it was pretty darn close, and it was free too! Im in love with that movie now. Tim Burton is a fricken genious, I love him! (In a platonic way, lol)

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eyesofcrystal

:: 2005 20 November :: 9.12pm

Holy Crap!! These past 4 days have been INSANE!! I spent most of those 4 days at school. On Thursday, i was at school for 16 hours (7 in classes and the rest doing stuff after school for the play) Friday I spent 17 hours there, and then Saturday I spent 13 hours there. All of this was for the play. And after being there early in the morning and then late at night, i had to wake up again today and spend 4 hours sewing with my mom for school!! Yikes. I love being with my mom, but not when all we are doing is sitting there sewing!!

So i should sleep good tonight...and thank God there are only 2 days of school this week!!

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chelthesmell

:: 2005 16 November :: 9.50pm

AGH! IT STOPPED SNOWING!!! =(

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chelthesmell

:: 2005 16 November :: 9.40pm
:: Mood: better
:: Music: lost

i hope we dont have school tomorrow!!! =) *crosses fingers*
welp, i think i shamed my mom into coming saturday. shes going to have my sister come too. i think ashley might come also. if anyone wants to come i'm sure you can either ride w/or follow my mom. it's at byron center. i think i perform around 10:00 am. but i perform like 3 different times. first we do one dance (the one we did at the bball game) then we do our kick line routine and then later we do our other dance. i think michigan states dance team is going to perform too so i think that would be fun to watch. but yes...i'm pretty pumped. also a little nervous. but i'm going to go. lost is on. pretty exciting.

later gaters...
*$$Ch-Ch-Chel-Unit$$*

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chelthesmell

:: 2005 15 November :: 9.02pm
:: Mood: heart broken

its wonderful to know that noone in this house cares about me and the things and do and think are important, yet they always want me to come watch them play. but oh, noone wants to go to my first effing poms compitition. it really important to me. its the first thing i've been good at and loved for a while now and noone cares. well thanks a whole fucking lot. dick heads! see if i ever watch them play music again!...

oh and now im grounded because i have feelings and they are hurt because noone wants to see me dance. what good parenting. and they wonder why im fucked up....dumb asses!

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chelthesmell

:: 2005 14 November :: 9.56pm

im tired...everyone appologized today, hil-fricken-larious! indeed...

welp...night!

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EyesOfCrystal

:: 2005 13 December :: 4.15pm

What a boring frikin day! Jesus Christ, i do not know what i am going to do when Im done with school. If i dont get my scholarship i think i might just die. I go crazy over some weekends and summer breaks...so imagine what will happen when im done with school.

As of now, i am playing Soul Calibur III, but i needed to take a break because i was on the brink of smashing either the playstation2, the controller, or the tv. And we dont want that. I have been trying to beat this frikin guy in the game for about 3 hours, i finally did....and then about 5 minutes later i got my ass whipped and lost the game. Then, i got lucky one more time and beat him again after about another hour, but then in the middle of the game, i set the controller down, reached over and got a drink of water, accidentally pulled out the controller, and i guess thats bad because once i did, the game stopped and went back to the main screen and i had to start over. Grrr. I hate when video games get hard.

*sigh* other than that i suppose things are going good. There is only a month and 7 days until my birthday. Yay! I turn 18! Not that its a super huge deal. Theres only so much more you can do at 18 and thats smoke, which i dont do, go to strip clubs, which i wont do much ;) haha, gamble, which i might do, and vote, which i will do. Oh, I do get to try to get my licence though, so hopefully i can get a car, but thats not looking like it will happen when i wanted it to. I guess i should stop hearing people wrong. Ohwell... thats al for now.

Later.

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chelthesmell

:: 2005 13 November :: 2.16pm
:: Music: elvis - love me tender

yeah so the party started out good for awhile then things got out of hand. some people cant just grow up i suppose. oh well. im never having another party again. oh well...thats done and over with...

i got about 3 hours of sleep...and i have to work at 4...=|

i cant wait till christmas! i asked for everything elvis!lol! yay!

