Inside the mind of ally
white wove stop sign family circle do it favorites search home refresh stop back forward address google ebay web site news page infor up items won watch alert bid bookmarks go update your journal microsoft internet explorer jay christoph rachel tent property oh jeez staying the night horny jay christoph cute vitaliy ukraine germany exhchange student junior senior sememster year summer school class assemblies report card money ummm I think that's all that I was just thinking... haha

Kinda Wondering
Well, a lot has happened lately. Hmm... I need to think about this stuff. I am making myself sick because I havn't figured it out. Everyone in my family is sick in someway. Either with actually sickness or pain. It's annoying because they always complain about it. My pain and hurt is in my heart. I don't know what to do so I am just playing it out I guess. No decisions must be made because soon there will no longer be another choice...

Pigs can fly?
The world must be ending...


Because this is just way too weird....

Tuba's and .... TromBones
Well, I am a happy little girl I guess you could say....

I met a couple guys today but they were like college guys and one was married (but from italy) he had the sweetest accent and then a guy named mark that kinda reminded me of joe millionaire... curly hair big buff... Yeah.. except cute! Alright... Yep... How is everyone?

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears~
Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50,000 tears I cry
Screaming,
Deceiving,
And bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
....GO AWAY....
Don't want your hand this time
I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once)
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reach the bottom

[Chorus]
I dive again
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning with you (drowning with you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm, going under

Blurring and stirring the truth that comes out
(I don't know what's real and what's not)
Always confusing the thoughts is my head
So I can't trust myself anymore

I dive again
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning with you (drowning with you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through,
I'm, so go on and scream
Scream at me, so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe
I can't keep going under

I dive again
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning with you (drowning with you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through,
I'm, going under (going under)
Going under (drowning with you)
I'm going under

MY AGENDA FOR THE WEEKEND!

Friday ~ "Open House" for My cousin Tia @ 8

Saturday ~ Property? @ 10 am
Babysitting @ 6:30 pm

Sunday ~ Church @ 10:30 am
Mills house @ Noon

Monday ~ SLEEP IN!!!!!!
:D:D:D:D:D:D

YEs!! This chick OWNS

You are Trinity, from "The Matrix."
Strong, beautiful- you epitomize the ultimate
heroine.


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Guys are...
Well, I have written in a bit... a lot has happened. I can hear my fathers laughter right now. He's watching a fat guy dance with a stick and a bunch of pretty women. I got my hair cut. It's okay... I guess. I've been talking to jay a lot adn I was talking to james but he hasn't been on lately. It's okay though. I'm sure he has a good reason.

Blah, nothing to say. I'm kinda sad I guess. I like so many people right now it's confusing. I have so many reasons to not date them but... I want to? It's dumb. I hate what they do to me. They make me so fragile. I just don't want that.. not now and I don't know if that's what I want in the futre... well I do want it but... I don't know if I can handle it. After me finally giving into my love with justin... and he then breaking up with me... for a certain reason... it really... it was bad. And it kinda feels like this happened a while ago but it wasn't.. It was monday.