I like this....
If you want my heart
You have to promise not to tear it apart
'Cause my heart
Has been hurt a lot
And it always seems
Love is not sweet, like in dreams
Something falls through
But I don't want that to happen to me and you

So be
Careful, warning
Fragile heart

Last Saturday
We ate dinner at your parents' place
Last Saturday, you said
How you feel will not go away
Well, all the fishes in the sea
Could not be happier than me

So be
Careful, warning
Fragile heart

Only fools believe that
Nothing changes, nothing leaves
But I need to believe that we at least
Will have some dignity
'Cause everything changes
Nothing stays the same
But that's no excuse to be casual
Or to place the blame
You have to be careful with me

So be
Careful, warning
Fragile heart

Chasing down the dawn~
I never thought it would be possible but I seem to have lost myself. So has everyone else. I have wrote about this previously in other places. But I am concerned. Everyone says this is the best time of our lifes then I want to kill myself. All I think is it gets worse than this... Girls trying to be something they are not to get attention and guys just ignoring it. Why does it have to be so hard. Can't we all just find someone or something that makes us happy and call it good? Our lives are what we make of it. Do you tell yourself that what you want to be is succesful? Not always. If what you want is to do one thing that you love then do it. If that is what makes you happy... money doesn't always bring happiness.

I'm doing what I didn't want to do...
Well, I went to david's party. That was interesting. I walked around a lot. Chris' driveway is gay, saw Jay. I wonder if the cops came?!

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Alright, I get the corsica tomorrow and I can drive to davids party. I'll have to leave at 10. But I guess it's better than nothing. I hope to see you all there.

Hit list
Okay, You know what makes me angry? When your best friend has only been to your house like 5 times... the whole time you have been friends. I go over to hers all the time but she NEVER wants to come over. She only comes over if I tell her we have food. It's like I have to bribe her to be my fucking friend... It's homosexual.

I went out with GRAVY
§£¥æ¤suppressed¤by¤all¤my¤childish¤fears¤æ¥£§ says:
want to be my boyfriend gravy
§£¥æ¤suppressed¤by¤all¤my¤childish¤fears¤æ¥£§ says:
?
David says:
no cuz ur gona dump me lol
David says:
yes i would love to ally lol
§£¥æ¤suppressed¤by¤all¤my¤childish¤fears¤æ¥£§ says:
okay
§£¥æ¤suppressed¤by¤all¤my¤childish¤fears¤æ¥£§ says:
DAVIDS MY BOYFRIEND!!!
David says:
allys my girlfriend
§£¥æ¤suppressed¤by¤all¤my¤childish¤fears¤æ¥£§ says:

§£¥æ¤suppressed¤by¤all¤my¤childish¤fears¤æ¥£§ says:
haha
§£¥æ¤suppressed¤by¤all¤my¤childish¤fears¤æ¥£§ says:
hey how longs it been since I asked you out?
David says:
hmm
David says:
i dono been a while tho
§£¥æ¤suppressed¤by¤all¤my¤childish¤fears¤æ¥£§ says:
alright
§£¥æ¤suppressed¤by¤all¤my¤childish¤fears¤æ¥£§ says:
david, it's not you it's me
§£¥æ¤suppressed¤by¤all¤my¤childish¤fears¤æ¥£§ says:
I need to break up with you
§£¥æ¤suppressed¤by¤all¤my¤childish¤fears¤æ¥£§ says:
I am breaking up with you
David says:
:(
§£¥æ¤suppressed¤by¤all¤my¤childish¤fears¤æ¥£§ says:
I'm sorry
David says:
:'(
§£¥æ¤suppressed¤by¤all¤my¤childish¤fears¤æ¥£§ says:
I hope we can still be friends
David says:
taht was the best relationship ive ever had and u RUINED it

I try to sleep...nanana nanana nnnaaaa
Well, Friday was the last day of school and only a half day. I went with Jake to Cedar and we picked up amy then jay and drove all the way back to greenville and watched 2fast 2furious... That was fun. Then jake drove me to jays and... no one was home... HAHAHA yeah anyways. We hung out and watched Mtv and then his parants got home and then jake picked me up. Penny kinda HUMPED me... I think maybe ... it was weird. All I know is she was on my back. Then saturday I went to Rachels birthday party and I had fun. Minus the time when the boys were trying to make themselves sick. Yuck! I got home at 10:45 and my parents didn't say a damn think... HA! I went to church and now I am here.