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2005 2 May :: 5.11pm
:: Mood: A bit stressed; Special
:: Music: From First to Last
xDDD The lyrics to Emily
Smiles and her laughter
It's the only thing that I've been waiting for a time
Regardless of our distance and our hope... grows greater
Trapped by pretty eyes and letters for all time
... the only thing that I've been waiting for.
I hope it's something worth the waiting
'cause it's the only time I ever feel real
Thunderstorms could never stop me
'cause there's no one in the world like Emily
She's simple yet confusing
her sparkling eyes make me weak in my words, the tremble
days seem like years in this month of December
the winter coldens me for I have yet to sleep
and never will I give up trying 'cause you're everything to me
I hope it's something worth the waiting
It's the only time that I ever feel real
Thunderstorms could never stop me
'cause there's no one in the world like Emily
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LMAO! It's an actual song! Ahh! I love it! XDD
I feel special now
<3
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2005 28 April :: 10.17am
:: Mood: Flustered
The fight
o0p5 y3r d34d: And why aren't YOU at school?
o0p5 y3r d34d: And why aren't YOU at school?
o0p5 y3r d34d: I asked first.
o0p5 y3r d34d: I asked first.
o0p5 y3r d34d: LIAR
o0p5 y3r d34d: LIAR
o0p5 y3r d34d: AUGH! You're.. an imbecil!
o0p5 y3r d34d: AUGH! You're.. an imbecil!
o0p5 y3r d34d: No, you are!
o0p5 y3r d34d: No, you are!
o0p5 y3r d34d: NO YOU ARE
o0p5 y3r d34d: NO YOU ARE
o0p5 y3r d34d: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
o0p5 y3r d34d: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
o0p5 y3r d34d: I SCREAMED FIRST
o0p5 y3r d34d: I SCREAMED FIRST
o0p5 y3r d34d: NUH UH!
o0p5 y3r d34d: NUH UH!
o0p5 y3r d34d: NUH UH!
o0p5 y3r d34d: NUH UH!
o0p5 y3r d34d: Well I'm gonna go.. talk to Weston!
o0p5 y3r d34d: Well I'm gonna go.. talk to Weston!
o0p5 y3r d34d: NO I AM
o0p5 y3r d34d: NO I AM
o0p5 y3r d34d: YOU CAN'T HAVE HIM
o0p5 y3r d34d: YOU CAN'T HAVE HIM
o0p5 y3r d34d:
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
o0p5 y3r d34d:
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
o0p5 y3r d34d: <<; Get outta here!
o0p5 y3r d34d: <<; Get outta here!
o0p5 y3r d34d: No, you get outta here!
o0p5 y3r d34d: No, you get outta here!
o0p5 y3r d34d: You filthy animal!
o0p5 y3r d34d: You filthy animal!
o0p5 y3r d34d: AH! No I'm not!
o0p5 y3r d34d: AH! No I'm not!
o0p5 y3r d34d: GRAHH!
o0p5 y3r d34d: GRAHH!
o0p5 y3r d34d: SHUT UP
o0p5 y3r d34d: SHUT UP
o0p5 y3r d34d: You suck at life!
o0p5 y3r d34d: You suck at life!
o0p5 y3r d34d: NO YOU DO
o0p5 y3r d34d: NO YOU DO
o0p5 y3r d34d: OH MY GOD, YOU ARE INSUFFERABLE!
o0p5 y3r d34d: OH MY GOD, YOU ARE INSUFFERABLE!
o0p5 y3r d34d: I HATE YOOOOU!
o0p5 y3r d34d: I HATE YOOOOU!
o0p5 y3r d34d: No, I hate YOU
o0p5 y3r d34d: No, I hate YOU
o0p5 y3r d34d: No I hate YOU
o0p5 y3r d34d: No I hate YOU
o0p5 y3r d34d: No I hate YOU
o0p5 y3r d34d: No I hate YOU
o0p5 y3r d34d: GET OUT OF HERE
o0p5 y3r d34d: GET OUT OF HERE
o0p5 y3r d34d: PSH!
o0p5 y3r d34d: PSH!
Then I tried to block that ho, but it didn't go over to well..
Yeah..
BAI! ^^
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2005 18 April :: 7.03pm
A wonderful little smut by my lover Lon
Ron backed them up towards the shelves, his hands gripping the backs of her thighs. She thrust her tongue inside of his mouth. He tasted of pumpkin juice and something else she couldn’t quite describe.
