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fallenfaces

:: 2006 5 February :: 3.59pm
:: Music: Cliff Ritchey

What if?
There's this little glimmer of hope left in my heart making me believe we're not over. Making me wait for the day we'll just be us again.

But, I think the only reason any hope exists is because I am wishing so badly that it does. I don't think it's because it will happen or that it's true.

We're over, but I don't want to accept that.

One day I'll just have to. Because, it is over and it always will be.

But, somehow I'll trick myself into hoping it's not.

Edit>> I can't keep doing this. I need to remember what I heard this weekend; you don't have to be dating someone and being single is ok. There's not some age where you have to be married or with someone. I have to stop looking and just wait. He'll find me as soon as I quit looking. Until then I am searching for someone who doesn't exist. He has to find me. And he will.

anachronism

:: 2006 5 February :: 3.40pm
:: Music: Cliff Ritchey

Get dressed.
Spring Hill was awesome. I actually had a lot of fun. I'm glad I went now, because I wasn't excited about it for a long time.

The band, Cliff Ritchey, was amazing. I don't really care for Christian music, but they were really good. And the lead singer (Cliff) is honestly the cutest man I have ever seen in my life. I'm pretty much in love with him, haha. I think I liked him so much, because he looked a lot like young Bob Dylan and his voice even resembled him somewhat. And the guitarist was the hottest Asian I have ever laid eyes on.

Wow. I am such a girl, lol.

Anyway, I'm happy I decided to go. I think I'll go again, but I'd rather go in the summer if I do. I'm not exactly a winter person.

Well, tomorrow night is the first night of our play. Wish us luck.

Time to shower, eat, and sleep.

Edit>> Oh my God. I was just reading Cliff's journal from his website and he talks about Bob Dylan all of the time. Man, I am good. I wish he wasn't married now though, because he's the closest I could ever get to a young Bob Dylan. Hahaha. Awe man...that's pure dissapointment right there.

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fallenfaces

:: 2006 3 February :: 1.27pm

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

anachronism

:: 2006 1 February :: 3.12pm

ADVANCED DRAMA PLAY
Feb. 6-7th (That's NEXT Monday and Tuesday, bitches)
$5
Starts at S E V E N ! PM.


Be there or be killed with a square.

[Pass this on, everyone]

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fallenfaces

:: 2006 1 February :: 6.47am
:: Music: Damien Rice - The Blowers Daughter

Darling, you're all that I'm living for.
Won't you please be my own?
Never leave me alone.
'Cause I die every time we're apart.
I want you, I need you, I love you.
With all my heart.

anachronism

:: 2006 31 January :: 5.40pm
:: Music: Damien Rice

I hate MySpace. It sucks.
And so does Xanga.

I don't want to get into why, because if I start this entry could end up being entirely too long.

I love Woohu, because Woohu doesn't suck.

That's all.

Edit>> I can't wait for Swirl now. It's just the girls, and as much as I like having a date, it's usually more fun just hanging out with a buncha crazy girls. And oh my God, the dress I am borrowing is gorgeous. I tried it on and now I am really happy. I love it. It's the first dress I've actually felt pretty in. Like, ever. Oh, I am so excited! :)

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swimfan14

:: 2006 31 January :: 5.20pm

I can't stand Ms. Eilola anymore. Yesterday she wouldn't let me take a test because of an un-excused absense which I previously stated and I sort of understand her reaons but, then again I don't. Anyways, that's not my point. My point is that today I asked her if I could make up a differen't test that I also missed while I was out of school with mono and she told me no because it was too late. She can't just tell me I can't take a test. My grade was an A and now it's a C all because of that test I missed. I'm going to talk to Mr. A about it tomorrow I guess. She's dumb, I'm pissed, that's all there is to it.

I don't really have anything of importance to say. I can't believe H actually asked me if I was pregnant. Too bad i'm NOT.

I'm going to the game tonight with Emily, Logan, and Trisha. I have to drive because we all decided we don't want to die with Logan since he almost killed us the other day. He's a bad driver, not as bad as Dani though. You gotta love her.

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swimfan14

:: 2006 30 January :: 8.16pm

The worst part about being lied to is knowing I wasn't worth the truth. Oh well, whatever.

