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2007 16 April :: 5.11pm
A lot of bad things have happened today.
None of which I care to discuss openly to everyone.
I got my hair cut today.
I think its too short.
It was supposed to be just a trim.
Anyway.. I have nothing really important to say.
Oh, my sister got a new puppy.
Her name is Belle. And she is either a lab/boxer mix or a shepard/pitbull mix.
She's cute!
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2007 16 April :: 3.50pm
Fable 2 is going to be amazing.
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2007 15 April :: 3.26am
I think.... nevermind.
edit: This is why I have ice water for blood, and have a hard time opening up.
Fuck it.
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2007 12 April :: 6.02pm
So I had a terrible morning.
I had this bad feeling when I woke up this morning.
I knew that for some reason I wasn't supposed to go to work this morning, but I went anyway because I'm stupid.
On my way to work, I don't know why other than maybe Im slightly not all there, I took County Farm road.
Mind you, County farm has like 6 curves, and they aren't small either.
Well I became friends with a ditch.
And almost some trees.
I did a few 360's.
And sat there as I shook extremely bad and tried not to cry my little eyes out while I called Mike and said "hey call someone with a truck to come pull me out of this HUGE ditch"
And so who does he get to come get me and take me to work so that he can come get the car out when he gets out of work, Paula, his daughters mother.
If that didn't make the situation worse enough, I lost a contact somewhere between my car and getting into hers.
So I had to go the entire day wearing one contact.
Also, I had to take a blueprint/metrology test after work.
Which I managed to pass with a 100%.
Oh and yesterday, Joe's (my mom's boyfriend) dad died.
Today would be his birthday.
He was the crankiest old man on the planet.
So I feel bad about that.
But this evening should be better.
I get to meet Daryl's daughter.
Im excited about that because I guess she's really cute..
Oh and I am really really tan!
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2007 12 April :: 2.11pm
Im so sick of hearing about kids wanting God to be involved in public schools. Go to a fucking private school if you want God to be a part of it. Seperation of church and state, bitch. Isnt EVER going to happen.
BTW, God damnit.
Have a nice day.
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2007 11 April :: 8.47pm
This has got to be the longest week I have had in a long time.
Sunday was alright but the few hours i spent with my mom were long and dreaded.
Monday I vaguely remember what I did monday.
I believe I went tanning, and then came home to sit my happy ass in bed like usual.
Tuesday I had a blueprint metrology class after work and then didn't rest until about 9.
Today I didn't rest until about 10 minutes ago, and I am still attempting to find ambition to clean and finish up laundry after taking his daughter to soccer practice and then taking him to work and all that gay stuff.
Tomorrow will be the same repetitious circle as Tuesday.
Im hoping that I will be able to see Daryl before the 19th but at this rate, that won't happen.
My phone is a hunk of shit.
I am so sick of it NOT working correctly.
Katelyn is having a girl.
But she won't name her Raychel.
However I do not blame her.
Anyway..
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2007 11 April :: 7.02am
I fucking hate this state. They thought that I would really like it if they held 300 dollars worth of checks i sent them anywheres from a week, to a month and a half ago, and cash them all when i had 400 dollars in my checking. YAY. Thank god its fucking pay day.
Drive respon. fee is a total fucking joke. "Hmmm, the states broke. I know, let screw the people even more other then cutting government jobs that dont do us any good."
Burn in hell you fucking bitch. I call first inline to shove a pineapple up her ass when I get there.
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2007 8 April :: 6.01pm
I have yet to believe things could be better than what they are right now.
I am insanely happy.
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2007 6 April :: 11.48pm
:: Mood: Feel like putting up my dukes
:: Music: Clutch - 10001110101
FTP - Comment if you know what this means.
*Sigh*
Timmy = New bolt and techna on the way.
E-Cocker = Dont know. You're a moody bitch. Well try putting paint through and seeing what happens.
Celica = Gold digging bitch. 250 bucks last week, 600 bucks in two weeks and you'll be as sexy as ever.
Grey Goose L'Orange = Makes Jay feel good.
Penny Lyane (thats my dogs full name incase your inept(sp lol)) = The shit.
My homeboys = The only reason I am still here.
