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2020 25 February :: 9.20pm
:: Mood: blah
Nobody ever asks me if I want to do anything, it's always me asking others.
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godessalthena
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2020 17 February :: 9.31am
I love you
why do you have to make things so hard for yourself?
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godessalthena
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2020 25 January :: 8.22pm
feeling drunk and feeling invisible
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godessalthena
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2019 28 December :: 11.52pm
don't like feeling anxious
don't like feeling like a fool
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2019 13 December :: 12.54pm
NO ONE FUCKING CARES
just get it into your thick fucking troglodyte skull, self.
you don't matter now and you never will. you insignificant speck of shit.
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2019 15 November :: 10.30pm
rollercoaster today at work... some days I really love what I do and other times it makes me cry and I hate it. I just don't understand why so many people feel compelled to be assholes... like what does it really serve?
I guess everyone had bad days but if every day is a bad day maybe you need to change something..? maybe try a career change first?
I love have been feeling like I want to try to be a manager, but I just love what I do so much... like I would love to be a trainer, I'd love to be a business analyst...
I'd love to be a stay at home mom and active in my community and shit.
I just want to be in a position where we don't have to both work, so maybe we can make more time for fun things. you know... like back in the old days when more parents could afford to have one stay home and shit. TV & tablets raise kinda shitty kids...
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2019 15 November :: 10.23pm
rollercoaster today at work... some days I really love what I do and other times it makes me cry and I hate it. I just don't understand why so many people feel compelled to be assholes... like what does it really serve?
I guess everyone had bad days but if every day is a bad day maybe you need to change something..? maybe try a career change first?
I love have been feeling like I want to try to be a manager, but I just love what I do so much... like I would love to be a trainer, I'd love to be a business analyst...
I'd love to be a stay at home mom and active in my community and shit.
I just want to be in a position where we don't have to both work, so maybe we can make more time for fun things. you know... like back in the old days when more parents could afford to have one stay home and shit. TV & tablets raise kinda shitty kids...
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2019 27 October :: 11.57am
I've been a solid Rock lately but
I just can't right now.my cup is empty, and no one gives a fuck about my emotional needs.
so why do I kill myself caring about theirs?
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2019 20 October :: 10.29pm
:: Mood: disappointed
The number one thing to do on my list is getting my tattoo fixed. I really need to see a skin doctor. I made a huge mistake by not consulting anyone about getting it removed after ten days. I wanted to make my own decision and it was the worst decision I have ever made.
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2019 20 October :: 1.31am
:: Mood: bored
I'm finally able to blog freely without having to feel afraid of someone hovering over my shoulder and also not having to clear the history anymore.
I used to feel guilty about having a secret blog that my family doesn't know about. I'm separated from my two family members for good. They're not visiting and I will never see them again because they claim I'm disobedient. They want to know about my personal life and what social media websites I use. It's my personal life. I only tell the people I feel close to. I no longer have to worry about that because I'm not living with them anymore.
I have several blogs, but most entries here.
I always think about death because my mental health problem makes me dizzy. I always try to cure it by eating some sweet drinks and eating more. I never used to have this problem.
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2019 10 October :: 2.23pm
I have a very strong force of chill
people get around me and they just melt into the couch and are comfy
I like chilling, and being lazy, but sometimes it sucks cuz I don't always want to be.
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2019 7 October :: 4.42pm
Recorded on 9.20.19
POD 21
In which I am all alone
Links to stuff I mentioned:
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2019 4 October :: 11.50pm
:: Music: Lizzo- Truth Hurts
"I don't play tag, bitch, I been it... We don't fuck with lies, we don't do goodbyes..."
Why men great 'til they gotta be great?
Woo
I just took a DNA test, turns out I'm 100% that bitch
Even when I'm crying crazy
Yeah, I got boy problems, that's the human in me
Bling bling, then I solve 'em, that's the goddess in me
You coulda had a bad bitch, non-committal
Help you with your career just a little
You're 'posed to hold me down, but you're holding me back
And that's the sound of me not calling you back
Why men great 'til they gotta be great?
Don't text me, tell it straight to my face
Best friend sat me down in the salon chair
Shampoo press, get you out of my hair
Fresh photos with the bomb lighting
New man on the Minnesota Vikings
Truth hurts, needed something more exciting
Bom bom bi dom bi dum bum bay
You tried to break my heart?
Oh, that breaks my heart
That you thought you ever had it
No, you ain't from the start
Hey, I'm glad you're back with your bitch
I mean who would wanna hide this?
I will never, ever, ever, ever, ever be your side chick
I put the sing in single
Ain't worried 'bout a ring on my finger
So you can tell your friend, "shoot your shot" when you see 'em
It's OK, he already in my DMs
Why men great 'til they gotta be great?
Don't text me, tell it straight to my face
Best friend sat me down in the salon chair
Shampoo press, get you out of my hair
Fresh photos with the bomb lighting
New man on the Minnesota Vikings
Truth hurts, needed something more exciting
Bom bom bi bom bi dum bum bay
I'ma hit you back in a minute
I don't play tag, bitch, I been it
We don't fuck with lies, we don't do goodbyes
We just keep it pushing like aye yi yi
I'ma hit you back in a minute
I don't play tag, bitch, I been it
We don't fuck with lies, we don't do goodbyes
We just keep it pushing like aye yi yi
Why men great 'til they gotta be great?
Don't text me, tell it straight to my face
Best friend sat me down in the salon chair
Shampoo press, get you out of my hair
Fresh photos with the bomb lighting
New man on the Minnesota Vikings
Truth hurts, needed something more exciting
Bom bom bi bom bi dum bum bay
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2019 3 October :: 9.09pm
I can hardly imagine going to an open casket funeral, but to also dig their hole and put them in the hole you dug?
that is some next level shit. natives don't half ass saying good bye.
I just wish we didn't have to say goodbye at all.
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