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eddy

:: 2005 12 November :: 11.35am
:: Music: Tenacious D

Gawd!
Dammit....I had a sore throat yesterday...and i woke up this morning all excited cuz it didnt hurt anymore, but now i cant talk hardly at all. Its annoying as crap! I really hope it goes away by 5. Im going to Chelseas surprise birthday party for Ashley! yay! :D its gonna be so much fun! I got her a k'nex wolverine dude (from X-men) cuz Chelsea said she liked wolverine. lol. I also got her a bag of m&m's in case she didnt like the wolverine dude for some reason lol. Wow, the backdrop for the play is fricken awesome looking. It looked really great. I lost my 6 dollors for my shirt yesterday too, im so bummed, I had to give H 3 dollars that was supposed to go to my mom, and now i owe him 3 still. It makes me soo mad when i lose money! argh! >< I can't go to practice on Sunday either, I have plans, and I talked to H about it and he said as long as i could work something out with Andy Doug, which i did. So im good. Uhh......took a shower a little while ago..my hair smells sexy again XD lol. I used my So Sexy shampoo and conditioner by Victoria's Secret. I love it. It makes my hair smell sexy and the smell stays for a really long time! yeah! lol. Wow....uh....hmmm. I thought there was something else to say, but i cant remember now, lol. I guess ill post it later if i remember :D

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eddy

:: 2005 9 November :: 7.06pm
:: Music: Fall Out Boy

Awesome. Not much has happened, but yeah, lets see..... I got my senior picture proofs back. Don't really like them though. Lol. I vacuumed my room in my underwear last night, that was fun. Blinds closed of course. Then i did some yoga. Thats always fun. uhhh....the play is lots of fun! i cant wait! but then i can, cuz right afterwards its gonna end and i dont like that.....uh...more later maybe lol

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eddy

:: 2005 9 November :: 7.05pm
:: Music: The Postal Service

Wee! Quizes again!

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Fuck yeah! Id soooo bang Sonic.

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chelthesmell

:: 2005 8 November :: 9.03pm

yeah well, thursday the rest of the poms team and i are performing at the basketball game. you people should come. *cough*eddymindyjessica*cough*cough* lol. and...i dont have school on friday *score!* i have to get decorations and clean. i also have to rake the yard. we have like an ankle deep blanket of leaves in our whole yard. lol. its in-fricken-sane. lol! yeah, yep...uhhuh...BYE!!!

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chelthesmell

:: 2005 7 November :: 8.07pm

im dying my hair right now as we speak. its going to be light red and then i have reddish-brownish high lights im going to put in it in a few days and then i have black dye that im going to put in it, but not all of just. im just going to make its black streaks. i got some of ash's birthday presents today. awesome i do say. welp, i think i have to wash my hair out soon...later gaters!

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eddy

:: 2005 7 November :: 7.34pm
:: Music: Tenacious D - Fuck her Gently

...............
John's my bitch.


......oh yeah.....its not happening....*sigh*gawd....should have seen that one coming...

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eddy

:: 2005 6 November :: 8.07pm

Some more Quizes
Woo! Got my senior picture proofs back. Frankly, I think I look like poop in almost all of them. I hate my smile so much......

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chelthesmell

:: 2005 6 November :: 1.33pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: fall out boy - champagne for my real friends, real pain for my Sham friends

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chelthesmell

:: 2005 3 November :: 9.41pm

ok...im not going to the fall out boy concert. mike couldnt get tickets in time cause his friend was being dumb but were going to a different concert in about a month. i dont know what concert yet. its a surprise i guess but he says i'll like it. i told him i better or else i'll be pissed! OH MY GOD!!! I THINK I JUST FIGURED OUT WHAT IT WAS!!! AGGHH!!! OH MY FLIPPING GOD! I HOPE SO! EEKKK!!!! AHH!


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chelthesmell

:: 2005 3 November :: 4.05pm
:: Music: falloutboy-out lawyer made us change the name of this song so we wouldnt get sued

today was a whole lot better than the last few days have been. like i smiled alot today. it felt good. i sorta didnt let anything bother me. might have been a bitch a time or two but its ok with me. im sick of being nice and not getting any nice-ness in return. im sick of worrying about other people and no one worrying about me. pisses me right off. but oh well. this weekend should be fun. so far i dont have to work at all this saturday, lets hope it stays that way.

the kitties names are back to Elvis and Pink Floyd. its only natural. yay! makes me smile =)

HOPEFULLY im going to the fall out boy concert! i cant wait! i have the best boyfriend!

tomorrow we're chairing in band and yeah...i need to practice so i dont get last chair lol. that would suck dick! lol!

welp...im off!

tata!