I've ate so much food today. I went out to lunch with Dani and we went to Arbys. Then when I came home I ate tons of chocolate chip bananna bread. After that I ate popcorn chicken. After that I ate shrimp and french fries from Red Lobster (I went there this weekend). Then after that my dad brought me fettichini alfredo *sp*, key lime shrimp, and oreo cheesecake. So I ate all that too. Haha I eat all the time. Stacy does too haha. I don't understand why i'm not fat. Seriously. I'm not complaining though, I just don't understand.

Ms. Eilola is really getting on my nerves. We have a student teacher so Ms. Eilola isn't even in our classroom and today she was standing outside the classroom like a little spy and she was looking into the little window on the door because when I came out she goes "Ashley, do you value your i-Pod?" and i'm like "yeah I guess" and she goes "well are you allowed to listen to it in school?" and i'm like "yeah, I am" and she got all pissed because I was being a bitch right back and she's like "no your not...next time I see you with that out i'm going to take it away" I was just like "okay haha w/e". So after that I walk away and then Josh comes out and I heard her say "Josh, do you value your cell phone?" I was like c'mon seriously shut up. She just finds ways to make everyones lives miserable, like mine isn't miserable enough!?!?! When she asked me if I valued my i-Pod I should have told her no because I can just buy a new one. That would really piss her off. So then I was pissed about that and our student teacher told me to come in during seminar to make up a test we had on Friday. So I come in and when I get there she tells me i'm not allowed to take it because Ms. Eilola said so. She's like "Ms. Eilola said you're not allowed to take it because you have an unexcused absense for Friday" That's so dumb. So because I wasn't in that class on Friday I get a zero for my test. Um ok. I wasn't really aware things work that way.

It really starts to hurt when I pretend that it doesn't. I try hiding it but I can't pretend it doesn't matter anymore. It does. Everyone can see all the things I don't want them to see. It happens. It's obvious. End of story.

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swimfan14

:: 2006 30 January :: 6.04pm

You make me sick. I can never trust you again. Everything I thought was real, turned out to be all a lie.

It doesn't matter what you do, it's what you did thats hurting you. All I needed was the truth, now i'm gone.

Seriously, for all of us, grow up.

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swimfan14

:: 2006 29 January :: 9.50pm

I don't know why I always do these when I get bored.

Today did you...

1. Talk to someone you liked: It doesn't matter if I like them anymore.

2. Buy something: Nope.

3. Get sick: I’ve been sick.

4. Sing: Yeah.

5. Make out: Yeah, because I have mono!?!?

8. Talk to an ex: Yeah basically.

9. Miss someone: Yep.
___________________________________________________

Last person who....

10. Slept in your bed: Danielle Hansing always sleeps in my bed but this weekend I made Kelli and Elyse both sleep on the floor.

11. Saw you cry: My mom seen me crying today. Well she didn’t really see me cry but when I got home I could tell she noticed I was crying.

12. Made you cry: I'm pretty sure he knows who he is.

13. Went to the movies with?: I don’t remember.

14. You went to the mall with: Elyse
____________________________________________________

16. Ever been in a fight with your pet: No.

17. Been to California: Yes!

18. Been to Mexico: Cancun!

19. Been to Canada: Yeah.

20. Been to Europe: Nope.
___________________________________________________

Random.....

21. Do you have a crush on someone: No.

22. What book are you reading now: A Gossip Girl Book.

23. Best feeling in the world: Being happy.

25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: No.

26. What's under your bed: Purses.

27. Favorite sports to watch: Basketball.

28. Location: Mi casa.

29. Piercing/Tattoos: My ears.

30. What are you most scared of right now: We wont go there.

31. Where do you want to get married?: Not sure.

32. Who do you really hate?: I only hate one person and she isn't even worth mentioning.

33. Do you have a job: Haha yeah right.

34. Do you like being around people?: Yeah most of the time.

35. Have you ever liked someone u didn't have a chance with?: Looks that way doesn't it?

36. Have you ever cried: What kind of question is this? Obviously everyone's cried.

37. Are you lonely right now: Not really.

38. Song that's stuck in your head right now: So sick of love songs, so tired of tears, so sick of wishing you were still here.