The Goose b0mbs got me feeling teech.
Maybe two people will get this. R.I.P. to Teech, and Unit.
I guess I'll explain. Way back in the day Bizz found two baby bunnies at Team Alpine (FFS) and he named them Teech and Unit, together you should be able to put that together. They both died liked a week later.
Grey Goose is excellent. Now I know why I paid 30 bucks for it. Its got me feeling human again.
If you dont like me, go fuck yourself.
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2007 6 April :: 1.38pm
So some dude with a bible just came to our door and penny went crazy. When my dad saw the bible he yelled at penny to go bite him. The dude turned around and left. The dogs got the magic eye i tell you.
Edit: I wanted to put penny on her leash and let her run out after him and scream out the window "PENNY KILL!" and watch his ass run to the car.
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2007 5 April :: 7.44pm
Test your knowledge of Clutch. What song references Star Wars charaters directly?
Thats because I killed them all!
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2007 1 April :: 4.00am
The craziest shit just happened.
Mike and I were dead asleep and next thing you know, theres some guy I've never met before but he has, standing in our bedroom.
It scared the piss out of the both of us.
Who knows how the guy got here, he's trashed.
He told Mike several different stories.
The guy wasn't wearing any shoes.
And he pissed all over my bathroom floor.
I was enraged when I discovered it.
So now Mike is out trying to find a place for this guy to stay as I sit here confused and scared with the door locked and all the lights on.
It's messed up!
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2007 27 March :: 7.31pm
I honestly do not understand why I do this to myself day in and day out.
I eat until I feel like my belly is going to blow into thousands of pieces.
And as I sit miserably not knowing whether or not I am going to be sick or just burp, I fear the next few moments.
Anyway gossip is my enemy.
Tanning is my friend.
I hate "he said he was told by this chick that her boyfriend told her that you told him that the first guys wife thinks......" shit.
It's all a bunch of 5th grade BS.
I'm sick of it.
It's pretty pathetic that because 40 year olds can't get along they have to drag a 19 year old into the middle of it just because they all know that person.
LAME.
I'm sooooo sick of people saying I said shit about them.
Seriously, If Im going to talk shit, I'll say it directly to the person Im saying it about.
Not a big train of people..
Retards anyway.
My poor private areas are burnt.
Ah well, it's all for a good cause.
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2007 26 March :: 5.38pm
My sneak skill is > yours.
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2007 25 March :: 7.46pm
I got a bonus from work on friday.
Got it, spent it, wish I still had it.
Did my taxes, finally.
Went tanning.
Can't wait until I go again tomorrow.
Did my womanly duties around the house. (Cleaning)
Watched the Departed, and Harsh Times.
Tonight is a night for Desperate Housewives and Rocky Balboa.
Ooh, and I don't have to sleep alone tonight.
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2007 25 March :: 3.57pm
Standing out with the tshirt on, playing fetch with the German Sheperds, just bullshitting with the guys. I love not having snow to ruin everything. Oh yeah, looking at these nice obediant dogs, that would do anything for their master. It got the gears turning in a way that would violate probation. That shit would be hardcore.
Edit: Me Bizz and Triple are the next Beastie Boys.
Edit: Spit up blood again, throat is so damn raw.
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2007 24 March :: 2.02pm
Three Six Mafia, Kanye West, Project Pat. Side 2 Side remix = amazing
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2007 22 March :: 4.54pm
Tomorrow. Get out of work, wait until best buy opens. Get the new Three Six Mafia and Bob Seger cds, and possibly the old Atmosphere cd. After that, dont know. Seems like the plans i had arnt going to work out, which makes me want to fucking puke. Oh, people who think that rain is a wheather condition in which you must slow down to 10 under the speed limit on the highway need to fucking die. Learn how to handle the elements, or buy a car that fits the state you live in. Jackasses. OMG ITS WATER, HIT THE BREAKS AHHHHHH. I hope the fleas from a million camels infested your pubic area.
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2007 21 March :: 7.18pm
Just curious, is it ironic when i make references towards god, or say amen even though i dont believe? anyone?
