good bye's
it's a bit early for my good bye end of the year entry...but i have time to do it today and i'll be the first one of the year so i might as well get it over with now. right? so here we go...maybe we'll go down memory lane...maybe not, we'll see how this year's turns out :)

beans- well, the end of the year is here. you've now offically been my best friend for 2 years of high school now...we're shooting for 2 decades! just kidding...i lvoe you. we've drifted the past month or so. but that's okay, maybe we needed it to grow. actually, i know we needed to grow. and growing is good. i don't think i would be the same person if it wasn't for you. we've had good times and bad times like all friends do. i've come to realize how different we are. yet, so much alike. you know so much about me...more than anyone i think. i'm glad you don't put up with my crap or let me get away with anything either. you kind of force me to be a good person. except when you make me swear. but we won't count that :) you are beautiful on the inside and out and i'm grateful that i can call you my best friend. thanks for all the memories..I'M AN ARTHROPOD!!!!!!!! LOOK AT MY JOINTED APPANDAGES!!!!!! I HAVE A CEPHALATHORAX...I'M FUSED AT THE HEAD AND ABDOMAN!!!!!!!! WOO WOO .....i'll refrain from reciting every single inside joke we have....please refer to the lust if needed :) lvoe you!

jessie- you can really be a pain in the ass sometimes but that's why i love you. those days when you'll call me and just spill. even though i sound annoyed with you're consistant droning...i'm not. you make me feel important and loved. it amazes me how close we've gotten in such a short time. i'm so glad that i had the opportunity to meet you because we've had some great times. camp is going to be such a wild adventure with you there. beans and i vowed that we would never bring anyone else to our sancuary and our place, but...you're coming so i guess you are lead to believe that we like ya. :) thanks so much for everything...i love you my little sister :0)..haha ha ha ha noses! and ahem....i myself can say i was a sleezy geezer that used to run around with drunk ducks and boys on slides...

kaly jean- i was hoping last friday and june 5th would never come. it always seemed out of reach. but sadly it came and it's coming. you're a big girl now. 18...phew...you're too old. if it wasn't for you, i know that i would be in rough shape today. you are my support system. i can't tell you how grateful i am for you. you're words of wisdom will stick with me for the rest of my life. you've taught me so much about life, love, my dreams and everything in between. never once did you look down on me for anything. you always treated me like an equal. you are a wonderful person and without you i really don't know how i would have gotten through this year. thank you so much. :)

danielle- you're just so fun! and cute! some of my biggest laugh's have been with you this year. we've had some crazy times. the best thing about our friendship is i can tell you anything and you lift me up. you are a great person and i hope we'll always be friends!

robby- heh...we hung out for the first time by ourselves friday! woo hoo for us! you have so much to offer this world. don't give up because i know you are talented in many ways. you are an awesome musician and you've got a great sence of humor. i hope you never loose those things to life. i'm so glad that you are finally happy. you out of anyone deserves that happiness. well, and kaly too...but..hey, this is your entry so i'll just keep going :) i hope we have more memories to make in the future because you never saw the pictures and we still have go to mongolian barbique!!!!!! anyways, take care of yourself and i'll see you really soon! love ya!

andy- oh boy. i seariously never thought you and i would be friends. funny the way things turn out. you're a hoot and you still haven't tried out the hammock this season yet. ya better get goin! even though you make fun of me, hit me, inslut me, and call me names i still love you! and i know that you know that. you also know my kitchen's always open for your mouth to feast on despite your critism. you're always there for me. always. you always listen to me when i need someone even though i know you don't want to hear my crap. thanks for that. let's not drift apart over the summer. that would be too sad.

gangles- i know you don't read this...but hey you never know...and i couldn't possibly leave you out!!!!!! you're a great friend and a very talented person. i'm really happy i got to know you and i'm so overjoyed that i can share my music with you. it's wonderful how we can appreciate each others talents. you've taught me a lot about life and guitars. :) i hope one day you can show the world what you're made of. everyone know's you have that talent to. i'll always be there back stage cheering you all on even if josh won't let me have my own bus anymore. oh well........ i'll still be there. you're no. 1 or 2...somewhere up there fan :)

everyone else........ there are too many of you. ashley, becca boo, k-dog, nick, shantaclare, scotty, logan, kevin, jenna, alice, diana, anne, katie, jackie, devon, jessi, gunnie, roman, josh, dylan, ellie bellie, mitch, monkey, josh, spud, amandaluss, bryan, ryan, brian, andy, roger, andy, brittany, stacey, kale, amy, amy, denee', nicole, rob, shae, dan....and everyone else that i forgot to name...i'm sooooooooooooooo sorry...you know i love you too. thanks guys for all the memories. :)

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