yep... it's Almost Famous
*oh how it feels so real, lying here with no one near, only you, and you can hear me when i say softly, slowly, "hold me closer tiny dancer count the headlights on the highway, lay me down in sheets of linen, you had a busy day today."*

for some reason i'm just really liking this song lately. i started listening to it yesterday since my brother was downloading it and i haven't stopped since. plus we (xtina and i) watched Almost Famous today. it really makes me want to be on that tour bus with everyone i love and miss singing this song. the lonesome effects are really starting to hit me. anyways, tomorrow my mom is supposed to get me up at 8 to go to the beach... so early... it's gonna be hard. i want to go on vacation to ny. i miss all my family there and i just love the city. well peace out.
xoxo

tell me what you gonna do? act a fool!
Summer is nice. I got tanner! Yea, yesterday my mom, christina, and i went to the beach. It was really spontaneous. I was sleeping and my mom came in my room and was like, "I'm leaving in 10 minutes to go to the beach and I'm not waiting!" Man, I got out of that bed sooo fast, called christina, and got my ass ready. It was really nice though. We got to go to Palm Beach (love that place)! While there we took a nice long walk along the beach, exfoliated with the wet sand, and swam in the ocean. The ocean isn't my favorite place to swim, but it was still nice. Oh, and then we went to TCBY and got some yummy ice cream! After that our day got even better with a nice swim in my pool. Christina had never swam in my pool before.... shockingly... but we had a great time. Then my brother took us to christina's house.... that kid.... he needs to learn how to drive! He was going 70 in a 45 area. Oh well though, if he got the ticket he would just have to pay for it with his money. We ended the day though with the nice MTV... Real World Paris and the Osbournes! Christina asked me today if I thought that anyone on the Real World was like people we knew. I told her that Christina was like Briana and that I thought that Mallory was like me. Anyone else think that? Summer is going good though... I hope everyone else's is the same. Well I got birthday thank you notes to write.... adios!
Lots of luv.... xoxo

what to do
Well so it's like 3:33 AM and I'm sitting here typing in woohu, is something wrong with me? That's for you to decide. OK, if you are wondering I'm sitting here right now because about an hour ago I woke up and wasn't feeling so great. Anyways, I got sick again. I'm so over my stomach problems. I think it just likes to bug the shit out of me. Man, and I feel bad cuz Christina is sleeping over and she woke up when I woke up... that's why I kindly left my room to let her sleep. I'M SORRY. But yea, the rest of my day turned out pretty good... things could be getting better regardless of me being sick. Well, I think I found something to do... adios!

xoxo

this summer is getting sucky by the seconds... everyday starts out pretty well, but ends in pretty much shit. for example, my birthday.... i woke up went to church got home and from then on went down in flames. that's right! i got sick.... i couldn't stop throwing up... it hurt. yesterday it was actually the opposite. it started off bad b.c i was recovering from my sickness, but then ashley pasion showed up around 2 and made the sun come out. i was so happy. thank you! then i went over xtina's and we had a good time. today was back to the good first half and then a sucky second half.... i don't want to talk about it. well my mommy wants to take me to the mall... i think she is a lil sad today too, so we are going to get some therapy. peace out... hope yall are having better summer days.
lots of luv

Could you look me in the eye and tell me that you are happy now?
Alrighty, well it's now like the 3rd day of summer and the past 2 days have been pretty boring. On Tuesday we (Christina and I) came home from school watched some good old home videos from the early 90s... funny stuff! Then we got some Taco Bell... MMMM!! And that's about it. Wednesday and Thursday have been the same.... I went to cheerleading in the morning and then I come home and sleep. Yea, I'm really exciting. Anyways, Luan is going to Canada! Dude, I'll miss ya! Well I'm hoping that since today is the last day of cheerleading that the rest of summer or at least the rest of June will go the way I want it to. Oh and 2 Fast and 2 Furious comes out today.... oh shoot! LoL... what we gonna do? Act a fool! Well I hope everyone is enjoying summer so far, I know I am.

Lots of Luv!
xoxo

we're getting freaky





Your the thong. Your the spunky one out of all friends.
You keep having fun till it kills you. You always except a challenge and
never back down. You love taking risks and you hold nothing back.

Which underwear are you?

i can't feel my tongue
So today after school I had my always fun dentist appointment. They had to fill a cavity on the bottom of my mouth so now my whole mouth is numb.... NICE! I can punch myself and I don't even feel it.