40. Gotten beaten up: No.

42. Been on radio/TV: TV a few times but not the radio.

43. Been in a mosh-pit: No.

44. Ever liked someone, but u think they never noticed you? No I’m pretty sure if I like someone then I will make them notice me.

45. Ever liked someone who treated you like shit? Yep.

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Everyone has their firsts....

1. First real best friend: Probably Chloe.

2. First school: I don’t remember what it was called.

3. First screenname: I don’t remember. It was something about being a spoiled brat.

4. First funeral: I’ve been to so many I don’t even remember.

5. First big trip: I don’t know maybe Florida or Cancun or Cali. I can’t remember.

6. First flight: I don’t remember.

7. First celebrity love: I don’t know.

8. First job: I’ve never had a job.


*Everyone also has their lasts...

1. Last person you hugged: My dad!!

2. Last song you heard: Fall To Pieces. It makes me sad.

3. Last car ride: A few hours ago.

4. Last time you cried: Today. Jeez.

5. Last movie you watched: Wedding Crashers

6. Last food you ate: I haven’t ate all day.

7. Last person of the opposite sex that you talked to: Ian.

8. Last item bought: Clothes at the mall yesterday.

9. Last shirt worn: a pink abercrombie tank top

10. Last phone call: Emily Sorensen called like an hour ago.

11. Last text message: like five minutes ago

12. Last thing you touched: Keyboard

13. Last Funeral: My uncles.

14. Last time at the mall?: Saturday.

15. Last time you were excited about something? I’m not excited for anything anymore.

16. Last person you saw: Sister.

17. Last thing you said to someone: I said "So Em wants to hang out on Tuesday okay?"
18. Last person that broke ur heart: Like I would really put his name here.

19. Last time you've been happy: A while ago.

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fallenfaces

:: 2006 29 January :: 7.03pm
:: Music: Damien Rice - The Blowers Daughter

I can't take my mind off of you, until I find somebody new.
[I don't care if any of you are sick of hearing about this. Delete me off of your friends page if I bother you that much. It won't hurt my feelings, trust me.]

I feel like I just can't do this anymore.

I miss you, you can't even begin to imagine how much. I feel like no matter what happens you're gonna be there. You're always going to be in the back of my head, I can't just get over you. I can't replace you. I compare every guy I meet to you. I can't pretend you don't exist, when I know you do and I know I regret the break up.

I regret being so weak and giving up something, that I now realize, I really needed. Something amazing. I don't even know if I regret it all or not. Because I'd kill to have that again, but knowing I had it and it's gone makes it even worse. Knowing a feeling that you just can't reach no matter how hard you try kills.

It's just... I hate knowing you're somewhere else where I can't be. I hate knowing that you're growing up without me. I hate seeing that I'm going through my senior year without my best friend by my side. Without my rock. You were never just a boyfriend to me. Ever. You were my best friend. And I remember saying no matter what you were always going to be in my life. No matter what we were going to stay best friends. So, here I sit with no best friend and no rock.

What makes it the hardest is knowing I'll probably never see you again in my life. You're gone. And I'll be gone as well soon. I don't know where I'm going, I just know it's not going to be here, in this house. I mean, you fucking lived with me. As if everything else in the world doesn't remind you of me, let's add the fact that you've been in every inch of this house. I look at the fucking couch and think of you.

It's all too hard and I wish things could have just been solved, because I've never felt so helpless. Without you, a part of me is gone. Part of who I am today is you.

Why don't you care?
why.don't.you.care.
I was so willing to do whatever you wanted. I told you I'd move to Florida if you really wanted me to. I told you I would go where ever you wanted to go. I was willing to move somewhere I never wanted to be just so I could be with you. And all you said is, "I don't see any way it would work."

Were you were only in it for the easy times? Only when it was conveinent for you? There's a hundred ways this all could have worked. And now it can't, because you have a new, wonderful life and I'm just here. Existing because I have to.

I love you.
I never stopped loving you.
And I don't know if I ever will.

I wish you could say the same.

I am so fucking willing to do anything on this earth to be with you. To fight with you, to grow with you, to be in love with you. The good and the bad. I want all of you and I have none.

Not one damn piece.

I don't miss you.
I miss us.

