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:: 2005 21 April :: 10.26am

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:: 2005 20 April :: 9.00pm

Happy 4/20.

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:: 2005 18 April :: 4.50pm

I hate Pericles. Stupid goody-good pushover man.

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:: 2005 18 April :: 8.21am
:: Music: Deftones - RX Queen

You turn newborn baby blue

You know school's gotten under your skin when you wake up at 5 thinking "OH MY GOD I SLEPT THROUGH MY ALARM!" (in English, Danielle)

This Thursday, one of my mom's best friends' daughter is geting married. Like I need this. Of course if I go, I'll be expected to dance, and when that happens, the general assumption will be that I am searching for a husband, that I am hoping some prospective mother-in-law will notice me and mention me to her son. And all my mother's friends will ask the age-old question:

"When are you getting married?"

And I will give the age-old answer:

"When it becomes really really cold in Hell."

And in case you're wondering, yes, I am a commitment-phobe. No, I am not worried I will die alone. I'm just a kid, let me grow up single and on my own time thank you very much.

I still need to break the news of Florence to my father. The more I think about it, the mroe concerned I am. What if he really puts his foot down? What do I do then? I can't apply for a student visa without him, I can't get my scholarship without him, he's sort of a big deal. And the deadline is May 2nd.

If I don't end up going to Florence, I'll have an extra 100KD at least. Maybe I can buy myself something nice with it. My stepdad aslo promised me the car of my choice if I went to AUD. There's the bright side.

The brightest side of all is, there is no way in Heaven or Hell I'm going to go to KU. The buildings are diseased, the people are perverse, the professors are of minimal intelligence and the degree is worthless. There's also no way in Heaven or Hell my dad will agree to pay for a private university in Kuwait. He'll have to give in eventually and realize that I am studying abroad, be it in Florence or Dubai or DC.

If I go to NYU I'll major in Business and Economics. If I go to Dubai I'll major in Visual Communication and Media and have my stepdad buy me a Chevy SSR.

And then.

:: 2005 16 April :: 6.52am

Hand puppets

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:: 2005 15 April :: 10.51am

ANDY! If you haven't seen the video for Tears for Fears - Mad World, you have to see it! AAAHHHHHHHHHHH I love the eighties! *dances*

:: 2005 14 April :: 1.23pm

I've got some thinking to do. I have to pick a future, my future. I've been given a chance to choose for myself and I'm taking it. Where I go determines what I do. And I need to figure out what I'm going to do. Because I don't want to be a doctor and I don't want to be neuro scientist and I don't want to be an architect.

I've got some thinking to do.

:: 2005 12 April :: 5.52pm

I'm going to Florence. I'm going to Florence. I'M GOING TO FLORENCE I'M GOING TO FLORENCE I'M GOING TO FLORENCE! I'M GOING TO FLORENCE I'M GOING TO FLORENCE I'M GOING TO FLORENCE I'M GOING TO FLORENCE I'M GOING TO FLORENCE I'M GOING TO FLORENCE I'M GOING TO FLORENCE I'M GOING TO FLORENCE I'M GOING TO FLORENCE I'M GOING TO FLORENCE I'M GOING TO FLORENCE I'M GOING TO FLORENCE!

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:: 2005 11 April :: 10.44pm

open
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:: 2005 11 April :: 7.22pm
:: Music: Toshiro Masuda - It's The Training!

My friends...
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It's always good to be on crack at times like these.

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It's always good to be non-American during conversations like these.

:: 2005 10 April :: 5.09pm
:: Mood: Dead
:: Music: Deftones - Pink Maggit

So.
The angle between two intersecting planes in three dimensions is the quantity of normal vector of plane A dot normal vector plane B all over the quantity the magnitude of normal vector A times the magnitude of normal vector B. The line of intersection of planes A and B is given by an equation ax+b=cy+d=ez+f.

The yates test is only accepted if Chi-squared is less than Chi-squared*. Chi-squared is found through sigma of (expected frequencies - observed frequencies)squared over the expected frequencies. Chi-squared* is observed by looking up the Chi-squared distribution graph under the coordinates (degree of freedom, 1 - significance level).

I won't go on.

In fact, I may well never need to.

Because it's finally over.

Two hour paper 1 exam. Three hour paper 2 exam. Forty-five hours in continuous wake.

And now it feels like so long ago.

:: 2005 6 April :: 8.38pm

Daijhuka. Wakatti.

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I'm definately not going to her wedding. It's way too wrong.

