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2003 16 October :: 8.30pm
:: Mood: cheerful
It's okay again. You have to deal with the fact that some phone calls are unsatisfactory and some change your perspective again.
ok...i was in band....
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2003 15 October :: 10.35pm
:: Music: the great locomotive chase
YOU MUST BE GIRLS!
I like band. I am a super nerd. But it's a good time.
this song gives me a nostalgic feeling. it's good and creepy at the same time.
history stinks. i can't study. i think i'll watch teen girl squad again instead.
jjjjjjjjjjj
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2003 15 October :: 4.19pm
:: Mood: loserlike
:: Music: the lumberjack song
so i'm not studying for my history. i don't have much time anyway. i have to go to band. maybe i'll just look at that outline. i think i pretty much understand everything though. i might be okayish. ap is reallly really really difficult.
guh
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2003 14 October :: 10.57pm
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: norah jones-don't know why
my shift button keeps getting stuck down so i cannot utilize it.
i don't like that almost every song i listen to reminds me of the bad
and i don't like being used
and i don't like the strech marks on my legs but i don't have time do something about it.
and i don't like that maybe after all the heartbreak that maybe it's the same as it always is. i'm not very satisfied with how it's turning out. but...i'll try harder. this could lead to my ultimate demise.
ok...i was in band....
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2003 14 October :: 8.35pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: variations on a korean folk song
I met a possum!
my room is almost done and it looks tres muy nice.
i didn't really study for my history like i wanted, but i did finish chapter eight. there's too much information. i don't even know where to start.
buuttttt...i can play 'go tell aunt rodie' on the tuba in a sort of mediocre way. i really enjoy it to the max.
and i think i'll babysit friday instead of going to da football game-o. but i could make a decison if people would answer their phones like they should.
ok...i was in band....
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2003 13 October :: 10.13pm
:: Mood: air playgroud love
WHAT YOU DO TODAY!? Idiot!
i have a frog named boom
aaaannnnnddddd tonight was the last monday night
aaannnnnnndddddddddd i'm feeling really happy again.
aaaaaannnnnnndddddd tomrrrrraowa is a half day so i can get things done done done done done.
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2003 12 October :: 9.30pm
:: Music: bill withers-lean on me
that would explain the beard!
this weekend has been pretty cool except for the painting mess and the rip in my pants. and of course the weirded out factor. but even that was kind of funny.
tomorrow begins another super busy week.
ok...i was in band....
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2003 10 October :: 10.54pm
| I AM:: | dead tired | | I THINK:: | i should go to bed | | I KNOW:: | that i have to get up in the morning | | I WANT:: | to go to bed | | I HAVE:: | a warm place to sleep | | I WISH:: | i didn't have to worry about getting moving in the morning | | I HATE:: | saturdays that require effort | | I MISS:: | summer | | I FEAR:: | messing up tomorrow | | I HEAR:: | my pillow calling | | I SEARCH:: | for my purple notebook | | I WONDER:: | where robuck was after school today when i needed him | | I REGRET:: | making bad impressions | | I ACHE:: | everywhere from band | | I CARE:: | it's true |
jessa's Untitled brought to you by BZOINK!
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2003 9 October :: 7.37pm
ha ha ha!
i got up to A flatttt!
that's right. me. sarah c.
estelle is my best friend.
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2003 9 October :: 4.14pm
I suppose I could post song lyrics
And then make some references about what someone posts
and then continue being sullen
lkjgfd;lkjkjal;kjgadsl;kj;lkjgads;lkjgads;lkj
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2003 9 October :: 4.01pm
:: Mood: cheerful
yay me! i'm the best kid ever!
anyway. i played the tuba and i like it.
ps-anyone on mackinac island should come home
wooops i acidentlillay deleted this, but saved it before it was gone...bother. ha ha ha.
:: 2003 8 October :: 6.05 pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: you're just what i need-from bring it on
[ edit | delete ]
not everything works as it seems, is that so hard to believe?
so...another crappy day. but i prevailed i think. bmmt makes me feel soo ssssloow. i did feel better as soon as school was over. plus mitch's hair made me feel good. sorry to anyone i was snappy with today. esp. beans. i just wish you would leave me be sometimes instead of fussing and proding and making noises. you don't make me feel any better. maybe that's why i don't ever want to tell you the reasoning behind my, as you so nicely put it, 'pissiness.'
i got up to g# really easily on my chromatic. i'm really excited. and tomorra is my tuba buba lesson. that also makes me feel excited.
diga doo
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2003 8 October :: 6.21pm
:: Music: chips ahoy
okay...so my new goal is to stop coming up with the plans. i'm not even going to offer. then we'll see.
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2003 7 October :: 10.22pm
fyi
a tomahawk DOES NOT equal a wearwolf
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sugarmouse0587
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2003 7 October :: 9.59pm
:: Mood: disaster
:: Music: td-wonderboy
mucky muck
tommorrow i must
buy spackel
find out if i'm in elo or not
get tuba book
clean my car
go on date with estelle ( i think she really likes me)
go running with alice
sell products for band
tape my room for paint and take things down
read my history book
shower
nap? probably not, out of the question
so i'm really busy all the time now but at least i'm keeping my promise and at least i'm secure enough to know who loves me without question
and i cried last night because i was happy and angry at the same time.
and today was really long and bad. i just needed a day to sort things out. i'm going on a list making rampage
i think homework club will be rewarding though. i'm really really glad i'm doing it.
now i'm angry again. ruining things should be our decision okay? you don't have to do it for us. maybe i'll just stop bothering. i'll be like one of those sad people you see sometimes. who do really dumb things when they're mad just because they like being more miserable. i won't be using so much gas at least....shoot.
oh and i have a gift according to senora c. she was freaking out.
a spanish gift! my profession will be Professional Spanish Person. so maybe i can have a passion too. and feel safer. i will rock the world with my bilingualness. also my great spelling talants. "the best spanish I student i've ever had." hey, i'm kind of a grammer nut. maybe that's why i'm good at it. plus it's the same and easier than french and i was good at that too.
here's me right now if i were made of letters instead of a person: ---->pouty pout pout pout
wait, i can't even decide if i feel good or bad right now. i'm just excited about things and also very disapointed and upset.
ps- i don't like being an invisible person. i won't treat anyone like that ever ever ever ever ever ever again even if i wounds some of my pride.
pps. according to beans and robby i have a different accent. could someone explain this to me please?
what is the secret of my power?
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2003 5 October :: 10.30pm
:: Mood: chipper
who knew you could be so cold yet so happy at the same time? red flannel day was absolutly wonderful. i think my favorite part was sitting on float waving at all the smiling and clapping people and blowing kisses at all the little girls staring at you in awe. it's wonderful and i don't think i could have asked for a better day than yesterday.
last night i had a dream about someone and i called him today. it had been a while since we talked yet he said it seemed as if we had known each other for an eternity and yes, he said the word eternity. i guess i might go up and see him friday when he'll be at CMU. that would be so cool. anyways, hope everyone is healty happy ect. lots of love :)
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