Anyways, I'm like half way done with exams yay! I think I have done pretty good on all of them except for the lame bio one. P.E. was nice today, we took the exam which we got to use our study guide and people. Then we had the rest of the time to talk with people, so Arie and I talked and we found out that we both have a lot in common and that AIM in bad... LOL! The day was an overrall good day though.

My birthday is in like a week! YAY! No, but I really don't care... just one more year older. Which I really don't want to get older, but that's alright. My dad is thinking of getting Matchbox20 tickets for when they come down here. I think he still loves me. Well that's all I gotta say... hope everyone is doing as well as they want to on their exams! BTW, IT'S FRIDAY AND FINDING NEMO IS COMING OUT! SO SMILE! = D
paz!

xoxo

Anybody else lonely?
Yea so I'm lonely, and it is looking like I'm gonna be this way for a while. Right now, I just feel alone in this world, even though I'm really not. Oh well what can I do? Even though I'm lonely I'm still happy, so I guess it's okay.

Anyway, today I spent the day at mi casa. At first I woke up at like 10 to mow the grass, but the lawn mower wouldn't start so I ate breakfast and went online for a bit. Then my mom came home from the store and was all bitchy, so I just took a shower for like an hour. I sat in the shower, it was nice. Then I came out and listened to her bitch some more so I just went in my room and watched some TV. My dad finally came home around 2 and he made me get up and cut the grass. It wasn't that bad cuz the sun wasn't out. So yea I cut like the front and backyard and then it started to rain so I stopped and went swimming in the pool. Swimming in the rain is always nice and relaxing. After that I decided to take a nap. My nap was really nice cuz it was like thundering and raining outside and it was just peaceful. Finally I woke up and ate some dinner and then mi madre took me to the mall so i could get my confirmation sponser something. O yea, confirmation is tomorrow... FUN FUN! Well it's like 10:12 now, and I still gotta clean my room so I'm out. Peace n love!

*I miss you Christina!*

i guess this song explains how i feel
Damn, I'm like emotional/angry right now. How does that work out? I have no fucking clue! I swear one of these days I'm just gonna disappear, go into my own world. I so wish that could happen. Gosh, these Beatles songs are short. (Random) Now it's Let It Be. The Beatles can help me in these times of trouble for me. Okay now I'm gonna get to the heart of this journal. Lately I've just been so stressed that the stress doesn't even seem to be there anymore. Is that bad? I think so. Lets see what has made me stressed, the fact that one of my best friends is in shit for shit that really never even happened, grades (always and forever as long as IB exists), cheerleading, and confirmation, oh and there is one more... i'm stressed about the summer! Some one come rescue me! Damn though, I'm so scared, but for what? Sometimes I just feel so alone in this big world, especially lately. I want some summer lovin this year! That would be the best thing possible. Maybe on our cruise I'll meet someone and we can have a lil fling. I just need something. Oh and another question, why do I even write in this thing... no one read or cares... I guess I do it for me though. I like letting out my emotions on these fucking retarded computers. Well it's like 10:05 and it has been a while since I've been to bed early so I'm gonna go to bed. Maybe I'll have a dream that's good. Like being on a cruise and meeting the guy of my dreams and he falls for me! That would be great! Well that's only in my dreams when I'm daydreaming, so it's never possible. ONLY 8 MORE DAYS! I thank God for that.
Peace out dudes and dudettes... lots of luv... like always

*And I know I'm never falling out of favor with you*
So yea it's been a while since I last updated and I really don't know why I'm writing now. Anyways a little update on my life. It's great right now, I love that summer is on it's way and that the year is almost over even though I'm gonna miss everyone who is leaving ATL. I made cheerleading again this year, but I still don't know whether I'm on JV or Varisty yet.... I'll let all yall know when I find out for sure. I got a question, why do so many people dislike cheerleaders? It seems like everyone follows the stereotyope when they think of cheerleaders. Oh well that's their fault. I'm happy anyways = )

