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2011 6 August :: 2.37am
I can't win. I do the requirements and I get the cold shoulder.
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shalee
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2011 1 August :: 9.23pm
:: Mood: complacent
"I am alone in the world, and yet not alone enough to make each hour holy. I am lowly in this world, and yet not lowly enough for me to be just a thing to you, dark and shrewd. I want my will and I want to go with my will as it moves toward action. And I want, in those silent, somehow faltering times, to be with someone who knows, or else alone. I want to reflect everything about you, and I never want to be too blind or too ancient to keep your profound wavering image with me. I want to unfold. I don't want to be folded anywhere, because there, where I'm folded, I am a lie."
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2011 1 August :: 1.21pm
This pain is unbearable.
The ridiculous cost of my life is unbearable.
Being told there is nothing short of canceling my entertainment to lower the costs in my life is unacceptable.
I fucking hate this.
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godessalthena
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2011 31 July :: 8.26pm
Hanky panky
Ringy dingy
Feel the love
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godessalthena
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2011 31 July :: 2.12pm
Pinched nerve, arthritis acting up.. Snoring.
Nothing good :/
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godessalthena
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2011 28 July :: 8.55pm
and then you die.
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godessalthena
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2011 28 July :: 4.48pm
Life isn't fair. No matter how hard you work, no matter what you try.. You'll always end up unhappy. Nothing will be fine. Nothing will ever work out for the best.
Everything in my life has been a huge crapshoot. I'm walked on, looked down on, hated, unloved. And is it my fault? All I've ever done was try to have people love me. And it always blows up in my face.
Ultimatum is set. And I feel like you aren't taking it seriously.
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godessalthena
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2011 26 July :: 8.25pm
Sometimes it just feels better to give in.
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godessalthena
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2011 26 July :: 3.09am
I'm too fucking fat to be alive.
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2011 26 July :: 12.12am
I'm sick. For the first time in a long time :(
I'm exhausted. It's the one week I signed up for OT. Of course.
I'm all achey and the sick warm. Ew.
And I can't see Liv til I'm better :(
He birthday was a lot of fun tho. RINGY DINGY BITCHEZ
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godessalthena
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2011 25 July :: 1.21pm
She's finally fucking gone.
Tho I still have the urge to punch her in the fucking face.
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godessalthena
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2011 23 July :: 8.26pm
Icky mauve will soon turn into watermelon!
To put in black dots or not.. Choices, choices :3
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2011 21 July :: 9.09pm
I am a worthless sack of shit.
I don't deserve happiness.
I don't deserve life.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
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godessalthena
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2011 19 July :: 11.18pm
My heart is heavy.
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shalee
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2011 19 July :: 10.40pm
:: Mood: awake
If you have to ask, you will never know. If you know, you need only ask.
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godessalthena
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2011 18 July :: 10.32pm
If you have a minute why dont we go talk about it somewhere only we know?
I miss you.
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2011 18 July :: 12.40pm
I fucking hate Alyson.
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2011 18 July :: 12.32am
I am in SUCH a good mood!
Today was pretty much epic despite humble beginnings.
And tonight is looking to be fanastic too!
45 mins tim I'm off work! I did so many faxes it would make your head spin!
:) I'd like to thank everyone I've talked to today for making it epic. I am sitting on cloud 9.
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shalee
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2011 17 July :: 10.22am
:: Mood: melancholy
:: Music: Beck
It is a fearful thing to love what death can touch.
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godessalthena
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2011 17 July :: 1.58am
Things fall apart
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godessalthena
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2011 17 July :: 12.55am
Nothing ever changes.
Empty promises. Just pacifiers.
Sigh.
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godessalthena
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2011 14 July :: 9.35pm
It takes every fiber of my being to keep going. I don't see the point anymore.
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2011 14 July :: 12.49pm
Stay positive. Try your hardest.
It feels completely one sided.
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2011 12 July :: 8.07pm
Every little thing I do.. I do it for you.
I have abandoned all hope and entered the depths of Hell. I'm alone, sad, angry and no one notices I'm missing.
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2011 11 July :: 7.30pm
We can drive it home with one headlight..
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shalee
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2011 11 July :: 4.44pm
:: Mood: exhausted
My heart is my own design.
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godessalthena
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2011 10 July :: 11.49pm
I don't know who I'm kidding imaging you care.
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2011 10 July :: 3.21pm
You put yourself in stupid places, I think you know it's true. You put yourself in situations where it's easy to look down on you. I think you like to be the victim. I think you like to be in pain. I think you like to play the victim almost every single day.
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2011 10 July :: 4.26am
Sometimes I run.. Sometimes I hide.. Sometimes I'm scared of you. But all I really want is to hold you tight, treat you right, be with you day and night..
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godessalthena
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2011 10 July :: 12.53am
Easily manipulated.
Readily the victim.
Stupid girl.
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