.:love:.

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:: 2005 2 August :: 6.33pm
:: Mood: Read-ish. Or something.
:: Music: Revenga -- S.O.A.D.

My Sweet Revenge, it's in the making, it's for the taking..
Hee. Journal layout updated. FINALLY. Jesus!

I made this for Jade. But I liked it. So I used it.

Don't hate me, Jadey <3

I'm reading Catcher in the Rye. Kinda have to. For school, you know? It's okay.

Holden Caulfield ( the main character ) judges people a lot. He calls them 'phonies' and the like. He says damn and goddam a lot, too ( I'm underlining and I'm going to count to see how many times exactly xD ) He's in New York, but he speaks like he's British o--O Guess that's how it was in earlier America. Or something. I should see when it was published, perhaps I'll get a better feel for it.

I hope I finish it soon. I still have to read One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest. I'm so good.

Oh well. I bet Keith hasn't done one damn thing for his reading yet. So THERE.

<3

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:: 2005 29 July :: 10.07am
:: Mood: Eh.

ml33p
Take the quiz: "What My Chemical Romance Band Member Are YOU!"

Gerard Way
Leader and really cute too! Love You

Lmao, whee?

Anyways, I'm off to be some ambassador crap at SYC. Today's the finale festival. EXCITING. I've been reading Catcher in the Rye ( I'm on the 5th chapter ) and it's kinda weird.. I mean, the kid ( Holden -- 16 ) He says 'boy' a lot, and horsing around, and good-by. That's not properly spelt >----< It's kinda rubbing off on me, how he talks. It's.. horrible. I liked my literate self. Holden.. is partially literate. MLEH.

Yeah. So there's my piece.

I before E, except after C.

<3

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:: 2005 11 July :: 11.57pm
:: Mood: Showered
:: Music: TV

Hey
I'll update my layout soon, I promise T----T

Camp has been good to me.

Apparentally I miss Yasumi x---X Dayumn.

Not much has happened, but I'm alive.

<3

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:: 2005 19 June :: 2.05pm
:: Mood: w3rd
:: Music: Rapture (Tastes so Sweet) - Iio

Oh geez
I gotta be cool, tooo! o----o

01] Who are you, what's our relationship:
02] How and where did we meet:
03] What's my middle name:
04] How long have you known me:
05] Tell me one good thing about myself:
06] When you first saw me what was your impression:
07] My age:
08] My birthday:
09] My favorite band at the moment:
10] Colour eyes:
11] Do i have any siblings:
12] Have you ever had a crush on me:
13] What's one of my favorite things to do:
14] Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
15] Describe me in 3 words:
16] Name 5 things I love:
17] Do you think I'm good looking:
18] How would you describe me to someone:
19] Would you ever date me:
20] Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21] What do you like most about me:
22] If we could spend a day together what would we do:
23] Have we ever gotten in a fight:
24] Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
25] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
26] What do you think my weakness is?
27] Do you think I'll get married?
28] What makes me happy?
29] What makes me sad?
30] What reminds you of me?
31] If you could give me anything what would it be?
32] When's the last time you saw me?
33] Do you think our ...friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
34] Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
35] Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?
36] If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
37] What song (if any) reminds you of me?
38] If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
39] Do we 'hang'?
40] Do I cross your mind at least once a day?

<3

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:: 2005 18 June :: 5.52pm
:: Mood: Elatedly Spasmodic
:: Music: Filthy/Gorgeous - Scissor Sisters

YESSSS
XDDDD

Numa Numa SO just came onto Yahoo! LaunchRADIO.

I was like... "YESSSSSSSSS"

And they translated it, too! XDDD

I'm listening to the "Scissor Sisters" now.

But.. it doesn't quite sound like sisters to me o---O

If yoo know what I mean.

<3

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:: 2005 13 June :: 4.18pm
:: Mood: Elated.

My Faery Dream
Okay, so I was at this new day of school or something, and I had a little purse and a back-pack thing, I don't know why. By close to the end of the day I had lost the purse and left the back pack crud with Eli and then I found the purse but I couldn't find Eli! I guess it didn't really matter that much. Then there was this crazy guy who wanted to ass rape my dad ( I think that's who it was, it could of been my other cousin, Brad ) and Kristen ( my cousin, Brad' sister ) So that was scary. We were baracading the doors and there would be these little flecks all around that were.. faeries or something?

So you'd shoo the off by balling your fingers into the crook of your thumbs, then flicking them out really quickly. You'd do this repeatedly and they'd go away. It was some kind of magic or another. So we did that but he some how got in and we were fighting him with the finger-flicking, and you'd blow on him 'cause that was magic, too, somehow. I don't know!

So then we get out of the house, whoever-man-it-was, Kristen, my little LITTLE brothers and I. ( I don't know, Dave musta been 6 and JJ 4 or something ) So we're runnin' and then we're at this banquet ( my memory's fading, it's been about a half hour since I woke up ) and everyone's eating and I'm like "Don't eat, Jesus, can't you see it's faery food?!" 'cause I guess I knew it would brain wash you or something. But I was REALLY hungry, so I ate like.. a peice of bread or something. I do like the bread e----e

Then this dog got up in between us and I flicked at him and he shrunk away xDD And then a cat got on the table and I was like "FAERY CAT!" and stabbed it with my spoon..? And it.. SANK INTO THE TABLE! So you could only see it's back and I kept, like, stabbing it until it went away xD 'Cause I'm a loser like that, then I got everyone up and we started running, and I had my spoon of power. I some how like.. turned into one of the Sailor Stars? o---o I think I mighta been Yaten.. I don't remember, but it was weird.

Okay. Yeah. Wow.