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2007 20 March :: 8.09pm
my six-month foray into the world of recreational drug use has certainly altered my perspective on some things.
namely: scissors, patterns in carpet, jambalaya, and probably some more important things as well.
although i don't regret it, i'm beginning to think it's time to be done.
it was enlightening, but i think that it long ago ceased to be experimentation and has not yet become habitual.
i think somewhere between experiment and habit is a happy medium in which to dwell.
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2007 20 March :: 7.44pm
Haha. Fuck the police. 29 or so state officers are getting laid off. Dumb bitch of a govener. Heres the rational.
Lets buy brand spankin new Dodge Chargers for the state cops.
Lets cut 29 state cops from the budget.
How can you argue against that hypocricy.
I want one of those Chargers.
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2007 20 March :: 4.59pm
I just want everybody to remember that almost every war ever fought has been because of politics, or religion. What ever happened to being an idealist?
Edit: If you're going to be a figurehead for global warming, i want to see windmills or solar panels all over your estate. Call it a little much, but dont make a movie and then fly under the radar. Perhaps if that happens you'll get a nobel peace prize and get more free plublicity.
Also, I sedomly get involved in politics so dont judge me, and dont label me. Its always abot whos right and whos wrong, and never about what really matters.
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2007 19 March :: 6.35pm
:: Music: RATM - Calm like a bomb
Ranting
Im curious. Why is America sending aid to Africa for AIDS relief, and why do I always see commercials for sending money to help countries children that many of us will never visit in our life time. Our own countrymen should be first, not some other backwater country. America started out as a shit country, and we fought our way to the top of worlds food chain. Why are we so concerned with other countries poor and sick, but not our own? we should be helped our own poor and sick before aid for other countries should ever even be considered. Hypocritical at best, in my opinion. I know that it "makes the world a better place", however before we make the world a better place, we should make our homeland one. Dont get me wrong, no child should go without food or medicine, but i care more for an american child then anyother child. Our country has its slums, and its hoods that arent that far off from some tree hut (not ment to be racial, but realistic) villages in Africa. Im not speaking about bums either, bums can burn in hell. Most bums put themselves in the path that their own, however some are born into it. Im talking about the families that use the same shoes and clothes for periods of time that would make most of us cringe. The hard working families that get payed shit, and have to support 2 kids on top of rent, utilites, and food. The families that live in roach infested apartments that were like that years before they even thought about moving into it. Some people dont choose the situation their put into, but they deal with it. They soldier on without anything to look forward to except that maybe their kids will graduate high school, and get a decent job. America needs to return to isolationism. We need to care about ourselves, and our countrymen. Our forefathers worked hard to establish us into one of the greatest, if not the greatest nation the world has ever seen. Yet, people choose to ignore that we have our flaws, and never want to face reality. If you're going to post and belittle my opinion, ill hold my dick straight up and let you caress my balls with your tounge, understand?
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2007 19 March :: 4.04pm
:: Music: Pink Floyd - Wish you were here
Two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl
Midori Melon
Absolut Citron
Sprite
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Antifreeze
Might try this this weekend, sounds good.
Four more days left of work. 2 days of doing nothing. Rinse, repeat.
Edit: "Here is something you cant understand, how i could just, killa man!"
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2007 18 March :: 7.03pm
You know what I think? It doesnt matter what I think because you're all set in your ways you're to stupid to listen.
Note: This is not directed towards anyways my age or older, you're all in the clear.
Laugh, fucking kids these days. Buncha punks
Edit : Certain people should not put such things like asking if i want to buy pot from them on fucking woohu. Jesus kid, common sense keeps you out of a lot of trouble. Im looking out for you, dont want to see you get into trouble man.
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2007 17 March :: 9.38pm
You want a rant? I'll give you a rant.
For the record, I don't do drugs.
Drugs are not the reason for my increased weight loss.
I haven't ever done drugs. I have no intention of ever doing drugs.
And Mike doesn't do them either.
I wouldn't date someone who does drugs because they make me uncomfortable, and it's not something that I want to be a part of my life.
If you really knew me, you'd know that.
The reason I have limited my friends to a few, is because a lot of the time they only want me to come party with them.
I'm not a big 'i like to party' kind of person.
