sugarmouse0587
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2002 2 November :: 12.30am
:: Mood: upset
:: Music: nfg
You're not here and I can't stop pretending that you're forever mine. I can't dream anymore.
God. It hurts, hurts, hurts. This isn't right to feel like this.
ok...i was in band....
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sugarmouse0587
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2002 2 November :: 12.01am
:: Mood: sick tired bleh reh, slightly pissed,
:: Music: nashing teeth angry sighs
Gosh this is so dumb! So freaking dumb. I can't be COMMITTED to someone!From previous experience I'm afraid of stagnance.
*please pause for sayings from the lust:
Whoa! Hey there...oh boy oh boy oh boy, sucks in breath, oh boy oh boy...
*thank you
I couldn't possibly get involved with anyone...possibly nonchalantly, but not seriously. My one true love is Griffin. He never lets stagnance come between us.
*pause for irrelevent list of people I'm in love with
1. Edgar J. Moose
2. Estelle
3. Mary-Anne
3.5. Sam
3.74. Robear.
4. Jessie
5. Tap
6. Roger Crab
7. Christian from M.R
8. Ginger
9. Peaches
10. Flamin' Becky
11. Eskimo Twins
12. Austin from Krispy Kremes
and I lvoe Beansy
Right now I have a list of mean things to say. But I shan't. I'm too tired.
There's my answer. Please take it and welcome awkwardness and cold shoulders.
7 can't stop the B.M. |
ok...i was in band....
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danibean
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2002 31 October :: 9.41pm
:: Mood: better
:: Music: ben folds- hiros song ... sigh...
FRIENDS:
Best:
*Girls:beans and jessie wilde
*Guys:gunnie and andy sischo
You've Known the Longest:jamie from pa.
You've known the least longest: probably andy
You can tell anything to:beans, jessie, kaly, gunnie and andy
Lives farthest away: not ryan!!!! haha... my friends from sweden
Lives closest: beans! yay!!!
Weirdest: oh boy.... either beans or ryan ;)
Funniest: BEANS AND RYAN!
Shyest: Jessie
Quietest: when it's not just the 2 of us, jessie... or maybe kaly too..
Smartest: gosh, i don't know... hahaha.. ryan.. he has a 4.0.. yup
Coolest: oh everyone is so cool int their own way
Flirtiest: gunnie, he's such a luss
Cutest: RYAN!
Prettiest: jessie, beans, and kaly it's a toss up
Tallest: gunnie
Shortest: jessie or danielle
Most outgoing: danielle
Most hyper: haha, beans or ryan or danielle
Most charming: this is funny, andy
Most friendly: beansy
Most caring: all my friends
Most sensitive: kaly
Most Popular: we're all big band dorks
Most creative: kaly
Most annoying: if t hey were annoying, i wouldn't hang out with them
Most "off and on": bah... i dunno
Most TRULY unique: beans
Most Pampered: uummm............ i dunno
Most kissable: hehehehe...ryan
Most confusing: jessie
Always there for you: beans, kaly, jessie
Always makes you laugh: beans and ryan
Always has something clever to say: beans
Always makes you really think: kaly
Always brightens your day: all of them do ;)
Most daring: oh hmmm.... ryan
Most outrageous: RYAN!!!
Most blonde at heart: i dunno...
Best Hair: angeeh
Best Eyes: jessie
Best Smile: ryan
Most likely to become famous: gunnie
Most likely to star in a "got milk ad":gunnie
Most likely to become a Hollywood actress: gunnie
Most likely to become a writer: beans
Most likely to go to Harvard: ryan
Most likely to end up flipping burgers at the local fast food restaurant: i don't have any loser friends..
most likely to become a celebrity athlete: ryan or andy...he's all athletic
First to get married: kaly
Last to get married: beans
The one who will probably never get married: i think all my friends are going to find true love in their life
The casanova: what's that?
The player: gunie, he's such a pimp
One who'll have the most kids: jenna
One who'll have the least: beans or jess
One who'll be your maid of honor: beans
One who'll be your best man: gunnie
One whose like the sister god forgot to give you: beansy and jess
One whose like the brother god forgot to give you: gunnie
4 can't stop the B.M. |
ok...i was in band....