So this weekend... sad to see it go. On Friday I came home from school, fell asleep of course and then I woke up an hour after to a nice call from Christina. I got ready and went over to her house. Yay! We went to a Japanese restaurant in Boca and then we went to see "The Lizzie McGuire Movie." That movie was soooo cute. Lizzie McGuire is so romantic with that pop-star. Cute. So I spent the night. BTW, Christina's brother came home from college so it was extra nice since it's so much fun when he is there because he's funny. I slept over her casa, and we woke up at 11:30! (not my fault even though Christina says it is) Then we got ready and went to get some Dim Sum... yummy.... my parents think I'm turning azn.... oh well... After that, we got to go to see X-2 at City Place. it was surprisingly good, since I'm not really the biggest fan. When it was over Xtina and I went to the book store and looked at cruise books. We all met back up at "The Cheesecake Factory" to all catch the trolley for SunFest. When we were sitting there waiting, Adam and his dad and sister walk right pass us, of course Christina notices this... I was like, "What?!?!?!" He didn't see us.... who cares. Then when we were on the trolley Christina sees Logan, I was like, "WHAT THE HELL?!?! Why do I miss out on these people?" Well I finally got back at her with seeing David McDevitt... he walked right passed us and didn't even notice Xtina. So SunFest was fun, we saw John Mayer, we got prettyclose snce I'm soo good at navigating through crowds. We stayed and watched him for about 45 minutes, he's such a good guitar player.... plus we found out that he's straight! We finally met up with Ashley... we walked around and sat by the intercoastal and just watched as all the hott guys walked pass, with their girlfriends...=/ I saw one of my cousin's friends that was pretty cute...I got a glance. All in all the night was good, getting food to eat at Cheescake Factory at the end of it.... people were getting pissy by the end of the night.... too bad.

Now Sunday is here, and I have to study for a bio test tomorrow... have fun.... adios peeps! Lots of Luv!

XOXOXO

Summer is in 8 weeks!
So yea, the weekend is over and Monday is coming to an end. My weekend away was nice. I spent Saturday with my cousin since my mom decided to go to the golf tournament. She's so awesome. She's a senior at Flager Palm Coast High... and guess what!! All through high school she has managed to keep her values and be herself in everyway possible. Then next year, she is going to college at PBA! That means that she can help me go through the rest of high school and give me some advice. I love her! But then, spending all that time with her made me miss Christina and everybody back at home... =/ It was nice though... relaxing.

School today was just boring. On green days I only learn anything in math and today in math we learned how to press buttons on a calculator... fun fun!

Well I'm out... it's time to go to sleep... adios!

XOXOXOXO

Spring break is almost over... so sad. = ( It was a nice break. I spent most of it with Christina. She's such a good sister. She can make me forget anything and have plain "vacation fun". That's indeed what we did over break too. Over break I did a lot of thinking. It was all for the better. Hopefully it will come into effect when I get back to school. Tomorrow we are going to the club again...YEE PEE! I love dancing and plus it will be a good end to break. Well I'm out... Moulin Rouge is on HBO! XOXOXO

PEACE

school... one day
So it's one day before spring break... finally! You don't know how much I need this. School has been so stressing lately... grades, social, just everything! I'm so happy that I get to spend a week all to myself doing whatever I feel like. Hopefully I'll get tan and my hair will get lighter. Anyways, I hope yall have a great spring break! Probably won't be updating for a while.

XOXOXOXO

A great vacation
Well yesterday I came home from school and went to Christina's house. Her brother came home from UF for spring break. So we ate some steak. Yum, yum, yum! I ate the whole slab. It was sooo good! Anyways, after dinner we went to the movies to see, "Bringing Down the House." I give the movie a C... it was alright. I mean I almost fell asleep in it. We came home and Christina and I stayed up for about an hour more and watched LiL Mermaid and talked at the same time. It was nice.

Today we woke up at about 9 and as soon as I woke up I looked at Christina and she says, "Don't look at me." LOL! So we decided on going to an art fest in Juno Beach and eating Dim Sum. We got ready in our halter tops and shorts... ready for the sun. At about 12 we leave and we go to eat Dim Sum. My first time eating it. It was really good. Anyways, we ate almost all of it. Like Christina's mom says, "Danielle? That girl can eat!" After Dim Sum we headed north to Juno. When we got there we had to park at this parking lot in front of a building and wait for a shuttle to pick us up and take us to the fest by the beach. Well the shuttle was a charter bus... we just felt like we were on vacation and going on an excursion or something of that sort. Christina and I split up from the rest of her family and did our own thing. Our own thing would consist of walking throught the art fest and then walking back by going the beach way. We got wet from the waves, but we didn't care. So for the rest of the hour we had we went by the showers and just sat on a bench and watched people as they passed. After all that fun we got to even more fun! We went to the mall! Nothing really at the mall though. So we left the mall and headed to Best Buy. Looked at a few things there, then went to dinner at Don Ramon's. I had my yummy chicken dish. At the restaurant we were brought back to Christina's brother's comment on how to avoide high cholesterol. It was "Avoid all food that is shiny." LMAO! Every food is shiny!! But if you think about it, it's true! Anyways, the rest of the nite was full of funny times. Maybe *Chuckles* can tell you them in her journal. If not, too bad for you! I'm out for the nite!

Love Always,
*Giggles*