Plus, during the week, I don't feel like doing shit, because I have to get up at 4:30 every morning.
And for a person that needs atleast 8 hours of sleep a night my days are cut short.
My weekends consist of me sharing a vehicle.
It sucks, trust me.
But I don't see any of you making an effort to come my way.
God for bid you drive to come see me.
It won't kill you.
You don't like my boyfriend, and there are various reasons, some of them I know, but I am dying to hear all of them.
He doesn't hold me captive.
He doesn't control me.
I make my own decisions.
And if anyone gets treated like shit, it's him.
I am a total jack-ass.
I don't see why I get so pissed about stuff like this, when I shouldn't have to justify myself.
I shouldn't make my decisions based on what makes you guys happy.
The only person that has been supportive of my being with Mike, is Carley.
And I thank her for that.
You all amaze me.
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2007 17 March :: 2.03pm
I didn't think one human could experience so many emotions
Yesterday was cram packed full of not being home.
I went to Rockford to donate blood, but my iron was too low.
One percentage.
I then traveled home to change my shirt and shoes, and on the road i was again.
Micki and I went to Wal-mart to get my eyebrows waxed and then we went to howard city.
We had plans to go to the movies, but that quickly changed when we felt like watching the Matrix Trilogy.
So we went and got them from my dad, and ended up watching tv for like 3 hours.
So then we came back here and I fell asleep and she left sometime.. haha
Oooh, and I got checked out by 3 weirdo's at the gas station.
Now I sit here eating my subway wishing I had KFC mac & cheese.
Next weekend is Hotel in Lansing.
I'm excited about that!
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2007 17 March :: 11.52am
I hurt in ways i didnt think i could. my arms are mashed up, my leg hurts, and clutch was fucking awesome. so was the after party.
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2007 14 March :: 7.21pm
:: Music: Three Six Mafia - Stay fly remix
Yeah, so after Clutch, were all going to my brothers and getting are party on. Clutch and beers. Fuckin' right doggy
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2007 14 March :: 5.07pm
:: Music: Clutch - 24 Earth years
this song is teech.
I don't know, but I've been told I'm about twenty-four Earth years old.
and come my next birthday it'll be a quarter century.
I don't know, but I have heard a gnome from the old world say these words,
"Take a look what the cat dragged in; a red woodpecker and two of my kin."
Back in 1980, we played the AD&D.
That game was harder than the Elfstones of Shanara.
My character was baffling, a druid, wizard, halfling.
On top of that he was master of psionic powers.
Bring on the hordes, we have the sword
that smote the Goblin of Gygaxnor.
Pray that the sisters name us as victors
of the twenty sided die.
I don't know, but I've been told I'm about twenty-four Earth years old.
and come my next birthday it'll be a quarter century.
I don't know, but I have heard a gnome from the old world say these words,
"Take a look what the cat dragged in; a dead woodpecker and two of my kin."
Long ago in Middle Earth
a man could measure all his worth
by his blade and by his staff,
and by the runes on his epitaph.
Go mount your horse and ride up north
to seek the Baron of the Frozen Berg.
Ask for assistance in the resistance
of the twenty sided die.
I don't know, but I've been told I'm about twenty-four Earth years old.
and come my next birthday it'll be a quarter century.
I don't know, but I have heard a gnome from the old world say these words,
"Take a look what the cat dragged in; a dead woodpecker and two of my kin."
Saw Mazes and Monsters, Tom Hanks completely bonkers.
He spoke what he doth speaketh in Elizabethan.
Sad lad, he really couldn't handle starting from scratch on the very first level
But he died the death of a warrior.
A legend grows yearly by way of a local song.
The bishop and castle move in defense of pawns.
I'm rolling, I'm tumbling a twenty sided die.
A legend grows yearly by way of local song.
I don't know, but I've been told I'm about twenty-four Earth years old.
and come my next birthday it'll be a quarter century.
I don't know, but I have heard a gnome from the old world say these words,
"Take a look what the cat dragged in; a dead woodpecker and two of my kin
edit : definitions of gangster words some of you snowflakes (laugh) dont know.
gaup - large some of money
cush - killer dro
gush - female secretion
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