achoo's Journal

:: 2006 28 January :: 1.34pm

UGHGHGHGHGHGHG I HATE PEOPLE!!!

and i'm getting so sick of YOU!

stop assuming things and actually do something. gawd you drive me up the wall in the worst ways sometimes. actually fucking just do something

and nothign is gona get better.

:: 2006 27 January :: 6.17pm
:: Mood: crappy

well i guess that's the end for us!!

it's been hard and i guess it wasnt worth it afterall

and please note all of this is entirely untrue and i'm saying it out of extreme spite.

and look who just called

see. what'd i tell you? i'm totally just saying it cuz i'm mad. after we fight

and there he goes calling me to talk. right in the middle of the entry i'm writing purely because i'm mad at him and we say we're going to end it. see there he goes messing up my entry. now none of it's relevant.

and look he wants to be with me

and i'm all smiley because this is dumb.

uggggggggggggggggggggh take me home with you.

:: 2006 26 January :: 10.14pm

ughghghhghg right

:: 2006 25 January :: 10.45am

people astonish me in the absolute worst way possible.

i hate it here.

and i hate you

:: 2006 25 January :: 7.15am

ughghhghgghhghghghhgh alll you stupid people ughghghghhghgh
i'm never taking it for granted anymore. way too many stupid people do. ughghghgh
sdgas
dglksadg
sldkgj;sldkfsd;f

i can tell today everything is going to piss me off.

i miss roman and for real this time i wont see him for... let see: not this week not next week not the next week after that but the next WEEKEND after that i will see him.

fuck this.

:: 2006 24 January :: 2.48pm

i begged you not to go i begged i pleaded

no new years day. to celebrate . no chocolate covered candy hearts to give away

lalalalala

i just called to say i love you

i just called to say how much i cared

i just callded to say i love you
and i mean it from the bottom of my heart

blah blah blah blah blah blah blah

i hate school i'm gonna bust some mofos up.

.Noferreal.

:: 2006 20 January :: 9.26pm

i am in a really bad mood right now...

i have to go to lazer skate in like 5 minutes and work the entire night at all nighter and for what? ... to earn about 50 fucking bucks.

i swear i should just become a prostitute i'd make so much more money. seriously i can't even believe myself that i'm staying up an entire night working for only 50 or 60 dollars.

and then.. tomorrow , i have to babysit. can you believe it. right

and then Sunday to top it all off......................... the day i'm supposed to see roman ONCE A FRICKEN WEEK

we're not even seeing each other this week

oh but next week

well next week

we wont see each other either

and probably not the fucking week after that until he gets his first paycheck at his new job down there

god i'm gonna fucking cry i know i'm trying to be freaking strong or WHATEVER but hey it's not working when i dont see him for more than a fucking week.

So yeah i guess what i'm saying is i HATE lack of money and i HATE not seeing roman so dont take seeing your loved one for granted okay.

ughasdlgkjasdl;gkjsdgl;kasjdgl;jasdgl;jl; jwhat a fucking shitty day.

:: 2006 18 January :: 6.54pm

so i figured out what i hate so incredibly much

and i would never do that to any of you so i really hope karma comes back to you to get you what you deserve.

ughghghghg

:: 2006 17 January :: 10.14pm

lol hahaha omg. jess i have something to tell you. omg............. rarr.

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:: 2006 16 January :: 9.10pm

okay, is this odd?

"It's no exaggeration to say that the pain and desperation of cluster headaches have actually led to suicides."

...orrrrr what? lol. i'm dumb sorry.

:: 2006 16 January :: 11.20am

oh my gawd. lol....

i love you and i dont care who knows it :0)
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jeez louise. i'm in love with you.

(Jess you know i'll really really miss you. But) I can't wait for everything to start.
Love,
Jess

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:: 2006 15 January :: 9.50pm

today was so hectic but everything turned out great. i love roman so much. i am so lucky.

we are so lucky.

and jess i totally freakin love you. we both do lol

:: 2006 14 January :: 5.19pm

no not really. i'm already eating a sandwich. i'm done pretending thanks