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fallenfaces

:: 2006 29 January :: 1.47pm
:: Music: Rent Soundtrack

Rent - Without You
Read more..

swimfan14

:: 2006 29 January :: 12.58pm

I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall
Make it through it all


And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you

You're the only one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms


Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means

Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you.

anachronism

:: 2006 27 January :: 7.01pm

Stacy: Oh my God, my forehead itches like a bitch.
Josh: Oh Christ, my balls itch.

We seriously both said that at the same exact time.
It was fucking scary.

[Hahahahahaahaha]

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swimfan14

:: 2006 27 January :: 4.09pm

So we pretty much got caught. It was bound to happen anyways. I just feel bad now but somehow I always do.


Last night I was driving and Elyse wanted to steer my car so I was letting her and when she turned she hit a snowbank. It was hilarious.

The cemetary thing didn't go so well today. Never ever go in one of those. It was just a bad idea.


And no I'm not going bowling. Everyone knows I hate bowling so if I wont go for anyone else i'm sure as hell not going for you.

You probably should stop making this into something it's not and just believe me when I tell you that I don't.

Anyways i'll update more later I gotta go to Brittanys.

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anachronism

:: 2006 27 January :: 1.41pm
:: Music: Elliott Smith

No school for me today, biotches.

I had an eye appointment at 10am, so I figured why even go.
I got new glasses, because my other ones broke in half! I was sad, but the new ones are basically the same exact style. The only difference is they're brown on the outside instead of black, and some sort of greenish/yellow color on the inside instead of red. I like them better than my older ones.
I am still not a glasses person. Ick.

My grandma bought me a $6 chocolate covered strawberry from Godiva. I thought it was quite ridiculous, but she insisted. And I'll tell you what...it was the best damn chocolate covered strawberry I've ever had. And the only. Mmmm.

Anyway, I am bored off my feet. I hope someone wants to hang out tonight. And by hang out I don't mean go back to school and waste money on a lame basketball game.

Edit>> Oh, and new layouts for all three journals!! Exciting, eh?

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swimfan14

:: 2006 26 January :: 11.06pm

1. HAVE YOU EVER SEEN SOMEONE FROM YOUR PAST OR AN EX AND IT WAS AKWARD?

Sometimes it's akward and sometimes it's not. It depends on the person. I see people I had "things" with all the time and most of the time I just ignore them...

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS OF YOUR ROOM?
Pictures, posters, other stuff.

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
I don’t know how to describe it..sparkly maybe lol

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
All kinds..

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
Yeah, 2:22 AM

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
To do something I’m not allowed to do haha..

7. WHO DO YOU MISS?
I don't miss anyone.

8. WHAT ARE YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSIONS?
My cell phone, my family, my friends, and my trusty credit card!

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?

Yeah esp. when H locked me in a locker at strike and he put a pencil through the little hole and I couldn’t get out..

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?

Sometimes after I watch scary movies haha

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?

Nobody's worth crying over.

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
ABERCROMBiE AND FiTCH!!

14. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU GOT YELLED AT?

Haha at school..in math...me and april and cohen...yeah we're just a little too loud. It was a bad choice to sit us next to each other..

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO?
Umm I don’t know I don’t really think about these things

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?

Coffee for sure

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?

Haha pepperoni I guess

18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?

Nothing I’m not even hungry

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
I have no idea

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?

Like I remember...

22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?
Obviously

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?

No

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?

Abercrombie, Juicy Couture..or stuff from Urban Outfitters.

25. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?

I don’t know lol I don’t really pay attention to cars..

26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
Yeah lol.


27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
Dogs and cats.

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?


I would try not to since I would just get screwed over but you can’t help how you feel.

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?

To tell them lol

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
2

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Brunettes; because someone has to be smart.

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?

I call a lot of numbers often...pretty much the ppl that are important to me.

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
A lot of things...umm when people wear black and brown together or when people talk a lot ..like a lot a lot and they don’t know when to shut up and when people straighten/blow dry their hair too much and it looks all fried and dead...it's gross.

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
Yeah many times

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?

I care too much.

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
YES!!! Lots of them!


38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
Who can honestly say they haven’t?


39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS?
I was hanging out with my lovers at the v-ball game

40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?

I wouldn’t...

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?

Something to do while I’m waiting.