FAERY CAT! >---<

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:: 2005 9 June :: 3.04pm
:: Mood: AUGHHH!
:: Music: My heart beat. ( My ear's stuffed up o---o )

WOMG! >
NEVER.. TAKE.. DAYQUILL!

YOO WEEL DIEEE!!

Okay, so I was taking a pill for my cold ( which I STILL have >< ) and totally gagged. I was like "o-----o BLEAHEAHDASDHH! ~shpit~ Ewww" so I thought "Mmkay, I'll just take some cough syrup." To me, syrup ees SOU much better than.. a peel. Sure, eet tastes liek ze shitz, but eh! Eh! You can't gag on it, riet?! WRONG! LOSER!

So I find the DayQuil, oukay? "Hmn! Only two tablespoons! Shouldn't be THAT BAD!" WRONG.. AGEN! LOSER! >
Sou's I pour the vile orange liquid eento ze leetle cup-ee thing. "Hmn.. doesn't smell to bad" Okay, it didn't really smell bad, but whatever, WRONG! SOME MORE! LOSER!

So I start drinking the stuff and I almost gag again! Not only is it thick and crazy menthol, the menthol ees SOU.. STRONG that my THROAT ees on FIERRRRRRR! FIAAAAA! Sweet Jesus! So basically, today's psychosis is that of a doctor..

"HURT THEM.. to HEAAAAAL THEMMM!"

Yoo knou what, doc? I should hurt yoo tou heal meee! ~scalple!

"OH SWEET JESUS, NOOO!"

BWAHAHAHAHAH! ~spurt, slirt, slash, cut, cadaver~

Okay. It's shower time. Maybe. Hopefully Steven doesn't hate me still and will drive me to UTurn. Sou I can see some shmexies.. ~cough~Alex~cough~

Yeah.

I love you Steven.. ~mumblesnickergigglesnort~

e------e;

Keith, why aren't you at my house?

And JADE, why aren't YOO at MAI HOUZ!?!?!

And Naomi, I'm still REALLY sorry about yezterdai, mannn.

And GERARD WAY, WHY AREN'T YOU AT MY HOUSE?! T----T

Love, my darlings, love.

~ Zeh Emz ~

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:: 2005 1 June :: 12.44pm
:: Mood: Stuffed up
:: Music: The Rain

Fairy tales and thunder shouts
Hi.

I love rain.

When it storms.. I like it.

Yeaaaah..

I dreamt I had to go see a play so I was wandering around this play house and I bumped into this guy and then somehow I was at, like, Toys R Us or something.. Maybe it was Publix, but then i was back at the play house and the guy told me he had to take me to a play, so I was like.. okay. And so then he started walking away, so I ran after him 'cause I needed to know his name and he was like.. a prince..? o.0;

Dream = random.

Maybe I need a fairy tale boi?

xDDD

<3

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:: 2005 31 May :: 9.30pm
:: Mood: Mlegm.
:: Music: --

Ouch. ~cough, hack~
Oh geez.

I'm gonna chop off my hair tonight, I think.

And no wonder Oriental people are so freakin' skinny.. their food is practically super-yummy laxatives!

Oh, and Keith hates me.

He was brushing Naomi and I off all day.

And I'm sad.

I got home and went to sleep 'til 7 because I was so sad.

I'm still really sad..

Because I can't live without him.

Yeah.

There..

Umn..

Bai..

<<;

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:: 2005 30 May :: 11.18am
:: Mood: Tired/clogged
:: Music: Typing

Whee? <<
I think my bladder hurts. I just ended my period a few days ago so it's not that starting up again. My neck feels funny, so I think I slept weird.

I need to brush my teeth x-----X

Jade still slumbers soundly, but Naomi on her Bike of Whee hath already passed the great front gate to Emily's Castle.. I'm naming my castle Sanctus e-----------e

Or.. maybe something else..

~goes in search of a most awesome Latin name for her "castle"~

Edulis Castle - Edible castle xD

Effrenus Castle - Wild castle e--------e

Yeah, Naomi's here.

<3!!

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:: 2005 27 May :: 6.33pm
:: Mood: Hot.
:: Music: Some funky dance music

Mm.. Indians.
Ew. I should be cleaning.

Exams are over.

FANCYYY!

Jade said my boots arrived ^-------------------^

FANCIERRR!

Womg, three day weekend

YEY!

Okay. Yeah.

Love <3

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:: 2005 24 May :: 11.56pm
:: Mood: Stuffy
:: Music: TV

<3
Yeah, well, I forgot during the month of May to do a new layout, so I thought I'd get a jump on June.

Isn't it shmexy?

That's like.. my new word.

I need some water.

It's exam week. I get up at 10 tomorrow. Yummy.

Ew, I need to study for my PE exam. Not yummy.

Four pages of SPORTSLINESS!

Water tiiiime.

<3

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:: 2005 24 May :: 11.32pm
:: Mood: Safe.
:: Music: Daily Show

Kim Possible
Kim Jung Il has enough stuff to make 5 or 6 nuclear weapons.

I feel safe.

<3

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:: 2005 18 May :: 10.17pm
:: Mood: Scared

o.o;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
I.. just pulled.. a two-inch grey hair..

off of my back.. o.o;;;;;;;;

It wasn't head-hair.. It wasn't cat hair...

It was attached..........

EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!

TT-TT!!!!

~dies~

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:: 2005 12 May :: 3.21pm
:: Mood: Dead

Vanity.
I was in the car and hoped desperately for an epiphany.. but my hopes were in vain.

I dreamed wildly of a world with out violence.. though my dreams were in vain.

I wished silently for everyone to realize what they were doing.. alas, my wishes were in vain.

But I have learned today that I'm afraid to die.

<|3

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