Her fingers raked through his hair and she ground her hips into his. He moaned and buried his face into the crook of her neck lovingly.
"Gods.."
He wanted to have his way with her, the right way, clothes off. But the bell was to ring in just a few minutes. There wasn’t enough time to, but he didn’t have enough sanity not to.
"Ron, We can’t.."
She felt her back hit the dusty shelves and she unhooked one leg from his waist, he took the opportunity to drop his hands into the hooks of her knickers, dragging them down quickly and throwing them over his shoulder.
"Hurry.."
She made quick work of his pants, unzipping them and letting them fall around his ankles, he couldn’t take them off, time was running out.
He picked her up and she wrapped her legs around him, impaling herself on his cock. She covered his mouth with her own to capture his cries. He leaned her back and thrust into her. Kissing down her neck he bit her shoulder to keep from crying out when she clenched her muscles around him moments later.
"Ron.."
He spilled inside her. She gripped his shoulders as he held her. He panted into her neck.
Ring.
YESSSS!
Sou good!
<3!
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2005 15 April :: 5.42pm
:: Mood: Wheee!
<3
I am to leave tonight. At 7, hopefully. I'm so excited, but so drained o.0; I don't know why I'm so tired. Ah well.
I still need to compile the load of anime to watch. I need to back my little bits of clothing and I have yet to swiffer the floor. I have to mail Kala's letter..
Why am I sitting here?! I'm leaving in an hour! XDDD
<3!!
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2005 12 April :: 6.37pm
:: Mood: Sing-song
:: Music: The Thing That Should Not Be - Metallica
The Jade Song
Malic and Lethe, sitting in a tree
K-I-S-S-I-N-G
First comes biting, then comes blood
And then some loverly ice cream mud!
^^
I <3 Lethe
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2005 7 April :: 6.06pm
:: Mood: Ecstatic
:: Music: H.I.M.
Most Magical
Don't you love a badgirl? I sure do! My favorite badgirl is probably Yura of the Hair, shown near the bottom of this background (hand-made by Emily ^.~ ) holding a comb. Excellent.
I love this, actually. I'm very proud of myself. This was just a stroke of genius.
I'm feeling pretty good today. I made 4 Sailor Scout profiles for no reaosn at all o.0;; I was just like "Hehe.. Sailor Moon.. e.e;"
Then I thought up a really good idea for a website. It would be called "Anime geeks says SUGOI!" It would be l33t, but I wouldn't want it to be crappy, so I won't make it on tripod.
Oh my.. god..
Epiphany..
MYSPACE GROUP!!!
~happy dances~
HECK YES! Okay, you search me out if you have Myspace and if you're interested in this group, mmkay?
<3
"What? Come again? You know I don't speak Spanish!"
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2005 4 April :: 12.06am
:: Mood: ..
My heart hurts so bad.. knowing that I killed him.
I can't remove the picture, it stays for my eternity.
How I wish he lived up to his dreams.
But that is only in my own fantasies.
Internal powers wish me dead
But now, sweet prince, rest thy weary head
When the day doth rise, I may not be
For my soul has made a fool of me
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2005 24 March :: 11.58am
:: Mood: Explanitory
:: Music: Bury Me Deep Inside Your Heart -- H.I.M.
Emily's most-awesome description of the whole Ring Saga as of yet
Well, there's this tape. If you watch it, you get a phone call right after and there's a little scary voice that says "Seven days" and if you don't make a copy and show it to some one in a week, you'll get killed by this little girl that crawls out of the TV
So this lady watched the tape, ends up showing it to her ex-husband, her ex-husband dies, her son sees it, they make a copy and send it to dear old Grandpa. Before the ex-husband dies, the lady and he do all this detective work to learn about the tape.
It's about another lady and her daughter, Samara. The husband didn't want that lady to have Samara, so she strangled Samara and tossed her down a well. BUT! Samara was no ordinary little scary child, she had crazy powers that killed horses and stuff.
So Samara, in the well, produces some crazy tape to uphold her legacy. The lady of the story, Rachel, goes down the well and fishes out Samara's body. But in the second movie, you learn that was a bad move.