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chelthesmell

:: 2005 1 November :: 9.27pm

woke up today, so depressed. just went back to bed. didnt get to school until lunch. and i didnt talk to anyone. i was sitting alone by myself for awhile, then my friends brook and lacey came up and sat with me. made me feel a little better. brook knew something was wrong. she said she could see it in my eyes. she could tell that i was crying earlier and that i was upset and such. and i was like great...lol. but yeah, my day sucked. i was sad all day until poms practice. that made me smile. i have fun people. i like it. my mom is really worried about me. i think she thinks im going to like kill myself or something but im not going to. i miss mike. i dont know...i feel so...shity. i hate it. i had to like drag myself out of bed and it was like 10 30 or something. i needed to go though cause i needed to go to poms. we only have lik 5 practices left till our first compitition. im soo nervous! beyond belief! its in-fricken-sane! i dont know how to control my emotions and everything. it sucks. i feel like crying. i went into the bathroom to take a shower this morning and i sat on the toilet, looked at my kittens, and just started bawling. i didnt know what was wrong. all i know is, it hurts. hurts like hell. like i have a broken heart for no reason. i dont like. my mom is being a bitch though. im sick of it. she doesnt realize...errg how easily pissed i get now


ugh...bye!

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chelthesmell

:: 2005 31 October :: 9.48pm
:: Mood: bummed out

bums me out
welp, good halloween i guess. except for the school part. i swear, our school is full of so much drama people have drama coming out of their asses. i found out today, my friends arent really my friends. they all talk about me and ash and there are reasons i guess why they dont want to have anything to do with us. i've desided...fuck them! i dont need any of them. i got ash, mike, jarred, mariano and you guys! i hate this. i really cant wait until im not forced to see theses people again in my life. i hate this, i hate them. fuck it all...fuck them all....i hope they choke on their candy...=(


ruins my day....*tear*

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chelthesmell

:: 2005 30 October :: 7.21pm
:: Music: C'mon Baby- wakefield

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRAVID DAVID!!!

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chelthesmell

:: 2005 29 October :: 8.36pm
:: Music: staind - right here waiting

welp things have been ok lately. not too bad, not too good. was going to go to mindys and party with her tonight but mom said no cause i have to work in the morning. might be a good idea i suppose...who knows.

i was suppose to go to fremont with ashley last night and we were going to hang out and go to the haunting and such but my mom said she didnt want me driving that far because my car is a peice of shit. it was upsetting. i really wanted to go. i miss him. he misses me. it blows...i tried calling but no one answered. i'll call back later.

in other news...i got two kitties! =) they are soo cute! i named them Elvis and Pink Floyd and they are both girls but my mom and ash were all like they need girl names cause its confusing and yada yada yada...and i was like ugh! fine! so i named them Yoko Ono and Persilla but then i changed my mind and i named them Marilyn and Audree after Marilyn Monroe and Audree Hepburn. i like it..but not as much as i like Pink Floyd and Elvis...=( those were some good ones. dang them all!

welp yeah...i suppose i'll be going now.

later gaters!!

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eddy

:: 2005 29 October :: 7.51pm

Look at me,
My depth perception must be off again,
Cuz this hurts much deeper than i thought it did.
It has not healed with time,
It just shot down my spine

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Ehhhh......sunnova bitch....mo fo....ass fucker.....shit faced cock master.....

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eddy

:: 2005 29 October :: 6.22pm
:: Music: OMG....The fricken Backstreet Boys

ERGH!
Dangit that boy! Gah! Hes really bad at calling when he says hes gonna. I was sposed to go visit him today, but he didnt call me yet >.>
Oh yeah!! Senior pictures for me today!! Im so exausted now. I could take a nap. Or two. Im sooo effing bored!!! Somebody do something with me today!!! or tomorrow!!! I have no idea what im doing for Halloween either. I hope I do something. It would be sad if I did nothing for Halloween. *sigh*

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chelthesmell

:: 2005 26 October :: 9.26pm

im going to be Janis Joplin for halloween...=)

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eddy

:: 2005 26 October :: 7.43pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: Evanescence - My Last Breath

New Sites
Woo! I totally got a Deviant account------> DeviantART!

I got a Myspace too, ------>Myspace!

Oh YEAH! XD

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