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?

My hair or outfits or purses

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME iLLEGAL FOREVER?

Nothing. It’s not the end of the world.

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?

Umm I don’t know it’s a ways away

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?

Like a million haha kidding I don’t know yet

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?

I don’t think so

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
I used to until I realized the wishes never come true and I’m just wasting my time.

48. WHAT DID YOU DO TODAY?
Well I slept until 10:00 then I went to school for a while then I picked up Britt and Elyse and we went to the v-ball game.

49. WHAT DID YOU LAST EAT?

Pizza earlier and then a ring pop a few minutes ago

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Yeah sometimes

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?

Ugh..idk

52. ANY BAD HABITS?

Yeah. A lot.

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?

I don’t really know lol...

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?

Yeah

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?

Only because I had to

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?

Yeah I guess in some ways
57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?

I don’t really have anger problems so I wouldn’t know

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?

My dads house lol

59. WHO IS YOUR FAMOUS/ ACTOR/ SINGER CRUSH?

Gerard Way, Orlando Bloom, Adam Brody (Seth Cohen <3)

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?

Haha probably my babies

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?

I don’t know I’ve never counted

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?

Yeah

64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?

Nope

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?

Umm ask me if you really want to know that bad...

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?

My mom and step dad always call me by my middle name (Megan) and Logan and Justin call me Laguna because they say I remind them of the girls on Laguna Beach and then Little One at school

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?

Birthday Cake @ Coldstone Creamery is sooo good if you haven’t been there you pry should.

73. WHO/WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?

I don’t miss anyone or anything

74. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?

Haha I don’t know

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
I could care less

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?

Panic! At the disco

77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?

Water

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Umm Emily Sorensen just called me a few minutes ago

79. THE FUNNIEST THING THAT HAPPENED TODAY?
Omg I don’t know I’m always laughing but probably at the v-ball game when Elyse made me tell this joke thing to Katie, Jacque, Angela Klementowski, and Marissa Walker..we all were dying laughing...

80. LAST THING SOMEONE SUGGESTED?

Well today Mike Kratjewski haha I don’t think that’s how you spell his last name but anyways he said that he thinks I should go to the next away bball game with him and so should Lisa.

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?

Favorite thing? Let's try "favorite people"

82. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT TEXT MSG’D YOU?

Logan just did like five minutes ago..

83. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT TALKED TO YOU ONLINE?

Aaron Cohen or Stacy

84. FAVORITE COLORS?

Pink & Orange

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
Brown

86. EYE COLOR?

Hazel

87. HEIGHT?

UMM... 5'3
88. SIBLINGS?

Like a million

89. FAVORITE MONTH?

June since that’s when school gets out or July since that’s usually when I go to Cali<3

90. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
YES!!

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?

The v-ball games and The O.C!!!!!

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?

Christmas, My Birthday..and the whole summer counts as my favorite too.

93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?

Yeah probably

94. SUMMER OR WINTER?

Summer

95. KISSES OR HUGS?

BOTH!

96. WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU BORROWED?
Umm I don't know lol I don't usually borrow things but Ryan Case and I both love Life As We Know It so he just told me I can borrow the first season of it because he's just that nice lol.

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
Clothes

98. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?

I got bit by a dog.


99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?

The very last Gossip Girl book!!

100. ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
Yeah basically...

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anachronism

:: 2006 26 January :: 9.20pm

Hahaha.
Ahh, fuck you! You're grounded!

What for?

Because you don't think that the garbage disposal sounds like chewbaca taking a shit! That's why. Now go to your room!

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swimfan14

:: 2006 26 January :: 4.41pm

What an ass.

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tesunai

:: 2006 25 January :: 7.38pm
:: Mood: something
:: Music: Adema - Betray

i now know ill be alone forever, no mater what i do im destined to be alone, to die alone, to never be loved again, even if someone thought they loved me, it would never be possible, not the way i am its not, i keep saying im gunna give up on love, but the truth is i dont think i can escape the torcherous feeling called love, i just keep searching for it like a god damn bloodhound...maybe i like all this pain, it hurts so much i wish i could rip my heart outa my chest, if u could live without a heart id consider it. i just wish i could find what im looking for, get what im after, but ill probly just die trying....

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