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:: 2005 5 April :: 12.39pm

Benny: How is the drama queen?
Mark: She's performing tonight.
Benny: I know / Still her production manager?
Mark: Two days ago I was bumped.
Benny: You still dating her?
Mark: Last month I was dumped.
Roger: She's in love.
Benny: She's got a new man?
Mark: Well--- no.
Benny: Whats his name?
Mark & Roger: Joanne

:: 2005 3 April :: 8.21pm
:: Music: Godplayer - Gone

Pepsi and chocolate sponge cake

There's something very sweet in the morning, I could taste it all around me today; it must be in the wind. Yes, that's it, it must be the wind.

:: 2005 1 April :: 9.40pm

"It is a fool's prerogative to utter truths that no one else will speak." -- Neil Gaiman, Sandman #19 "A Midsummer Night's Dream"

A possible reason for the celebration of today was that it mocked the Church's All Saint's Day. Philip Hiscock of the MUN Folklore and Language Archive said, "When it first came into English, it was called All Fool's Day, a kind of mock Christian name because it parallels All Saint's Day. It was a kind of parody of the church."

:: 2005 31 March :: 12.06am

I never thought of myself as the kind of girl that would cry at a wedding.

I was watching the bride walk down the aisle, looking more beautiful than I've ever seen her before and I've known her my entire life, and then I glanced at her mother and the world fell away. Image giving away your only daughter. Imagine letting go your first born. Imagine marrying off your child, knowing they will never be yours in the same way again. I imagined.

So I cried at the wedding. And the mother of the bride, my Arab godmother, the woman who all but raised my brother and I when my parents were too busy killing one another to do it, she saw me. She didn't say a word to my mother about it, just kissed the top of my head and said, "May your time come soon."

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:: 2005 30 March :: 8.21am

Insane and tormented

And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor

Shall be lifted nevermore.

:: 2005 29 March :: 11.17pm

i would rather someone tell me "i hate you" than "get over it."

"get over it" implies that i cared in the first place.

:: 2005 29 March :: 12.06am

people post the most boring, uninspiring, unimportant, lame, annoying, immature bullshit and yet their posts are flooded with comments. it's ass-kissing mania:

"wow, man, that post about the parties you hit up this weekend was, like, so totally rad. keep the thoughts (and the beer! chya bra) flowing!"

"like, omgz! tiffany is SUCH a slut! J/K! brad pitt is all mine! tee hee. see you at the fashion club mtg 2morrow! *mwah* buh bye hun!"

calvin klein forbid you think.

but let's not forget - if people write this much about their petty existences as they are, imagine what would happen if they actually had lives that mattered! gee golly, we would be reading novels every night! thank goodness we have nothing important to face in our lives! -wipes sweat from brow-

:: 2005 26 March :: 11.12pm
:: Music: Cardigans - Paralyzed

The sweetest way to die

Part-time pilot school has now become full-time pilot school. I can't be a full time pilot student and a full time AUD student at the same time. There go my plans.

On a happier note, I love this song and if you don't know it, listen to it.

:: 2005 25 March :: 7.29pm
:: Music: Deftones - Engine No. 9

And Mother she won't drain herself

Where did all the innocence go?

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:: 2005 24 March :: 8.16pm

HASH(0x8e25330)
You are 'Out from Under'! PLEASE don't piss in the
wind...

Which Incubus song are you? (Make Yourself)
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:: 2005 23 March :: 2.00pm
:: Music: Godsmack - Forgive Me

There's nothing to me now. An empty shell unfolded.
How, when we learn to pray inside our demons are laughing
How long will this go on? Are we a bit much stronger?
Do you think you can save me from living this way?

I don't know how to love. I just know how to live.
All I feel is pain. Will you forgive me?

For all those things I've done, they keep on creeping by me,
And though we've changed our ways,
still all our demons are laughing.
How long will this go on? Aren't we a bit much stronger?
I'd like to think you've came into my life to stay.

I don't know how to love. I just know how to live.
All I feel is pain. Will you forgive me?
I don't know how to breathe with you too far away.
I don't know how to love. Will you forgive me?
No I can't live this way!
I don't know how to love. I just know how to live.
All I feel is pain. Will you forgive me?
I don't know how to breathe with you too far away.
I don't know how to love.

Past lives I've lived. Uncontrolled but sacred.
You've finally seen all that's left of me.
So hard to feel. So hard to breathe.
Will you forgive me? Will you forgive me?

:: 2005 22 March :: 8.28pm

alas, poor laurence. i knew him well.