Anyways, Samara's out of the well and wreaking more havoc than ever. She's tormenting Rachel's son, chasing him around, blah blah blah. Rachel decides she needs to be little Miss Undercover again and does more research. Samara wasn't really Anna Morgan's child. Anna Morgan being the lady that strangled her.
So the real mother of Samara is in a psycho ward, making newspaper clipping every waking hour. She tells Rachel that she needs to kill her son to help him, that Rachel should listen to him, blah blah blah. So Rachel and her son and chilling at Rachel's co-worker's house 'cause she's scared of their house right now.
o0p5 y3r d34d: So Rachel goes home and Samara has possessed her son, so she drowns her son, brings him back to life, goes in the TV, screams "I'M NOT YOUR FUCKING MOMMY" and shoves Samara back in the well.
THE ENNND! For now
Heck yes! How cool am I?!
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2005 24 March :: 11.14am
:: Mood: Awake
:: Music: I Love You (Prelude to Tragedy) -- H.I.M.
Let me see here, my darling, but the harder I try, the more we grow apart. Please believe me.
The sweeter the kiss, the colder turn your arms, and the colder grows your heart, and, baby, more I love you.
I see it in your eyes, I feel it in your touch, I taste it from your lips, and, baby, more I love you.
I see it in your eyes, I feel it in your touch, I taste it from your lips, and, baby, more I love you.
Shouldn't I, my darling, the closer I get, the more your eyes are let, don't you feel it?
The colder your touch, the more it turns me on, and the faster beats my heart, and, baby, more I love you.
I see it in your eyes, I feel it in your touch, I taste it from your lips, and, baby, more I love you.
I see it in your eyes, I feel it in your touch, I taste it from your lips, and, baby, more I love you.
I see it in your eyes, I feel it in your touch, I taste it from your lips, and, baby, more I love you.
I see it in your eyes, I feel it in your touch, I taste it from your lips, and, baby, more I love you.
Wow, that's a hot song.
Uh, I had to get up early today.. it's 11 right now, I kinda got up a half an hour ago and Kimmie drove me home. Apparentally we're going some where with Nagy's... I don't know if this somewhere will be good for Emily o.o;
It's been quite amusing, my spring break so far.. Let's see if I can recall..
Friday: Ring 2 with Steven, Oscar, and my Jadie. Jadie slept over.
Saturday: Woke up deathly sick with my Jadie, ended up watching three movies and sleeping.
Sunday: Went home with my Jadie and went to Wilt Chamberlain's before going "boy shopping" with Lon. Of course, I wasn't shopping, I was chaperoning, though we didn't find any of interest. It was fun, we stayed in Barnes in Noble by Shadowood (or is it Borders?) 'til it closed (about 10 minutes after we got there). We then skittered over to Starbucks, got some coffee-like substance and sat and talked there for an hour. Loverly indeed. Jadie and I went home with Lon, and guess EFFING what?!
Jadie and I spent the night at Lon's! Whoosh!
Monday: Went home with Jade, went swimming, then went to Sushi Jazz, where I met up with my mommy and proceeded to my homely place.
Tuesday: Stayed home and did pretty much nothing. That's always good.
Wednesday: Got my XBox to work, so I did some hard-core l33t DDR for about 10 minutes before I died. I thought wheezing was a pretty good stopping point for myself. I took a shower (o.0; The first time since.. when? XDDD JK!) and thought I had art class so I gathered my things and we proceeded to the place of art.
Apparentally we didn't have any class (I wouldn't know, I haven't gone to the last two due to sickness), but I ended up getting an urgent summons to the Towncenter Mall where I happened upon Kimmie, Athena, Asja, Jade, Amanda, and *GASP!!* LAURA! I was most excited to see Laura, I'm sorry. I haven't hung with that child since she got a boyfriend. Thusly it's been about a month or two T.T
Anyways, I ended up sleeping at Jadie's after ordering some crack-happy Japanese food and watching SAILOR MOON (heck yesss!) and "Center Stage", this ballet movie. It's really good ^^
Thursday: Ugh, Kimmie woke me at 10 and I fell asleep for a half an hour before she started yelling for me, then which I flurried, grabbing my wallet, cell phone, and many bracelets. I'm glad I traveled simple. I didn't plan on sleeping over, so I really didn't have anything with me.
