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2011 24 December :: 4.06pm
In a horrid mood today. I don't want to be at work. I don't want to be home alone. It was snowing, but turned to rain so the drive home? Icy as fuck.
I'm just ready for it to be the 27th. Or the 31st, but I am so over this holiday season. I'm lucky so far that no one wished me a "merry christmas" yet. Blah.
On the bright side I finished my presents for my family. Hopefully they like them.. Sometimes I feel like what I make is just like.. "meh" to them, even tho I put a lot of time into it.
Sigh
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2011 22 December :: 6.29pm
I'm so angry. And lonely. I just want it to be next week.
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2011 21 December :: 1.52pm
It's pretty lonely here :/
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2011 8 December :: 3.09pm
Bjorne seems to be all better, vet said he looks fine, they are doing some tests to check for parasites. He's vaccinated! And yeah.. Crisis averted! :)
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2011 6 December :: 2.14pm
Bjorne is sick :( I haven't seen him eat or drink for at least a day and he threw up bile 3 times this morning.. Going to the vet on Thursday. I hope he's ok. :(
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2011 3 December :: 2.34pm
Girls don't like boys
I haven't spent any real intimate time with a woman since me and Liv broke up. I miss being around girls a whole bunch and I find it next to impossible to meet anyone or find someone who I make a connection with. I don't know what it is, but it's hella annoying.
I'm trying to find a cocktiel pattern to make for my sister. I found a really good one, but I'm not sure if I want to buy it. It's not very expensive, I'm just trying to figure out if I'll use it again. Tho, it could be easily adapted to turn into other birds.. So maybe I will!
Bjorne is so cute :3 he just makes my life with his cuteness! I love him to pieces <3
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2011 28 November :: 2.53am
I've started crocheting amigurumi things. It makes me so happy and I feel so accomplished when I finish a piece and it doesnt look like amature night :)
Samie is a new girl at work. She's so happy and bubbly and positive. It helps me feel better about the stupid crap. I know we aren't technically friends, and probably never will be, but it's nice to have an upbeat influence in my life.
Really not looking forward to Xmas. Sus will be gone and all my friends live too far away.. It'll mostly be me n Bjorne and that makes me sad. I'll miss Sus :(
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2011 24 November :: 6.16pm
Happy Turkey Day!
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net
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2011 19 November :: 4.52pm
Really? Sometimes all I can do is shake my head.
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2011 15 November :: 2.26am
After a horrible start, my day turned out pretty good! I cried on the way to work and by the time I left I was laughing and feeling optimistic.
I'm going to work on doing things for me. Like doing my hair and make up. The little things that make me feel better when I take the time to do it. :)
I can do this
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2011 13 November :: 11.04pm
Going home early from work because I just can't sit here anymore.
The more I look at other people the more inadequate I feel.
I'm ashamed to be me. I'm so boring. Uneventful. Plain.
Feel like icky plain yogurt with no sprinkles or anything.
I feel ugly and obese.
TSUMARANAI.
I'm just so disappointed and disillusioned.
I'm tired and depressed.
All these people at work. They love purses, make up, babies, getting their nails done, etc. And I'm such an outcast. I feel so pressured to be something I'm not. It's a mindfuck. Everyone thinks I should have a baby. Or get a new boyfriend who will want a baby. Or get married. And I don't want any of those things.
I'm so exhausted by all of it.
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2011 12 November :: 11.28am
Zombie Beagle
Jethro Beagle.
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2011 6 November :: 1.17pm
I'm so fucking sick of all these fake assholes that call themselves my "friends"
All they do is ignore me when I need help and the nit pick everything just to piss me off.
I'm tired of always being there for people who can't even give me the time of day.
I'm sick of missing people who don't miss me.
I'm done with trying to make new "friends".
I really just wish I could destroy shit right now. Just tear something to pieces and watch it burn.
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2011 5 November :: 2.25pm
I have lost 6 pounds. I haven't been consciously trying to lose weight. Though I really need to get the weight off.
I'm so happy and proud of myself! It's a small step, but it's a step none the less. And the fact that I haven't been trying makes it more sustainable than hardcore dieting. :)
Things are really looking up! Sus starts his testing, I have a nice car for winter, I have a wonderful puppy, I've greatly reduced my drinking.. :)
Go me!
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