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danibean
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2002 31 October :: 12.59pm
:: Mood: sick
yuck, i feel so sick and crappy. i'm sitting here in yearbook and it's been a crappy day. but of course, the day doesn't care, and continues on without even bothering. it's been 64 days since i've seen ryan. for some reason, i alomst started crying in spanish. maybe because the girl next to me was glkoating about how she had a boyfriend and they see each other all the time. nice kid. right....
1 can't stop the B.M. |
ok...i was in band....
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danibean
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2002 30 October :: 10.23pm
:: Mood: don't ask
:: Music: not today
nope
ugh...today was the worst. i went to malecki's and myers music and got some new piano music, quartet music and a flute stand. and we got krispy kreme donoughts. that was good. but... we got home late, and all the pumpkin carving kids were there already. so me, being all crazy, got all frazzled and spazed. and then andy wouldn't pay attention to me playing the special new song on the piano so i got mad and when i went to kick off my shoe, it hit my jewerly box and smashed the glass in the door. so what does dani do, um.... cries. alot. so yeah... then i cry and cry and cry. so now, i'm freezing cold and need a hot shower and sleep. so yup... good night
ok...i was in band....
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sugarmouse0587
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2002 30 October :: 9.18pm
:: Mood: sickie
:: Music: bryan adams-summer of 69
You have more talent in your left pinky, Water-bearer, than all the left pinkies of all the other signs in the Zodiac. So why are you always trying to hide it? Show off your skills! You don't have to be an attention ho to share your talent with the world. You just have to love whatever it is you do so well.
1 can't stop the B.M. |
ok...i was in band....
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sugarmouse0587
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2002 29 October :: 10.03pm
:: Music: new found glory
what is the deal yo?
PFT!!!!!!!!
4 can't stop the B.M. |
ok...i was in band....
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danibean
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2002 29 October :: 9.21pm
:: Mood: !?>>J!
:: Music: moulin rouge- come what may
i want to cry, and i feel like cring for some reason, but i'm not sad. hold on...here...
danibean05: for some reason i feel like cring, but i'm not sad, but i can't cry because i feel like i need someone to cry on...
danibean05: does this make sence?
danibean05: or none at all..or something?
SischoKid2006: it makes some sence
danibean05: i dunno...
SischoKid2006: might make more sence to someone more intouch with emotions, like a female
danibean05: usually i can cry without someone to comfort me, but today it just seems like i can't..
danibean05: yeah...but you are here, and you are listining
SischoKid2006: mmhm
danibean05: i dunno..i'm dumb
SischoKid2006: no no
danibean05: i don't know what to do...and i know you don't know what i should do either, but it makes me feel better to just talk
i dunno... i'm a phyco sometimes. heh... what are you doing you phyco!? oh boy, i miss him.... pish posh, i have to be happy, don't i?!
I'M GOING TO SEE BEN FOLDS LIVE!!!!! DANCE LIKE A LUSS!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
2 can't stop the B.M. |
ok...i was in band....
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sugarmouse0587
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2002 29 October :: 5.47pm
:: Mood: stuffed up
:: Music: coldplay in my place
come back and sing to me!
GENERAL INFO
Time: 5:48 PM
Birth Date: 2-31-22
Name on Birth Certificate: Beansy Weansy
Age:15 and a halfish
College: Colorado State
Location: My compaq
Email : upyourwahzoo@beansrocksmysocks.com/squeezemeisqueak
Color of Eyes:red
Hair: soft and luxiourious
Fantasy Height:7'
Shoe Size: 6
Brothers/Sisters: A-ron
Bedtime: now
--HAVE YOU EVER--
Ever been so drunk you blacked out: yes
Put a body part on fire for amusement: I almost set my hair on fire once
Been in a car accident:several times
Been hurt emotionally:everyday
Kept a secret from everyone: everyday
Had an imaginary friend: Don't you mean have? Yes I have one
Wanted to hook up with a friend:yeah
Cried during a movie:yes
Had a crush on a teacher:yes
Ever thought an animated character was hot?Aladin!
