Every living creature dies alone

Every living creature dies alone

:: 2016 1 April :: 9.29am

I have been in constant agony for the past few days. my arm hurts so fucking bad. I can't focus on work, I can't sleep at night.

today is just fuckin wrong on so many levels

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godessalthena

:: 2016 29 March :: 9.56pm

I miss rolling

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godessalthena

:: 2016 28 March :: 10.39pm

falling in love again, never wanted to, what am I to do, I can't help it...

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godessalthena

:: 2016 28 March :: 11.34am

dear grandpa
I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you

I miss you so much

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godessalthena

:: 2016 28 March :: 6.46am

I'm still really mad.

and when this boy crashes and burns, don't expect me to be there to hold you.

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godessalthena

:: 2016 27 March :: 12.50pm

there's a little part of me that hopes maybe..

but maybe I'm also just crazy.

I felt sad this whole weekend. It's hard missing people. my birthday is soon. and I'm really not looking forward to it. I am excited for 9 days away from work and a fuckin awesome road trip with the bestie.. but otherwise I'm just getting ready for a disappointment.

the last several years haven't been the best. I just hope maybe if I keep low expectations I might be cleverly surprised.

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godessalthena

:: 2016 26 March :: 8.51pm

why do people suck so bad

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godessalthena

:: 2016 24 March :: 11.52pm

I feel as though I can never do right by you

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godessalthena

:: 2016 24 March :: 5.25pm

who ever makes a "time machine" will be a very rich individual

a machine that can allow the user to view any memory they'd like..

maybe even replay your favorite dreams?

I would be much more interested in that

I need a dc mini

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godessalthena

:: 2016 22 March :: 9.51pm

this roller coaster

maybe I can take control

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godessalthena

:: 2016 20 March :: 8.19pm

he's got me lookin so crazy right now

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godessalthena

:: 2016 16 March :: 5.18pm

friends
the dragons we face alone in the sunlight
burned out faces and faded sparks
people husks drifting in and out
looking for the start of a fire

with all their eyes watching
fortify your mettle
bravery is only as far as your heart
use my key to open the door into you

the people see only with their eyes
blind to what's hidden there on your heart
an essential secret only I rightly see
a little jewel inside a protective case

I will go with you
I'll face my demons too
you are never all alone
because I carry your heart in my heart
with me where ever I go

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godessalthena

:: 2016 16 March :: 5.12pm

I'm just begging you to give up on me
have to find the reason that will make you say goodbye
fast forward to the end without knowing the whole story
but I like to assume anyway

what dirty laundry will make you run
my panties out on a line for the whole world to see
does it smell sweet
I find it all so repugnant
but you see right through to me

I'm just finding the reason for you
counting the days until you lose my number
become another great what if
the pieces I'm made up of

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godessalthena

:: 2016 15 March :: 6.27am

daylight savings can suck my dick

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godessalthena

:: 2016 13 March :: 8.49am

dogs are just the fuckin best animal out there

I love you bubba and baby dog <3

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