I kinda planned to go back to sleep with I got home, but I come upstairs to find my bed stripped of it's bed clothes.. My naughty bed, taking it all over when I'm gone. GOSH. Anyways, I dressed my bed up again, and I'm guessing I'm going for the dramatic look 'cause everything on top it pretty much white except for this one black, silken pillow with butterflies on it. Yum.
Well, I think I'm gonna sign this off. Much love, my home g-rizzles.
<3
"The colder your touch, the more it turns me onnnn.."
P.S. THAT LINE.. IS THE HOTTEST LYRIC IN THE WORLD! Not only is it hot in general, but VILLE.. THE HOTTEST MAN ALIVE (next to Johnny Depp and Gerard Way) SINGS IT!! It's all slow and sensual and like he means it.. ugh.. T.T
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2005 17 March :: 7.27pm
:: Music: Klaus Nomi
A poem
Part of sea is dizzy
i stomped the leaf
for bikes on bones
hold on to the phooones
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2005 16 March :: 12.06pm
:: Mood: Dizzy again
Hmn.. I'm kinda dizzy.
I really need to shower. I'll probably force myself into some laundry, too..
I'm home again today, but I'm going to school tomorrow.
I think my tummy box would fancy some sustenance.
Yey.
Love love
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2005 15 March :: 10.59am
:: Mood: Dizzy xX
Mlegm
Today I am sickie.
I guess I didn't spaz myself into a fever, or else it would be gone by now xDD
I'm having my hot streak right now.. been having it for about and hour, and I'm expecting a cold streak whenever it comes.
I love you all, you're magnificent to me and I don't appreciate you as much as I should. And can't seem to realize how much we truly love eachother.
On a lighter note, THAT'S MY PURSE! I DON'T KNOW YEWWW!
xD
<3
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2005 14 March :: 3.14pm
Maybe if I fall asleep forever, Keith won't hate me anymore.
Maybe if I fall asleep forever, my mom won't have to worry about me.
Maybe if I fall asleep forever, I won't feel sick over this.
Maybe if I fall asleep forever, everyone will be happy with eachother and themselves.
I kind of doubt the last one. I know I don't stunt EVERYONE's happiness or desired self-esteem levels.
But I do feel sick.
And I do feel like Keith hates me.
And I don't want my mom to worry.
My head hurts.. and I'm almost looking foreward to my math homework.
I wish you could hate me so dying would be easy.
I didn't want to cry, but I did.
I didn't want to yell at my mom, but I did.
And now.. I hope I digest myself in a pool of my own barf.
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2005 8 March :: 12.28pm
:: Mood: Congested o.o
:: Music: Thank You for The Venom - MCR
FCAT anyone?
I stayed home today.. 'cause I would of been in my third hour for four hours instead of just one. I wasn't missing too much today, either, I think I'm fine at home.
Except I have to clean.
And take care of my sickley old mother. Poor dear. I guess I don't mind running up and down the stairs, we'll just call it an involuntary work out.
JJ is sick today, too, poor kid. And I.. I have the SNUFFLES! T.T
So yeah, great fun in my sickly house.
Ooh! I went to Ren Fest on Sunday! And Diego's party on Saturday was an EFFING.. BLAST! AMANDAAAA! Where the hell were you?!?! Your camo-man was there! And in a TOGA, even!
P.S. Diego already had Sex Dice =p
Since I'm a horrible friend, I wait until the last last LAST possible second to get some one a present, so before his party, Melissa, Dylie, my mom, JJ, and I ran to CVS/pharmacy to get him a present. We picked out a lovely easter basket that included candy and a jump rope (xD) and found some 90% off Valentines stuff, THUS!!! We bought 6 pairs of "love cuffs" (cheap-ass shitty plastic hand cuffs.. they're red e.e;) for NINE CENTS EACH! YESSSS!
We bought each one we could find! It was so funny xD Amazingly awesome, too. So we gave him the easter basket and a pair of love cuffs (even though he already has WAY better ones xD)
Anyways, the party was fun, Ren Fest was KILLER! How is it NOT cool to wander around a bunch of people dressed as pirates and faeries and the like? If you found some reason for it to be not cool, well.. you're not cool. I'm sorry. =p
Yuh.. all's good.
It's only Tuesday...
I have some homeworkey things to do that I didn't do last night.
Fun pants.
My nose is stuffy.. T.T
<3
"If this is what you want, then fire at will"
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