Had a New Kids On The Block tape:I was too young
Cut your hair: yes
FAVORITES--
Shampoo: thermasilk
Color: vert
Day/Night: depends
Summer/Winter:summer
Lace or satin: Latin!
Cartoon characters: Power Puff Girls, the simpsons
Food: fried bread
Advertisement: Those GUmmie bear ads
Movie: Molin Rouge
Ice Cream: Home made from band camp
Subject: band
--RIGHT NOW--
>Wearing: Nothing
Drinking: nada
Thinking about: sleeping
Listening to: temptations and mom
Talking to: mom
Watching: the computer
>*--WITHIN THE LAST 24 HOURS--
Cried: no
Worn a skirt:no
Met someone new:yes
Cleaned your room:yes
Done laundry:no
Drove a car:no
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--DO YOU BELIEVE IN--
Yourself: of course
Santa Claus:yes
Tooth Fairy: yes
Angels:yes
Ghosts:yes
UFO's:yes
Jesus Christ:yes
--FRIENDS AND LIFE--
Like anyone?:yes Who's the loudest?: Edgar J. Moose
Who's the weirdest?:SPud
Who do you go to for advice? Beans
Who do you think about most when you're not online? Beans, Troy
Who do you cry with?: Tap, Ginger, Griffin
When did you last cry?: Last monthish
What's the best feeling in the world?: Laughing
Worst Feeling?: there are too many
Time:to run
14 can't stop the B.M. |
ok...i was in band....
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sugarmouse0587
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2002 29 October :: 5.34pm
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: africa! woot woot!
School feels like some sort of strange commune for very loud people.
I feel very funny right now. I can't put my finger on it.
sugarmouse0587: there is a hair salon in lowell called moose
danibean05: REALLY?>!
danibean05: whoa
danibean05: crazy
sugarmouse0587: i wonder if cal ever sees it and thinks "moose.....that reminds me, i'm a complete ass and i broke poor girls heart, maybe i should find some way in our age of pay-phones and friends who have internet to call her and apologize and if she finds it in her heart to forgive me we can make out and get married"
ok...i was in band....
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danibean
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2002 28 October :: 9.45pm
:: Mood: alright
i dunno, i'm in a weird mood. i'm not really in any mood. hmmm...is that hard to understand? i baked cookies. eh... whatever.
2 can't stop the B.M. |
ok...i was in band....
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danibean
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2002 26 October :: 4.40pm
:: Mood: silly
:: Music: ben folds five- battle of who could care less
danibean05: oh.. i forgot to tell you, me and edger j. moose are getting married tomorrow at 4:58
grapenut48050: LOL
grapenut48050: hell yes
grapenut48050: i will be his best man
danibean05: well...ok
danibean05: i was hoping you'd be the organest and the photographer and the minister all at the same time, but you can add b.m. in there too
grapenut48050: AND THEN IM GOING TO BE YOUR SECRET LOVER AND WE WILL BE MARRIED IN A DIFFERENT RELIGION AND COUNTRY!!!!!
grapenut48050: so you will have two husbands
grapenut48050: lol
danibean05: HAAAAAAAAHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAA
danibean05: I"M SUCH A DIRTY LUSS!!!!!
grapenut48050: lol
danibean05: but i think that's a REALLY good idea!
danibean05: we have to think of a way to keep our marrige a secret though...because edger. j. moose may get surley if he finds out
grapenut48050: lol
he's sooo much fun! hehehe :)
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ok...i was in band....
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2002 26 October :: 11.07am
:: Mood: rivem
:: Music: brak-i love beans
A problem you've been having will be resolved today, Water-Bearer. Believe it or not, you'll kind of miss it. It's like, thinking about this problem kind of gave meaning to your otherwise empty existence and now you're going to have to find something else to obsess over.
ok...i was in band....
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sugarmouse0587
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2002 26 October :: 12.03am
:: Mood: weird
:: Music: midnight silence
Now I'm all conufused...I'm not sure that I want what could happen if I don't stop it.
rivem!
ok...i was in band....
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